Maybe I was. As far as I know I'm the only one still out here, but...

[ He shrugs. ]

I didn't really have the privilege of knowing that kind of thing. I wasn't someone who got to know; I just did what I had to do to get by.

[ He's... being a bit blase about it, but it does still leave a mark. His whole identity has basically been wiped away and now he's picking up the pieces. It's not easy, but he doesn't like to mope about it. He tries to float - to just move. Even if he resents some of his lot in life. ]

You can still call me Elan. I don't mind it at this point.

[ And the writers didn't give him a "real" name. ]