...I don't like crying. And after spending so many years having to keep tears out of my eyes, I don't know if I particularly want to start doing it all over again.

[ OK, last reference to his depressing past, he promises. He pops another bite in his mouth, looking a bit distant - and then blinks at Hiyori. ]

If you'd like to give one to me, go for it. How can I complain about a personal show? I doubt anyone else gets front row seats with you like this.