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Hiyori Tomoe [ć·Ž æ—„ć’Œ] ([personal profile] tfy) wrote2024-03-02 09:28 pm

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[personal profile] blundering 2024-09-01 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He wishes it were easier to come out and say what sort of compliments you’d like to receive, but Jun’s not that sort of person. With the confirmation he does look handsome, his chest bursts with warmth, having Hiyori say something and say he does mean it, makes Jun the most happiest person in the world. Wearing a suit isn’t usually his style! But as he looks back in the mirror, glancing between himself and Hiyori; something is abundantly clear! They do make an attractive couple, and Jun’s so happy, having what it seems like their love being recognised.

Hiyori articulates it in words better than Jun could, which is exactly what he’s been thinking. Here they are, in a shitty casino, being forced here against their will
 but all throughout it all they’ve had one another. It’s the most comforting feeling waking up each morning seeing Hiyori’s beautiful sleeping face. It’s a comfort to Jun more than anything, more than Hiyori knows. ]


It’s like you’re reading my mind, Ohii-san.

[ Which means they’re on the same page! But being partners they usually are, aren’t they? Besides his heart doing a little flip, his thumb presses into Hiyori’s palm, rubbing circles. Really, Jun isn’t quite sure how to explain it either, but it’s exactly how he feels. Why else would someone in the resort go to the effort? ]

I’m not the sorta person who gets sappy ‘bout it, but it feels really good.

[ More than really good, but if he continues, he’d only be rehashing everything Hiyori’s already said. Though, it’s true! They don’t need anyone’s permission to love one another, or matching anything. It’s still nice to have, isn’t it? Maybe love made Jun soft, but it goes to show even he can experience a feeling that intensely and still be the same person.

What Hiyori’s proposing only makes sense. It’s Jun’s last string, too, but what else makes sense is how they’re still connected to one another. It may not be the red string, but who needs it? The House just gave them the wrong string, that’s all.

It’s not exactly what he had planned for Hiyori’s birthday, it’s definitely different. But the idea of having this, on Hiyori’s birthday, sounds nice. But one thing! ]


The thing ‘bout that
 I don’t wanna get ‘em for the strings sake. Just for fun, but if you’re thinking it’ll count
 Guess it depends? What’s “giving ourselves” really mean, anyway? We’ve done all that, and whoever’s deciding what counts is probably having a good time watching us fumble it.

[ Hearts or the House, who knows at this point! ]
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-04 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
You're certainly not wrong that we're opposites in certain ways. I believe that's called a foil.

If we're choosing flowers, I'd much prefer to be loosestrife. However, I do enjoy them all in their own ways, so I'll take that, thorn and all, as a compliment.

Who is it that can see your soul in that way?
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-09-04 10:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hiyori's soft sounds cause his chest to convulse, wanting to press up even more against him. He feels like they're almost one, like this, feeling all of Hiyori and wanting to feel even more. It does make him nervous, not knowing what Hiyori wants, at least not right now.

Maybe the more they engage in this, the better they’ll understand each other’s desires. He releases a soft whimper as Hiyori’s eyes flutter open, the intense, dark gaze making his pulse race. Jun's beginning to understand, from feeling the way Hiyori clenches around his finger to the desire painted across his face. It’s slow, a result of their inexperience and fear of hurting Hiyori. But now he gets it, with his heart racing a mile per minute, exploring more and more. Future Jun will know; he'll read the atmosphere (and Hiyori's body) and figure it out.

That's the kind of attentive lover he wants to be. ]


Yeah, alright. I got it.

[ He’s nearly breathless, the words hanging in the air long after they’re spoken. As he shifts his body, the warm arms encircling his neck make him feel more connected than ever. The tip of his finger presses in, and it’s difficult to discern his emotions. With Hiyori here, telling him he can handle another, his nerves begin to ease up. ]

You're so warm, Ohii-san. I promise to make ya feel twice as good â™Ș

[ He mumurs, repeating some of the words back. It's true, Jun does want to make him feel "twice as good." And shouldn't that be a given? Having the validation helps; things will get better, and he'll learn how to do this properly. Hiyori looks so beautiful like this, expression hazy and unfocused. Completely mesmerised, he slides his finger in, inch by inch. Slow, but not too slow, wanting to find the same rhythm and spot from earlier. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-09-06 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Maybe it's not.

Jun has realised now they don't need a silly, little red string to prove their love. He understands connections can form through the string, and it doesn't always have to be romantic. Besides, Jun doesn't have deep, romantic feelings for anyone else! After being afraid of intimacy for so long, finally he's grown comfortable enough for this. Sadly, Jun doesn't share this intense connection with anyone else, as his bond with Ibara isn't at the same level. Ultimately, there's no one else Jun would allow to have "all of him" the way Hiyori does.

It makes sense, doesn't it? If he has to wait his entire life to possess Hiyori, he just might. Honestly, it's not as if the string bothers him despite giving himself to his partner.

His head tilts, squeezing the hand in his tighter. ]


I just—had to be sure, y'know? 'Cause I know we kinda did, but I still don't wanna get ahead of myself, Ohii-san.

[ He knows there's nothing to be afraid of, and he shouldn't when Hiyori's been nothing but accepting. All in all, Jun should know better. ]

Good thing I’m not gonna let you become some brainwashed resident. And remember, we promised we’d stick together! We’re getting outta here and head back to Mary, Nagi-senpai, and Ibara. Maybe we can still perform in SS? Who knows, maybe time's stopped back home, and we’ll return to win! But I want that, 'cause you already have mine, and I'd be lying if I said I didn't.

[ His heart feels full hearing all of this, knowing Hiyori truly means it. They've already spoken about much of what they'd like to do back home, even before they were together! But he'd be lying to say he didn't want all of Hiyori's future, just as he's giving him.

When Hiyori turns serious, he knows it's real. Sure, Ohii-san is fussy, and needy and demands all of his attention, but as he's said before...! Jun could have tapped out at any time. His expression softens, a warm, fond smile spreading across his lips as he gazes at Hiyori filled with affection. ]


Don't really care what Hearts has in mind, Ohii-san. What we do shouldn't matter to 'em! But I get it, 'sides knowing shopping is your favourite hobby! And for your birthday, I wanted to pick out something nice, but guess it’s not really a surprise anymore, huh~?

[ It sounds like the "best idea" to him, too. Not because of the game, nothing ever has to do with the games this place throws at them. Jun wants to do it because he loves Hiyori, and wants to continue giving his best self every day. ]

I've got another lil' surprise for you, so you'd better be ready for it! â™Ș
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-10 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
( HE DOES MEAN THE PURPLE KIND. HE KNOWS. )

You were able to learn some type of magic like that after just one meeting?

Well, I am curious about that, now. So. We should finish it up.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-13 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
People may have their special little names for things, but magic is magic. This sounds like a type of it. Too many worlds equate "magic" with something unreal or fantasy-like, despite their own methods being based on the same concepts.

Anyway, let's meet in the gardens. There's a number of benches there.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-09-14 10:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hiyori never has to worry about their future; he truly means it. It's not just a comforting statement for Hiyori or himself. When he looks at Hiyori and reflects on all they've been through, there's no one else he wants to share his future with. Even back home, he had been ready to commit to Eve and Eden. What Jun was uncertain about years ago, now completely certain of.

"I have faith we'll win someday." Hearing these words make Jun feel a comforting warmth, as if everything will be alright once they return home. Regardless of the circumstances, their fans would still want them to win SS, even if they knew about their time in a sex casino. Jun wonders if time has stopped back home, or if he's only avoiding the thought of how Ibara and Nagi-senpai are managing without them. Eden would likely need to go on hiatus, something he's sure Hiyori wouldn't want to think too deeply about. Perhaps Ibara and Nagisa are performing as Adam, keeping the excitement alive for Eden and, by extension, Eve, ensuring that fans still talk about them. ]


Right, you'd better keep your eyes closed â™Ș

[ It's nothing extravagant, especially in a place where you can buy almost anything. But it's something Jun made himself—simple yet heartfelt. He steps away briefly, retrieving the gift from its hidden spot in one of their drawers. With a warm smile, he hands the package to Hiyori. Though Hiyori can't see the fondness in Jun's eyes right now, he’ll notice it once he opens the gift. ]

Made it myself, so dunno if it's good... But you can open 'em now!

[ He'll move to place the gift in Hiyori's hands, waiting for his eyes to open.

And as for what's inside the wrapped package? Well, it's a hand-knitted blanket. Not that it's necessary in a place where everything is easily bought, Jun intended to offer Hiyori a touch of extra comfort. The blanket is near the shade closest to Hiyori's image colour, with some uneven edges. It's not perfectly knit by any means, with a few gaps near the bottom, but it reflects Jun's most recent efforts in relearning sewing and knitting. (With thanks to the Ugly Duckling University!) ]


You know how we sometimes cuddle on the couch together? Well, I sorta figured it’d be nice to have this. And I didn't wanna buy anything, 'cause I think this'd show off my feelings better â™Ș

[ Of course, he’ll wait until Hiyori unwraps the gift, but he’s excitedly waiting to tell him all about it. ]

It's even got a lil' 'H' sewn into the bottom, 'cause it's all yours ~ â™Ș
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-15 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
( Luckily for Hiyori, Esikko knows exactly where flowers like that are, after his own gardening experiences. So, he sits on a bench that faces a nice view of the flowers, but from a respectable distance, near a nice little gazebo and water feature that he's currently watching. Eyes follow the trickling flows of water as he plucks at his own fingers and the strings that remain, including the one attached to Hiyori.

It's when he's close enough that he recognizes the string reacts differently to his plucks, shortening in distance. So, he glances over to him, stuck on that dramatic coat for just a moment before he pats the spot next to him. )


This spot works, doesn't it?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-16 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
( Already, Esikko lets out a rather heavy sigh. For the most part, his emotions feel deadened somehow, in their link. Tired, muted, barely there— it's a coping mechanism. Hiyori, though, earns a little spike of annoyance before Esi listens and leans his head down to the side.

Well, the coat is fluffy and comfortable, at least. )


The more you make this sound like a business transaction, the less I like it. Just so you know.

( He doesn't know what he'd prefer, but he knows this is just awkward. )

Alright, let's see it.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-09-18 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ Back home, many things were different. Of course, he still managed to gift Hiyori something, but what could you get someone who has everything? Back then it made Jun nervous, and now it makes him even more nervous. He wants the gifts to be useful, something Hiyori likes, just to be certain he knows his partners' preferences. Even more now, where not only does Hiyori occupy his thoughts, but also his day-to-day life.

That's why there's a hint of nervousness as he hands over something he made himself. He's not a professional at all, the stitching isn't perfect, with the "H" being off by an inch or two. But it's brimming with love and care, reflecting Jun's personality just as much. (Besides, he had been thinking about buying them rings, and he can do that any day he likes!) But this was the first big project he had worked on. While knitting something Mary's size was easier, this took time and effort, and he wanted to put in the effort to see it through to the end. ]


Yep, all my handiwork! Pretty proud I got it done â™Ș

[ He seems prouder, chest puffing out a little as the motivation behind his actions becomes clear. Knitting from scratch hadn't been easy, there were times when he wanted to give up, thinking the project was bigger than planned. But wanting Hiyori to enjoy the gift, something filled with love, made the blood, sweat and tears worth it.

Jun looks a little confused by Hiyori's wording. Did he miss a letter? Nope, the H is right there! Unless he should have added a T for his last name!

Oh, that's what Hiyori meant.

He pulls Hiyori closer, rubbing their noses together as he feels the blanket around his shoulders. When Hiyori moves his head down, Jun moves his head down a little, pressing a short, soft kiss against his forehead. ]


Seems like I've got more sewing to do â™Ș Though that'll hafta wait, 'cause we got a blanket to break in first! Well, I mean at least Ohii-san wants to share the warmth.

[ A blush blooms on his cheeks, feeling the shared warmth radiate between them. It's nice, having this, and wanting more. ]

You're welcome, Ohii-san. I'm glad ya like it â™Ș
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-21 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
( When the aura begins to form, Esikko finally slips out of that tired looking frown and into a small little smile. Maybe whoever taught Hiyori this said it wasn't magic, maybe they don't consider it such, but— he reaches his free hand out to run through the sparkles, useless in everything except gesture. Like pressing a hand through a ray of sunlight itself, and just as warming. )

This is most certainly magic...

( His voice is soft, though, fond, and he lets his hand rest back down, the other one still nestled easily in Hiyori's hold. )

To me, anyway. Magic varies from person to person, so it makes sense that any sort of projection you create would be unique like this. Hmm, what does it use... Does it take some energy? A little bit of stamina, perhaps?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-23 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
...Then that's magic, I would say.

( It's unusually soft, coming from Esikko, but his suit has been flaring up off and on, and his emotions are in knots. Knots of feelings that have always had the capability to show themselves, but have normally done so in far more unhinged manners. This resort is simultaneously a whole new expanse of worlds opened up to him, and a gilded cage.

Right now, there's this strange juxtaposition of sadness and relief that he can't explain. He doesn't know why it's coming here, with Hiyori, in response to some foreign magic that's nearly wholly useless. It's showy, it's... warm, and it's nice, and it's almost comforting. Useless...?

His heart aches with loneliness even as a small, genuine smile persists, his eyes closing from his own exhaustion. Like this, maybe he can pretend that he's with anyone that he wants to be trying to share warmth with him, with any of the backs he's been chasing for one reason or another. But Hiyori is one of those too, in a way— the false idea of a "friend" that doesn't quite seem right. Familiar, in a way, to one or two relationships from home, to people close to him physically, but only out of obligation.

He thinks that, maybe, he needs to start showing his own worth a little more, to make sure these scraps of company don't vanish completely. )


But your music at the beach was like that, too, you know. ( Kind, from him? His voice is barely above a whisper. ) It felt a little like magic. Not anything like when you speak.

( A light jab, all things considered, to offset the oddity of his kind words. )

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