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( At the dazzle comment, Esikko just breathes out a little laugh. It's not denial, even if it's also not agreement— but that should be enough, right? He's already said enough of a compliment. Eyes still closed, he at least hums in agreement at the next part; music certainly is a language of its own. )
I do enjoy it, when I can. Could, really... I wasn't allowed out of the palace very often, but music travels a fair amount of distance, so I could hear it from the window during celebrations or festivals.
( He also hums sometimes, when he's writing in his journal, when he's alone, when he wants to focus, or get his mind off of something. But never in company. )
I do enjoy it, when I can. Could, really... I wasn't allowed out of the palace very often, but music travels a fair amount of distance, so I could hear it from the window during celebrations or festivals.
( He also hums sometimes, when he's writing in his journal, when he's alone, when he wants to focus, or get his mind off of something. But never in company. )
["Wasn't allowed." Now that's sad. He keeps that useless thought to himself for once, alongside any quips about princesses locked in towers, but maybe Esikko can feel the slight pang of sympathy. It's not the same as Eichi-kun watching idols on TV from his hospital bed, but it is sad.
Still.]
Well, here you can listen from up close! It's just a shame there's no proper stage, let alone a concert arena. They seem to offer every kind of entertainment except that. I know there's that dance club, but the music there is a bit too loud if you ask me.
[He sighs in disapproval.
Before immediately imbuing his voice with some more pep.]
But that just means we idols have to make our own entertainment. And I'm able to turn absolutely anywhere into a stage ♪ I'll just have to keep you posted about our next activities!
Still.]
Well, here you can listen from up close! It's just a shame there's no proper stage, let alone a concert arena. They seem to offer every kind of entertainment except that. I know there's that dance club, but the music there is a bit too loud if you ask me.
[He sighs in disapproval.
Before immediately imbuing his voice with some more pep.]
But that just means we idols have to make our own entertainment. And I'm able to turn absolutely anywhere into a stage ♪ I'll just have to keep you posted about our next activities!
[ It's good affection comes naturally to him now, wanting to plant a kiss or two wherever he can. Better yet, Jun has realised this is precisely what it means to be in a relationship, and that accepting affection from others is welcomed even.
His thumb caresses Hiyori's soft cheek, wanting to bring further warmth to his body, which seems to be the only way Jun can. Realising the depth of those words, his smile grows wider, manoeuvring downward, placing another kiss flat against Hiyori's temple. It serves as a reminder that despite the suffering Hiyori's been through, the cold, pain and nightmares, he'll be here forever. ]
That's what you've been thinkin', huh~? Well, good thing I've just been thinking just the same thing ♪ But until a lil' while ago, I thought I was relyin' on the poster for comfort, so turns out I got the feeling all wrong.
[ Funny how things work out, through it all they've become one another's security blankets. At first, Jun believed it was the reason for his anxiousness, why he couldn't sleep without the comforting presence of Jin watching over them. But those sleeping patterns changed, whenever they shared a hotel room, and here a bed.
It's a rather good thing he won't hold it to Hiyori, with the shoe on the other foot, he's feeling fairly smug about the turn of events. Feeling wanted and wanting to be wanted are two different matters, and wanting to be guided through the dreary, dark alleyway has turned out for the better. ]
We promised already, didn't we? We'll spend all our time in the real sun, seeing all sorta new things together! Not to mention whenever I'm with you, it feels like my dreams bein' realised in all sorts of ways.
[ But truly, he's sick and tired of the artificial sun, the artificial view of the world. This wasn't part of their shared dream, not the sort of view Jun had mentioned to Hiyori during SS. He looks back into Hiyori's eyes, a line of pink dusting his cheeks when bringing up their aforementioned promise rings. Maybe it's something he should have gifted Hiyori with, after their conversation, but he still hadn't wanted to jump the gun so soon after. ]
And here I'd thought Ohii-san forgot all 'bout 'em ♪ Jokes aside, maybe we should. I mean, it woulda sounded cheesy months ago, not gonna lie. But now? A wedding vow sounds like a mighty fine idea.
[ A promise one day, whenever said day might arrive. It's something he would've vetted and complained about months ago, but having the person you're willing to spend the rest of your life with is a commitment worth committing to. ]
And on top of that, it's gonna be my promise, too. Sorta like a mini-proposal for life ♪
His thumb caresses Hiyori's soft cheek, wanting to bring further warmth to his body, which seems to be the only way Jun can. Realising the depth of those words, his smile grows wider, manoeuvring downward, placing another kiss flat against Hiyori's temple. It serves as a reminder that despite the suffering Hiyori's been through, the cold, pain and nightmares, he'll be here forever. ]
That's what you've been thinkin', huh~? Well, good thing I've just been thinking just the same thing ♪ But until a lil' while ago, I thought I was relyin' on the poster for comfort, so turns out I got the feeling all wrong.
[ Funny how things work out, through it all they've become one another's security blankets. At first, Jun believed it was the reason for his anxiousness, why he couldn't sleep without the comforting presence of Jin watching over them. But those sleeping patterns changed, whenever they shared a hotel room, and here a bed.
It's a rather good thing he won't hold it to Hiyori, with the shoe on the other foot, he's feeling fairly smug about the turn of events. Feeling wanted and wanting to be wanted are two different matters, and wanting to be guided through the dreary, dark alleyway has turned out for the better. ]
We promised already, didn't we? We'll spend all our time in the real sun, seeing all sorta new things together! Not to mention whenever I'm with you, it feels like my dreams bein' realised in all sorts of ways.
[ But truly, he's sick and tired of the artificial sun, the artificial view of the world. This wasn't part of their shared dream, not the sort of view Jun had mentioned to Hiyori during SS. He looks back into Hiyori's eyes, a line of pink dusting his cheeks when bringing up their aforementioned promise rings. Maybe it's something he should have gifted Hiyori with, after their conversation, but he still hadn't wanted to jump the gun so soon after. ]
And here I'd thought Ohii-san forgot all 'bout 'em ♪ Jokes aside, maybe we should. I mean, it woulda sounded cheesy months ago, not gonna lie. But now? A wedding vow sounds like a mighty fine idea.
[ A promise one day, whenever said day might arrive. It's something he would've vetted and complained about months ago, but having the person you're willing to spend the rest of your life with is a commitment worth committing to. ]
And on top of that, it's gonna be my promise, too. Sorta like a mini-proposal for life ♪
[ Seeing Hiyori's reactions gives him much-needed confidence, wanting to ensure he's getting this right. By the sounds of it, and feel, he seems to be hitting all the right spots. Longing to forever commit this moment to memory, Hiyori's laboured breathing, the struggle to finish his sentences... The feeling of him squeezing around Jun's fingers, leaves him wanting to do more. ]
You're so pretty like this... All cute and flushed, and not finishing what you wanna say.
[ Lost in the moment, Jun murmurs without thinking, allowing those words to be set free, taking over. As he draws Hiyori closer, using the second finger to gently stretch and open him up, a deep desire awakens within Jun. Wanting to push the boundaries and see how much more Ohii-san can take, there's an eagerness to commit the image to memory. But he does as Hiyori wants, continuing to rub at the same spot as earlier, curling his finger once he finds the exact spot again.
The intense heat against his fingers sends his brain into a frenzy, and Jun's entire body shivers in anticipation of the pleasure Hiyori must be feeling. Hiyori's hips rock against his own, his finger sliding in further, a near guttural moan escaping as his second finger moves in and out, still massaging the first. Jun's painfully hard and straining, desperate to keep feeding Hiyori more and more pleasure until it becomes overwhelming. ]
Promise I'll keep at it 'til ya want me to stop. 'Cause no part of me's planning on it, not while Ohii-san's bein' real greedy, cute and demanding. But if parts of Ohii-san feel lonely, I'll just pay 'em some attention, too!
[ He's unsure if he has the coordination for both. Paying attention to multiple parts of Hiyori might prove a bit challenging. But just because something's difficult doesn't mean he won't try it. Pressing his hips down, he hovers over Hiyori, taking in the familiar sight. His heart skips a beat as he leans in and firmly presses his lips against Hiyori's, the familiar taste causing Jun to whimper his name. ]
You're so pretty like this... All cute and flushed, and not finishing what you wanna say.
[ Lost in the moment, Jun murmurs without thinking, allowing those words to be set free, taking over. As he draws Hiyori closer, using the second finger to gently stretch and open him up, a deep desire awakens within Jun. Wanting to push the boundaries and see how much more Ohii-san can take, there's an eagerness to commit the image to memory. But he does as Hiyori wants, continuing to rub at the same spot as earlier, curling his finger once he finds the exact spot again.
The intense heat against his fingers sends his brain into a frenzy, and Jun's entire body shivers in anticipation of the pleasure Hiyori must be feeling. Hiyori's hips rock against his own, his finger sliding in further, a near guttural moan escaping as his second finger moves in and out, still massaging the first. Jun's painfully hard and straining, desperate to keep feeding Hiyori more and more pleasure until it becomes overwhelming. ]
Promise I'll keep at it 'til ya want me to stop. 'Cause no part of me's planning on it, not while Ohii-san's bein' real greedy, cute and demanding. But if parts of Ohii-san feel lonely, I'll just pay 'em some attention, too!
[ He's unsure if he has the coordination for both. Paying attention to multiple parts of Hiyori might prove a bit challenging. But just because something's difficult doesn't mean he won't try it. Pressing his hips down, he hovers over Hiyori, taking in the familiar sight. His heart skips a beat as he leans in and firmly presses his lips against Hiyori's, the familiar taste causing Jun to whimper his name. ]
I wouldn't be sure of that. I have a lot more information now than I did when we first spoke.
Though I'm not sure how much that stuff interests you, since you don't even seem to know basic things. Like that people turn into statues when they disappear, or that different suits come with different side effects. Which just makes it sound like you haven't done any digging, so on second thought, disregard!
Anyway, what makes you want to know? Do you want ammo for bullying? Are you concerned for him as a friend? Or might it be 💖❤️💖✨~love~✨💖❤️💖?
Though I'm not sure how much that stuff interests you, since you don't even seem to know basic things. Like that people turn into statues when they disappear, or that different suits come with different side effects. Which just makes it sound like you haven't done any digging, so on second thought, disregard!
Anyway, what makes you want to know? Do you want ammo for bullying? Are you concerned for him as a friend? Or might it be 💖❤️💖✨~love~✨💖❤️💖?
You think relying on someone is the same as love, huh? I thought that too when I was a child!
But as for the specifics, it feels wrong to share them when I don't know your motivation. If you are concerned for him as a friend, why not ask him yourself?
"I heard you were crying. Is everything alright? You're not hurt, are you?"
^ Like so!
But as for the specifics, it feels wrong to share them when I don't know your motivation. If you are concerned for him as a friend, why not ask him yourself?
"I heard you were crying. Is everything alright? You're not hurt, are you?"
^ Like so!
[He closes his eyes, enjoying the warm brush of Jun's lips, the thumb skimming his cheek.]
You were thinking the same thing, huh?
[Seeing him as a security blanket, just like the Jin poster. That's what Jun means, isn't it?
Normally he'd tease Jun over such an admission. "Ahaha, Jun-kun would be so hopeless without me!" Right now, however, he feels no such urge. Instead he just feels glad. What a relief this is. He's been afraid, lately, that he might have gotten too clingy. That he'll suffocate Jun and make him feel smothered. It's the last thing he wants, but he's just so afraid of losing him. So afraid that he'll wake up and find him gone, or that he'll message him and won't get a reply. That he'll find Jun's statue, like he did during his dream. Hiyori relies on Jun to keep him grounded, to make him happy, and to take care of him. He'd fall apart without him, especially after how the past week has went.
So it's a relief to hear again that Jun sees him as someone he can rely on. Even in this place, even after this week. Not a burden, but someone to keep him warm and help him feel secure. Like a blanket. Relying on Jun one-sidedly wouldn't be any good. But if they can rely on each other, and keep each other secure, then that's not being a burden. That's being "partners."
Which is what they are, now and forever.
Still. His brows do jump and his heart stutters when Jun says, "Maybe we should." Followed by "A wedding vow seems like a mighty fine idea." He hastily says,]
Well, even now it's still cheesy.
[But.
He knocks their foreheads together again and continues, speaking in a rush.]
But well, some people are actually doing that sort of thing. I heard the staff talking about it the last time I went out—how there's been an "uptick in weddings" since the Hearts game started.
[His cheeks turn a bit pinker.]
I'm not saying we should join in. Obviously it wouldn't be the same as a real wedding. But, well... I guess if we're already doing matching rings, and we've already promised each other the future, then we're more or less halfway there, anyway.
[He pauses, still blushing. And then, at last, he clears his throat and announces the following:]
So I guess what I'm saying is: I accept your mini-proposal! ♪
[Another pause.]
Or I would if you did have a ring. But since you don't, I'll accept this cozy blanket!
You were thinking the same thing, huh?
[Seeing him as a security blanket, just like the Jin poster. That's what Jun means, isn't it?
Normally he'd tease Jun over such an admission. "Ahaha, Jun-kun would be so hopeless without me!" Right now, however, he feels no such urge. Instead he just feels glad. What a relief this is. He's been afraid, lately, that he might have gotten too clingy. That he'll suffocate Jun and make him feel smothered. It's the last thing he wants, but he's just so afraid of losing him. So afraid that he'll wake up and find him gone, or that he'll message him and won't get a reply. That he'll find Jun's statue, like he did during his dream. Hiyori relies on Jun to keep him grounded, to make him happy, and to take care of him. He'd fall apart without him, especially after how the past week has went.
So it's a relief to hear again that Jun sees him as someone he can rely on. Even in this place, even after this week. Not a burden, but someone to keep him warm and help him feel secure. Like a blanket. Relying on Jun one-sidedly wouldn't be any good. But if they can rely on each other, and keep each other secure, then that's not being a burden. That's being "partners."
Which is what they are, now and forever.
Still. His brows do jump and his heart stutters when Jun says, "Maybe we should." Followed by "A wedding vow seems like a mighty fine idea." He hastily says,]
Well, even now it's still cheesy.
[But.
He knocks their foreheads together again and continues, speaking in a rush.]
But well, some people are actually doing that sort of thing. I heard the staff talking about it the last time I went out—how there's been an "uptick in weddings" since the Hearts game started.
[His cheeks turn a bit pinker.]
I'm not saying we should join in. Obviously it wouldn't be the same as a real wedding. But, well... I guess if we're already doing matching rings, and we've already promised each other the future, then we're more or less halfway there, anyway.
[He pauses, still blushing. And then, at last, he clears his throat and announces the following:]
So I guess what I'm saying is: I accept your mini-proposal! ♪
[Another pause.]
Or I would if you did have a ring. But since you don't, I'll accept this cozy blanket!
Yeah, I was thinkin' the same.
[ He hums happily against Hiyori, nodding after. Seeing him as a security blanket is what Jun means, a comfort when things are bleak. That's the sort of person Hiyori's become to him.
But life sometimes hits with so much uncertainty, he'd been met with so much before finally coming to terms with his feelings. From then on, Jun can't begin to explain how drawn he's become to affection, a feeling he once thought he could never embrace. Despite the reservations, Jun finds it almost too easy, realising he can no longer live without Hiyori. He'd be afraid of admitting the truth, but something tells him Hiyori feels the same.
Maybe it's how Hiyori knocks their foreheads together, mentioning it's still cheesy, and speaking in a rush. His heart stutters, for only a second, while still thumbing his finger across Hiyori's cheek, grinning. ]
We're not like "some people" just doin' it for some game, are we? And I'm not sayin' we should, just 'cause everyone else is. But, well, we sorta are already there, aren't we?
[ But something about Hiyori announcing it, has this feeling even more real. They'd been dancing around the subject a little, since the first time it came up, hadn't they? And there's Hiyori again, saying more eloquently than Jun ever could. ]
Nothing's stopping me from goin' out and getting one right now, Ohii-san. If ya wanna, dunno... make it official? But I'm pretty sure proposals are meant to be some huge secret, something you're not supposed to know yet! Or maybe it'll just be our secret right now! And, well, I'm not 'boutta show my hand so soon ♪
[ The words haven't sunk in properly yet, feeling closer to a high than anything else. Hiyori accepts his mini-proposal, and Jun hugs him tighter, pressing their noses together. ]
But one day we'll have a proper, real wedding—whenever ya want! So how's that sound?
[ Ideally, when they're back home in Japan with friends and family, Jun doesn't care whether their careers are declining. It's a promise for their future, so there's never any doubt he's not all in. ]
[ He hums happily against Hiyori, nodding after. Seeing him as a security blanket is what Jun means, a comfort when things are bleak. That's the sort of person Hiyori's become to him.
But life sometimes hits with so much uncertainty, he'd been met with so much before finally coming to terms with his feelings. From then on, Jun can't begin to explain how drawn he's become to affection, a feeling he once thought he could never embrace. Despite the reservations, Jun finds it almost too easy, realising he can no longer live without Hiyori. He'd be afraid of admitting the truth, but something tells him Hiyori feels the same.
Maybe it's how Hiyori knocks their foreheads together, mentioning it's still cheesy, and speaking in a rush. His heart stutters, for only a second, while still thumbing his finger across Hiyori's cheek, grinning. ]
We're not like "some people" just doin' it for some game, are we? And I'm not sayin' we should, just 'cause everyone else is. But, well, we sorta are already there, aren't we?
[ But something about Hiyori announcing it, has this feeling even more real. They'd been dancing around the subject a little, since the first time it came up, hadn't they? And there's Hiyori again, saying more eloquently than Jun ever could. ]
Nothing's stopping me from goin' out and getting one right now, Ohii-san. If ya wanna, dunno... make it official? But I'm pretty sure proposals are meant to be some huge secret, something you're not supposed to know yet! Or maybe it'll just be our secret right now! And, well, I'm not 'boutta show my hand so soon ♪
[ The words haven't sunk in properly yet, feeling closer to a high than anything else. Hiyori accepts his mini-proposal, and Jun hugs him tighter, pressing their noses together. ]
But one day we'll have a proper, real wedding—whenever ya want! So how's that sound?
[ Ideally, when they're back home in Japan with friends and family, Jun doesn't care whether their careers are declining. It's a promise for their future, so there's never any doubt he's not all in. ]
[Previously...]
The new arrival is my sister, and I want you to refrain from talking to her about magic as much as you can feasibly manage. If you promise to do this I'll show you my magecraft.
The new arrival is my sister, and I want you to refrain from talking to her about magic as much as you can feasibly manage. If you promise to do this I'll show you my magecraft.
[Her sister. Goodness, that's rough. Even he can't think of something funny to say.]
First of all, I'm sorry to hear it.
[He tries to imagine his older brother being here, and nope. Done thinking about it!]
Just your magic, or all magic? I can promise either way, but it strikes me as a fool's errand to keep her away from all magic. Almost everyone can do it here. Even I've learned a little bit.
First of all, I'm sorry to hear it.
[He tries to imagine his older brother being here, and nope. Done thinking about it!]
Just your magic, or all magic? I can promise either way, but it strikes me as a fool's errand to keep her away from all magic. Almost everyone can do it here. Even I've learned a little bit.
Mine, or suggesting that she should be involved in magic. Technically she was adopted out to another mage family because their bloodline was dwindling, so in essence we're not "sisters" but rival families.
It's incredibly complicated, but she wasn't properly raised in the craft, so don't rub salt in her wound. I do that enough by just existing in the same space as her.
It's incredibly complicated, but she wasn't properly raised in the craft, so don't rub salt in her wound. I do that enough by just existing in the same space as her.
That all sounds complicated.
[He'll pass on getting involved in any sibling rivalries.]
Very well. I won't mention it! I'll simply say, "Yep, I've heard of Rin Tohsaka! Very serious personality, but she looks out for her friends! Now, how about we go get some ice cream?"
[He'll pass on getting involved in any sibling rivalries.]
Very well. I won't mention it! I'll simply say, "Yep, I've heard of Rin Tohsaka! Very serious personality, but she looks out for her friends! Now, how about we go get some ice cream?"
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