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Hiyori Tomoe [巴 日和] ([personal profile] tfy) wrote2024-03-02 09:28 pm

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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-17 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
This sounds a bit odd, or suspicious, doesn't it? What good does a memory do here? Is it for a spell?

( Is someone gonna like, eat it? He's got plenty to spare, but... At the same time, he doesn't!! )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-17 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
( Hmm. Of course, nothing comes free. Hiyori's been sent on a task, it seems, and Esikko doesn't exactly want to stop him from it. Besides, he knows from reading through Hiyori's post that a certain bodyguard had leaked a little too much information already, so... )

Well, it won't be my earliest memory, but I will give a relevant one. There are some memories I could do without, anyway.

I remember snow falling on the side of my face being the first sensation after a long period of darkness and pain. It must have been the first snow of the season, but I was beginning to be covered by it. My body was bloodied, beaten and weak. I thought for certain I was going to die. I couldn't remember how I'd gotten there, in that forest, if I'd crawled myself or been dumped, but when I felt a foot nudge into my side, that spike of pain gave me an ounce of energy to look up.

That was how I met that bodyguard. He was peering down at me, looking surprised to see me move at all, and I used the last of my energy on a breath asking him for help before I passed out again. When I came to once again, he had taken me to a dingy little shack somewhere, but I was alive. Patched up and cleaned, even, as he was making food.

It was the moment he became my bodyguard.

That should be sufficient.
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and they don't even know it

[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-18 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It is overwhelming, mostly as now he can confidently say the feeling deep inside his chest happens to be love! Or rather, connecting the dots over the past few months, he can now express his feelings with absolute certainty, there's no room left for doubt.

From feeling so unsure to accepting the love given, listening to Hiyori's confident tone helps, realising it would be illogical to reject his love. But love can be intimidating, as it can easily be mistaken and confused for other emotions such as gratitude. Another important reason for Jun to have utter confidence in his love, especially when Hiyori already had his heart long before today.

His heart beats even faster, if possible, but he feels it. ]


Mhm, I'm really happy you can feel it.

[ Tone soft, taking a deep breath, Jun half curls his fingers against the hand right on his heart. Having Hiyori here with him feels comforting, the same way he's always felt, the same way he'll always feel.

Feeling this way is easy, he realises when the surprise flickering across Ohii-san's face breaks into an even bigger, brighter smile. A smile so beautiful has Jun catching his breath, a short tinkle of laughter following. ]


I could say the same thing, y'know? 'Cause now I've got you, I'm not boutta give you up for anybody or anything ♪

[ Also a promise and a threat, knowing this isn't an ideal place for their love to blossom. But Jun couldn't care less, he's going to defy the House every step of the way, especially now his feelings are returned. ]

Call it intuition, if ya want, but I've got a real good feeling 'bout us.
Edited (typos) 2024-06-18 15:31 (UTC)
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-18 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Sure. What is it?

( It feels awkward, sharing unpleasant things like this, but... well. There's no point in refusing additional questions, he guesses. )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-18 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm afraid not! We were snatched away before we could get there.

Well, it's just as much an inconvenience as it is an opportunity, really.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-18 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
( In 25 lifetimes so far, not ever enough for him to be satisfied, at least. )

How noble. I'm grateful that you're going to share things with me, and I with you, but try not to waste your sympathy or pity on me, either.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-20 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
It's more like I'm cursed, isn't it? Haha.

( haha!!!! )

Anyway, Hiyori. You can get back to me when you have more information, then.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-21 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He can feel something through the layers of fabric, despite his hand shaking only slightly. There's warmth and kindness beneath his fingertips.

Confessing his feelings, despite the risks, has lifted a weight off his shoulders, as he no longer worries about rejection or hiding how he truly feels. Gradually opening his heart to Hiyori seemed easier than he expected, without Jun ever fully realising. There was something special about Hiyori that had the unique ability to turn him into a lovesick fool—but despite the challenges posed by their careers and current environment, reaching this pivotal moment seemed effortless. Their bond had never been stronger. 

Honestly, he'd probably feel a little embarrassed if he ever found out Hiyori knew what he'd written on the post, but that self-disclosure was a key factor in the decision to confess his feelings. So why not allow them to find happiness together? He hopes Hiyori can trust him and his words because they will never be broken. ]


Don't worry, Ohii-san, I don't ever plan on letting go.

[ A simple response has him smiling, knowing their bond is unbreakable. Although neither place back home provided an ideal environment, there is a positive feeling between them. Wishing he had been more forthright about his feelings earlier, but dwelling on what could have been will not change anything. It feels good to have those words reiterated; knowing they can work through this, and things will unfold as they had hoped, perhaps even exceeding their expectations.

He breathes in, affectionately rubbing his nose against Hiyori's. ]


That's precisely why I've got a good feeling 'bout us. So I'm gonna make sure no one comes in and thinks they can ruin what we've got! It's like you said, I've got faith Ohii-san's gonna stay the same, too. And if you don't, I'll drag ya back down to reality. Got it?

[ It's affectionate, but a promise. ]

I'm happy you chose me, 'cause now we're here ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-25 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Perhaps it is a good thing Jun hardly remembers the other thing he was posting about (or with) during that Network post.

The good news is that he has been re-reading those comments repeatedly, especially the last one Hiyori wrote before disappearing. (Only to see him later in the evening for dinner, where something was knowing, something real between them.) Jun meant every word in those messages; not only was he trying to gauge Hiyori's potential reaction, but he also thought it helped him realise their feelings might be mutual. Even if the scary thought about an in-person confession lingered, the depths of his feelings were getting too much, as if threatening to consume him entirely, leaving him desperate to convey them at last.

Despite the risks, his love for Hiyori is unwavering. Even if this situation were to ruin them both, even if their secrets were discovered upon their return, Jun would continue loving Hiyori no matter the consequences. Nothing could ever stop his feelings; an intense, overwhelming love between them.

But there is a sense of relief in hearing those words come from his partner. Brainwashing isn't quite the most happy of topics, though there is an understanding there. In complete agreement, Jun nods and responds by lightly kissing Hiyori's lips. He can't quite help himself, being this close, nuzzling again as the familiar warmth lingers.

Hiyori has also become a significant figure in his life. Someone important—the most important person—more than he's willing to admit. ]


Well, the same applies to me! If I quit wanting to do things for you or start saying anything 'bout not wanting to stick by your side, you'll know something's wrong. And I'd want ya to break me outta it, even if you've gotta be violent 'bout it! You've become the sorta person who I'll always wanna be 'round, 'cause I'm always thinking 'bout you. 

[ The same as he told Hiyori through texts—an embarrassing amount. ]

And I'm with you, Ohii-san, no matter what goes on with this place. We just gotta remember we've got one another's backs! Plus, they'll never be able to take away our feelings for one another, 'cause we won't let 'em ♪

[ But it is rather a good thing none of those things are real. ]

It's scary, Ohii-san. And I gotta say I'm pretty scared 'bout relationships and all the stuff that'll come with being in one, 'cause I dunno what I'm doing or where we'll go. But it feels right, to be with you! And I know we'll figure it out together, won't we?
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-26 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
( Fair!! I'm sure Weiss wouldn't want them as an early birthday gift. )

[ Honestly, It's best if he avoids answering, as they're already in the elevator, plus he was out to tease. Besides it seemed unfitting for a beach, having his shirt still on and thought nothing else regarding the request. And especially since Hiyori can take it off whenever he likes, he shrugs that off.

But it might be easier to focus if Hiyori wasn't constantly on his mind, making it hard to function normally. After their kiss on the beach, the warmth of Hiyori's body against his has left him struggling to think clearly.

It's a struggle to maintain self-control when they're alone, but they both seem to understand the need for restraint. At the end of the day, they are idols, despite the half-public kiss at Weiss' party. Both elevator rides feel endless, though he wouldn't dare complain out loud. Wanting to avoid seeming desperate, and needy while also wanting Hiyori alone is the key. But there's an itch, a need only Hiyori can satisfy.

Besides, it seems they are on the same page, he notices how aggressively Hiyori opens the door and he grins. As they've barely made their way inside, kicking the door shut, his arms move instinctively to Hiyori's waist, pulling him closer. He nibbles playfully across Hiyori's lips, hoping to convey his desire and hunger through the kiss, just as he had done on the beach. Already swiping his tongue across Hiyori's lower lip, wanting to mirror the same sensual gestures from earlier. ]


Mmm.

[ The only words worth mustering as the rest will come in a moment. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-28 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The talk of how to realise if one of them has been brainwashed hasn’t made him realise how important it’ll become in case one of them does. Truthfully, should they not have more resilience? They’re idols, not some kind of “normal” person who would be easily swayed by temptation. They are the temptation!

He half-laughs, far too happy about being close to complain. But maybe… ]


Well, it’s more like if I don’t end up doing those things. ‘Cause I still complain but do ‘em!

[ Truthfully, he hardly minds running errands, stopping whatever he’s doing or anything else for Ohii-san’s whimsical sake. If Jun truly had issues, he’d have plenty of reasons to deny any request’s given.

But as is, he doesn’t.

And as this stands, Jun hastily confirms how afraid relationships are for him. As someone afraid of losing someone special, the special someone being Ohii-san, there is a fair chance this may not work out. Deep inside his psyche, the biggest fear would be losing Hiyori over something as silly as their current situation. There always will be a fear of losing someone you love, and that would be the worst, most soul crushing fear.

But having the reassurance, the words telling him otherwise will make the fear subside. It does as much when Hiyori begins speaking, telling him all the wonderful things about being one another’s firsts. (Or Jun, it’s really none of his business who Hiyori has been with before him.) ]


Mhm, I’m real glad all my “firsts” was with someone I love.

[ His cheeks burn admitting to it, and he hasn’t a chance to stop himself before the words come out. But meaning those words will never stop their meaning. Jun loves him, he knows this for certain. There is no point of him denying how he feels when being loved back feels like home.

It makes perfect sense for them to be together, with the happiness of them being together outweighing the rest. He wishes he could feel Hiyori’s rapid heart beats, the same as his own heart beats faster with each word. ]


We do make perfect sense together, so I’ll do my best and we’ll figure out how it’s gonna go. I promise I’m always gonna stay true to myself, I’ll never lose sight of us.

Yep, we’ll be even stronger back home, not worrying ‘bout what’s going on day to day. I’m also happy being here with Ohii-san, but we’ve got this shared goal of making it home.

[ He smiles, fondly, allowing his partner to lace their hands together. He stares back, rubbing circles across his palm and nodding. But he can’t help tease, ]

Have ya been reading some sorta shoujo manga, Ohii-san~? But it sorta does, except this is our life, so achieving the same dream sounds pretty good to me. ‘Specially when you’re the only person who can make me feel loved.

[ Yes, he couldn’t think of anything more romantic. ]
Edited (phone tags ruined my life) 2024-06-28 23:53 (UTC)
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-29 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ If he could say the same, life would be much easier. Though the thought remains, their relationship has seemed to boost their stage chemistry. If such a thing were possible! And tonight proved how important keeping a secret only they know can help boost their performance.

He brushes his tongue against Hiyori’s, granting him access the same as he did on the beach. It takes a matter of seconds for the passion to be rekindled, not as though it takes much for Jun. Honestly, Hiyori does have some sort of special ability to make Jun fall absolutely, head over heels, melting straight into him.

The thrill of being in private does add some heated thrill, knowing no one else can interrupt or watch on with ogling, judgemental gazes. Hoping the same might happen for them, or thinking they may be allowed to join in. Well, Jun’s allowed to be selfish, wanting Hiyori to himself and showing his partner how much he loves him. He’s allowed to let the love shine through, only for Hiyori’s eyes only, compared to the numerous others circling around them earlier. Now the love can be felt, focused on the person who has his entire heart.

His breathing is slow, heated as the kiss breaks. Running hands up and down Hiyori’s sides, his lips curves into a smirk, feeling the hot breath against his ear. ]


‘Course I don’t plan on you walking. That’d be bad manners, ‘cause I plan on doing what I was thinking ‘bout back on the beach. So I’ll be carrying you easy from here to our bed ♪

And just let me take care of the rest and remember to hold on real tight ♪

[ It’s rather important Hiyori has utter faith in him. Jun knows he can, also having faith in himself. And the enjoyment from carrying your partner to bed has a thrilling feeling of being utterly besotted with them. Which, quite frankly, is the perfect word for how Jun feels.

He leans down, only enough where lifting Hiyori becomes the only position he’s focused on. Making absolutely sure Hiyori’s arms are still around his neck, Jun pulls him up against his warm, strong chest, wrapping those strong arms around his waist. Beginning to walk forward, with one goal in mind, the need outweighs all else.

It’s true, Jun hasn’t carried him this far before. But there is a first time for everything, and he’s confident he’ll make it work. And what better use than carrying Ohii-san off to bed? It’s a workout and serotonin boost all in one.

Planting soft kisses across his forehead, Jun fully lifts him up, cradling him bridal style and firmly against his warm chest. It’s an embrace befitting of them, the one he’s held Hiyori in countless times since the first. Feeling almost close to a lifetime, their bedroom comes into view, with Jun pushing open the door slightly ajar, he kicks it shut once they’ve headed through. Placing Hiyori straight on the bed, he hovers over him, not wanting to let go. ]


You’re so beautiful, Ohii-san.

[ He murmurs, closing the gap between with a kiss. Slow but steady, nothing but passion being poured into the kiss and straight into the one he loves most. ]

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