[Careful about telling a Spades suit they're welcome to get violent with you.
... not that Hiyori feels any such urges right now, least of all towards his loving partner. The talk of brainwashing really is a mood killer, but Jun responds with a kiss anyway, short yet sweet enough to make his head go fuzzy. If it weren't already fuzzy from all of Jun's sweet words, that is.
It's not so fuzzy he's incapable of teasing, though.]
... mm, got it!
[He hums cheerfully, forehead still leaning against Jun's, his smile turned sly.]
If I ask Jun-kun to do something, but he says it's a pain or he doesn't want to, then that's a sign his brain isn't working! So, I'll flick him upside the forehead! ♪ Or gently thwap the back of his head. Whichever~ ♪
[Hopefully that bit of silliness will dissolve some of the heaviness brought on by the topic change.
He thinks about moving Jun's hand away from his chest, guiding it back down to his side so they can hold hands without it being quite so serious. Then Jun says that thing about being scared, and instead he lets it stay resting over his heart. Jun probably can't feel the way it reacts to his use of the word "relationship," but Hiyori sure can, his chest constricting as though Jun reached directly inside him, closed a hand around his heart and squeezed.]
Yep~. It feels completely right. For me to be Jun-kun's first, that is.
[First kiss that he knows of, first time, first relationship. First "partner." He's greedy and selfish enough that he's thrilled to claim all of Jun-kun's firsts. Though he also adds,]
And for you to be my first.
[Because that's true, too. He already admitted it when he said he'd never been on a "journey" like this before. It figures that Jun, whom he'd already been treating as a "partner" for more than just singing, would be the one he commits to. Jun, whom he's so determined to tether to his side. Jun, whom he thought was "beautiful" and felt captivated by from the very start, before Jun had done anything for him and before they'd even said a word to each other.
Hiyori's not ready to admit that yet. He feels readier now than he would have at home, but he'd rather keep that under wraps for a little while. It's still somehow embarrassing, admitting how long Jun's had his heart. But it's that knowledge—the knowledge that Jun can steal his heart just with his dazzling existence—that Hiyori feels compelled to tell him not to worry, and he tries to tie that back to what he said before about the resort.]
So, because we make perfect sense together, I wouldn't fret too much. As you said, we'll figure it out. All Jun-kun really needs to do is stay true to himself. And then we'll go back together to the place where we belong ♪
... It's not just for Nagisa-kun, Ibara, and our fans' sakes that we get back. It's for our own sake, too. I'm happy here when I'm with Jun-kun, but I'm sure we can be even happier at home.
[He laces their fingers together tight and smiles, staring right into Jun's eyes as he says his last piece.]
Achieving your dream alongside the one you love sounds like something from a manga, doesn't it? I struggle to think of anything more romantic than that... ♪
[Hopefully their fans will see it his way. Not anytime soon, but some day in the distant future.]
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... not that Hiyori feels any such urges right now, least of all towards his loving partner. The talk of brainwashing really is a mood killer, but Jun responds with a kiss anyway, short yet sweet enough to make his head go fuzzy. If it weren't already fuzzy from all of Jun's sweet words, that is.
It's not so fuzzy he's incapable of teasing, though.]
... mm, got it!
[He hums cheerfully, forehead still leaning against Jun's, his smile turned sly.]
If I ask Jun-kun to do something, but he says it's a pain or he doesn't want to, then that's a sign his brain isn't working! So, I'll flick him upside the forehead! ♪ Or gently thwap the back of his head. Whichever~ ♪
[Hopefully that bit of silliness will dissolve some of the heaviness brought on by the topic change.
He thinks about moving Jun's hand away from his chest, guiding it back down to his side so they can hold hands without it being quite so serious. Then Jun says that thing about being scared, and instead he lets it stay resting over his heart. Jun probably can't feel the way it reacts to his use of the word "relationship," but Hiyori sure can, his chest constricting as though Jun reached directly inside him, closed a hand around his heart and squeezed.]
Yep~. It feels completely right. For me to be Jun-kun's first, that is.
[First kiss that he knows of, first time, first relationship. First "partner." He's greedy and selfish enough that he's thrilled to claim all of Jun-kun's firsts. Though he also adds,]
And for you to be my first.
[Because that's true, too. He already admitted it when he said he'd never been on a "journey" like this before. It figures that Jun, whom he'd already been treating as a "partner" for more than just singing, would be the one he commits to. Jun, whom he's so determined to tether to his side. Jun, whom he thought was "beautiful" and felt captivated by from the very start, before Jun had done anything for him and before they'd even said a word to each other.
Hiyori's not ready to admit that yet. He feels readier now than he would have at home, but he'd rather keep that under wraps for a little while. It's still somehow embarrassing, admitting how long Jun's had his heart. But it's that knowledge—the knowledge that Jun can steal his heart just with his dazzling existence—that Hiyori feels compelled to tell him not to worry, and he tries to tie that back to what he said before about the resort.]
So, because we make perfect sense together, I wouldn't fret too much. As you said, we'll figure it out. All Jun-kun really needs to do is stay true to himself. And then we'll go back together to the place where we belong ♪
... It's not just for Nagisa-kun, Ibara, and our fans' sakes that we get back. It's for our own sake, too. I'm happy here when I'm with Jun-kun, but I'm sure we can be even happier at home.
[He laces their fingers together tight and smiles, staring right into Jun's eyes as he says his last piece.]
Achieving your dream alongside the one you love sounds like something from a manga, doesn't it? I struggle to think of anything more romantic than that... ♪
[Hopefully their fans will see it his way. Not anytime soon, but some day in the distant future.]