[ The talk of how to realise if one of them has been brainwashed hasn’t made him realise how important it’ll become in case one of them does. Truthfully, should they not have more resilience? They’re idols, not some kind of “normal” person who would be easily swayed by temptation. They are the temptation!
He half-laughs, far too happy about being close to complain. But maybe… ]
Well, it’s more like if I don’t end up doing those things. ‘Cause I still complain but do ‘em!
[ Truthfully, he hardly minds running errands, stopping whatever he’s doing or anything else for Ohii-san’s whimsical sake. If Jun truly had issues, he’d have plenty of reasons to deny any request’s given.
But as is, he doesn’t.
And as this stands, Jun hastily confirms how afraid relationships are for him. As someone afraid of losing someone special, the special someone being Ohii-san, there is a fair chance this may not work out. Deep inside his psyche, the biggest fear would be losing Hiyori over something as silly as their current situation. There always will be a fear of losing someone you love, and that would be the worst, most soul crushing fear.
But having the reassurance, the words telling him otherwise will make the fear subside. It does as much when Hiyori begins speaking, telling him all the wonderful things about being one another’s firsts. (Or Jun, it’s really none of his business who Hiyori has been with before him.) ]
Mhm, I’m real glad all my “firsts” was with someone I love.
[ His cheeks burn admitting to it, and he hasn’t a chance to stop himself before the words come out. But meaning those words will never stop their meaning. Jun loves him, he knows this for certain. There is no point of him denying how he feels when being loved back feels like home.
It makes perfect sense for them to be together, with the happiness of them being together outweighing the rest. He wishes he could feel Hiyori’s rapid heart beats, the same as his own heart beats faster with each word. ]
We do make perfect sense together, so I’ll do my best and we’ll figure out how it’s gonna go. I promise I’m always gonna stay true to myself, I’ll never lose sight of us.
Yep, we’ll be even stronger back home, not worrying ‘bout what’s going on day to day. I’m also happy being here with Ohii-san, but we’ve got this shared goal of making it home.
[ He smiles, fondly, allowing his partner to lace their hands together. He stares back, rubbing circles across his palm and nodding. But he can’t help tease, ]
Have ya been reading some sorta shoujo manga, Ohii-san~? But it sorta does, except this is our life, so achieving the same dream sounds pretty good to me. ‘Specially when you’re the only person who can make me feel loved.
[ Yes, he couldn’t think of anything more romantic. ]
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He half-laughs, far too happy about being close to complain. But maybe… ]
Well, it’s more like if I don’t end up doing those things. ‘Cause I still complain but do ‘em!
[ Truthfully, he hardly minds running errands, stopping whatever he’s doing or anything else for Ohii-san’s whimsical sake. If Jun truly had issues, he’d have plenty of reasons to deny any request’s given.
But as is, he doesn’t.
And as this stands, Jun hastily confirms how afraid relationships are for him. As someone afraid of losing someone special, the special someone being Ohii-san, there is a fair chance this may not work out. Deep inside his psyche, the biggest fear would be losing Hiyori over something as silly as their current situation. There always will be a fear of losing someone you love, and that would be the worst, most soul crushing fear.
But having the reassurance, the words telling him otherwise will make the fear subside. It does as much when Hiyori begins speaking, telling him all the wonderful things about being one another’s firsts. (Or Jun, it’s really none of his business who Hiyori has been with before him.) ]
Mhm, I’m real glad all my “firsts” was with someone I love.
[ His cheeks burn admitting to it, and he hasn’t a chance to stop himself before the words come out. But meaning those words will never stop their meaning. Jun loves him, he knows this for certain. There is no point of him denying how he feels when being loved back feels like home.
It makes perfect sense for them to be together, with the happiness of them being together outweighing the rest. He wishes he could feel Hiyori’s rapid heart beats, the same as his own heart beats faster with each word. ]
We do make perfect sense together, so I’ll do my best and we’ll figure out how it’s gonna go. I promise I’m always gonna stay true to myself, I’ll never lose sight of us.
Yep, we’ll be even stronger back home, not worrying ‘bout what’s going on day to day. I’m also happy being here with Ohii-san, but we’ve got this shared goal of making it home.
[ He smiles, fondly, allowing his partner to lace their hands together. He stares back, rubbing circles across his palm and nodding. But he can’t help tease, ]
Have ya been reading some sorta shoujo manga, Ohii-san~? But it sorta does, except this is our life, so achieving the same dream sounds pretty good to me. ‘Specially when you’re the only person who can make me feel loved.
[ Yes, he couldn’t think of anything more romantic. ]