[ And he's not in the mood to leave yet, so he'll continue to permit the hug. Wanting to bask in their shared warmth and hoping this feeling never ends. "There isn't much thought being put into his words, only expressing what first comes to mind with how he truly feels. The feeling of love is genuine. Wanting to be with Hiyori forever is sincere, and there is no one else he wants to love in his lifetime. In other words, Hiyori won!
Jun doesn't fully grasp the meaning behind Hiyori's euphemism. But his was also sort of an euphemism! Maybe not in the same way Ohii-san sort of meant it. ... at least not tonight! Not that Jun quite understands he has permission now. Jun thinks Ohii-san means what they did together during that week, where they held one another, and uh, did those things together! But truthfully, he wouldn't mind them holding one another euphemisms aside.
... or confusion aside!
Wouldn't it be easier to come out and say what he means? Probably! Maybe he needs to be more clear. He half-thinks he understands what Hiyori is implying, but they're not yet ready to take the next step, even if that's ultimately where they both hope to end up. (The case being with the gifts received from the Flower Maze to "encourage" them.)
Besides, they will get there... one day! ]
Yeah! I, uh, also mean what we did during our week together. But 'course we don't hafta do it tonight.
[ He sounds nervous, admitting to having those thoughts about Hiyori. But he had them during the week, had them after and will always have them.
Maybe feeling awkward would better suit his tone; he's trying to avoid using words Ohii-san would consider "crude," but it's not coming out as he'd like. ]
Ohii-san, what I'm tryna say is... if there's an "urge" and you wanna feel good! Well, I'm saying we can.
[He actually said it, causing Hiyori to stiffen up with surprise. Which, well, thank goodness someone's trying to be an effective communicator. Hiyori's generally of the opinion that it's better to hint than be explicit; such are the laws of fanservice. But it's a relief to know exactly what Jun meant, and to realize they're both on the same page.
Even if it does worsen the blush on his cheeks.
He holds the position a moment, still with his face tucked next to Jun's, before drawing back enough to see each other. Jun's own embarrassed smile effortlessly endears.
Though "if there's an urge and you wanna feel good" isn't exactly sweet talk. It's clumsy and boorish-sounding! Yet it's also just the thing to lighten the mood.]
I heard you loud and clear the first time!
[Hiyori chides without sounding mad. On the contrary, he's smirking.]
But Jun-kun's not wrong.
[He leans their foreheads together again, lowering his voice.]
I always feel good when I'm with him. And I'm sure he'll make me feel ve~ry good tonight.
[ If he didn't say it, who else would? Jun wants to be 100% certain they're on the same page, even though he's usually avoidant about his feelings. They could tip-toe about what they meant forever, or Jun could get over it and say what he meant.
But even then, he can't stop talking. Because what if that's not what Hiyori wants? There's no indication he doesn't, which is only Jun's fear taking hold again. Sometimes he can't figure out what Hiyori wants, and in this case, he has been skirting around the topic.
Perhaps if Jun knew how to put it into better words, it wouldn't come out clumsy and "boorish-sounding." He's not the type to eloquently string together words, it's only that he's avoiding using simple ones. ]
Well, I never know with you. I just wanted to make sure we were thinking the same, Ohii-san, 'cause I didn't wanna make an idiot outta myself.
[ He laughs, despite being chided. Thankfully he can tell Hiyori isn't mad, and he feels better for getting to the point. At least one of them did! His cheeks burn, half looking up as he nods. ]
It makes me feel better hearing that, y'know? I'm still learning, but I want Ohii-san to feel good. I wanna remember the way you look forever ♪ And I'm gonna do my best tonight for ya, too.
[If Jun didn't say it, neither of them would. They'd be forced to go to Rinne or someone else for help with dirty talk. And that would be tortuously embarrassing, so Jun taking the initiative is truly for the best!
... Really, it is for the best. It means he gets to see Jun's cheeks burn, hear him laugh. And it means they're both on the same page about what they'll be doing tonight. Jun can stay over, just as he did during the Springtime game.
And just as he'll do for so many more nights afterwards, when his suite becomes their suite.
The look in his eyes becomes less sly, more gentle. They're still talking about sex, but Jun saying he'll do his best for his sake makes him feel all soft.]
I know you will. You're Jun-kun, after all.
[He closes his eyes, smiling gently, feeling truly happy despite of everything that's gone wrong these past few months.]
I'll do my best, too. To make sure Jun-kun can't take his eyes off me ♪
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Jun doesn't fully grasp the meaning behind Hiyori's euphemism. But his was also sort of an euphemism! Maybe not in the same way Ohii-san sort of meant it. ... at least not tonight! Not that Jun quite understands he has permission now. Jun thinks Ohii-san means what they did together during that week, where they held one another, and uh, did those things together! But truthfully, he wouldn't mind them holding one another euphemisms aside.
... or confusion aside!
Wouldn't it be easier to come out and say what he means? Probably! Maybe he needs to be more clear. He half-thinks he understands what Hiyori is implying, but they're not yet ready to take the next step, even if that's ultimately where they both hope to end up. (The case being with the gifts received from the Flower Maze to "encourage" them.)
Besides, they will get there... one day! ]
Yeah! I, uh, also mean what we did during our week together. But 'course we don't hafta do it tonight.
[ He sounds nervous, admitting to having those thoughts about Hiyori. But he had them during the week, had them after and will always have them.
Maybe feeling awkward would better suit his tone; he's trying to avoid using words Ohii-san would consider "crude," but it's not coming out as he'd like. ]
Ohii-san, what I'm tryna say is... if there's an "urge" and you wanna feel good! Well, I'm saying we can.
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Even if it does worsen the blush on his cheeks.
He holds the position a moment, still with his face tucked next to Jun's, before drawing back enough to see each other. Jun's own embarrassed smile effortlessly endears.
Though "if there's an urge and you wanna feel good" isn't exactly sweet talk. It's clumsy and boorish-sounding! Yet it's also just the thing to lighten the mood.]
I heard you loud and clear the first time!
[Hiyori chides without sounding mad. On the contrary, he's smirking.]
But Jun-kun's not wrong.
[He leans their foreheads together again, lowering his voice.]
I always feel good when I'm with him. And I'm sure he'll make me feel ve~ry good tonight.
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But even then, he can't stop talking. Because what if that's not what Hiyori wants? There's no indication he doesn't, which is only Jun's fear taking hold again. Sometimes he can't figure out what Hiyori wants, and in this case, he has been skirting around the topic.
Perhaps if Jun knew how to put it into better words, it wouldn't come out clumsy and "boorish-sounding." He's not the type to eloquently string together words, it's only that he's avoiding using simple ones. ]
Well, I never know with you. I just wanted to make sure we were thinking the same, Ohii-san, 'cause I didn't wanna make an idiot outta myself.
[ He laughs, despite being chided. Thankfully he can tell Hiyori isn't mad, and he feels better for getting to the point. At least one of them did! His cheeks burn, half looking up as he nods. ]
It makes me feel better hearing that, y'know? I'm still learning, but I want Ohii-san to feel good. I wanna remember the way you look forever ♪ And I'm gonna do my best tonight for ya, too.
time for a wrap I think!
... Really, it is for the best. It means he gets to see Jun's cheeks burn, hear him laugh. And it means they're both on the same page about what they'll be doing tonight. Jun can stay over, just as he did during the Springtime game.
And just as he'll do for so many more nights afterwards, when his suite becomes their suite.
The look in his eyes becomes less sly, more gentle. They're still talking about sex, but Jun saying he'll do his best for his sake makes him feel all soft.]
I know you will. You're Jun-kun, after all.
[He closes his eyes, smiling gently, feeling truly happy despite of everything that's gone wrong these past few months.]
I'll do my best, too. To make sure Jun-kun can't take his eyes off me ♪