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[At least he read that instead of the other thread. In fact, he was probably so distracted by that thread that he had to go lie down for a while... A little embarrassing, but this "being in love" thing is kind of overwhelming at times!
Right now, however, he's fine. He's had time to process that Network thread, alongside all their other interactions and everything else that's transpired. He knows how Jun feels (he thinks, mostly!) and he knows how to respond.
Though honestly, he does still feel a little overwhelmed, in that giddy sort of way. Jun said he wanted to ask him as soon as he heard about it! When Jun hears the word "date," his mind jumps straight to him, apparently! As it should, of course, but it's still a nice thing to hear.]
Me too ♪
[He agrees readily, no take-backs and no teasing. He'll even add,]
A recital, a fancy get-together, and a date with Jun-kun sounds like the perfect evening to me.
[Confirming their feelings are the same. Though, before Jun can respond to that, he continues excitedly:]
Don't hesitate to ask me if you have questions about how to conduct yourself, alright? I'll teach you everything there is to know about etiquette! Though I am curious what the theme will be, since that'll influence what I choose to wear! Or what we choose to wear, rather, since we both ought to look our utmost best ♪
Right now, however, he's fine. He's had time to process that Network thread, alongside all their other interactions and everything else that's transpired. He knows how Jun feels (he thinks, mostly!) and he knows how to respond.
Though honestly, he does still feel a little overwhelmed, in that giddy sort of way. Jun said he wanted to ask him as soon as he heard about it! When Jun hears the word "date," his mind jumps straight to him, apparently! As it should, of course, but it's still a nice thing to hear.]
Me too ♪
[He agrees readily, no take-backs and no teasing. He'll even add,]
A recital, a fancy get-together, and a date with Jun-kun sounds like the perfect evening to me.
[Confirming their feelings are the same. Though, before Jun can respond to that, he continues excitedly:]
Don't hesitate to ask me if you have questions about how to conduct yourself, alright? I'll teach you everything there is to know about etiquette! Though I am curious what the theme will be, since that'll influence what I choose to wear! Or what we choose to wear, rather, since we both ought to look our utmost best ♪
[ He wants to respond with a snarky comment like, "I dunno, you tell me." But more incoming messages demand his attention, leaving him with no time to craft a clever response. ]
prepared for what? the only thing i wanna prepare for is leaving here. yeah, i already know that's your skill, ohii-san, but i'm pretty confused about how "chatting up people and forming connections" will help. i'm not doubting you can't form allies or whatever you're doing, i guess i'm not really following *why* you're doing it????
[ While some people might be swayed by material possessions, being treated to lavish gifts, he couldn't think of anything worse. Rather content with the idea of enjoying Hiyori's company on simple, ordinary dates, he places greater importance on the genuine connection they share. ]
i'm still only learning about flowers, so i dunno which ones to stay away from. how're you gonna know which ones are safe from a distance, anyway? sounds like it's gonna be pretty hard to tell. well, the carnation didn't make me feel funny or anything, so you're probably right.
and i'm not dumb enough to fall for some random guy asking me to sniff flowers. you do realise how shady that sounds, right? i'll say no thanks to any random person coming up to me.
[ Yet another gift to strike down! If things continue this way, half of the present ideas will not be very Leo friendly. ]
whatever you pick for his gift is gonna be great, just throwing it out there. and i'm pretty sure tsukinaga-senpai will know it's from the two of us, so it'll be something he remembers us by.
prepared for what? the only thing i wanna prepare for is leaving here. yeah, i already know that's your skill, ohii-san, but i'm pretty confused about how "chatting up people and forming connections" will help. i'm not doubting you can't form allies or whatever you're doing, i guess i'm not really following *why* you're doing it????
[ While some people might be swayed by material possessions, being treated to lavish gifts, he couldn't think of anything worse. Rather content with the idea of enjoying Hiyori's company on simple, ordinary dates, he places greater importance on the genuine connection they share. ]
i'm still only learning about flowers, so i dunno which ones to stay away from. how're you gonna know which ones are safe from a distance, anyway? sounds like it's gonna be pretty hard to tell. well, the carnation didn't make me feel funny or anything, so you're probably right.
and i'm not dumb enough to fall for some random guy asking me to sniff flowers. you do realise how shady that sounds, right? i'll say no thanks to any random person coming up to me.
[ Yet another gift to strike down! If things continue this way, half of the present ideas will not be very Leo friendly. ]
whatever you pick for his gift is gonna be great, just throwing it out there. and i'm pretty sure tsukinaga-senpai will know it's from the two of us, so it'll be something he remembers us by.
[ Thank you, Hiyori, for not reading the other thread. Sure, all of that sounds dramatic, but maybe "being in love" is about being dramatic! Really, he was being dramatic about it himself, having run all the way here.
Maybe all he needed was a gentle push; he had been noticing the little things his partner did, which were beginning to make a real difference in Jun's day-to-day life. Even though it wasn't easy for him to understand, Hiyori seemed to be acting just like his usual self, but Jun no longer feels "scared" about admitting he wants a proper date. (But when he finds out that all those other times were dates as well, he is going to be very embarrassed.)
At home or out in this world, there's just no one else who he'd want to invite. Like a secret that both know but haven't dared to say out loud—those fluttery feelings, that spark of possibility. And now, with Hiyori's confirmation, it's like a fizzy burst of excitement bubbling up inside Jun. It's funny how sometimes life throws you something good, making you feel like a giddy school kid with a secret crush, even when you thought you'd never have those feelings. ]
And sure, Ohii-san. I don't really know the proper word you used, so if wanna teach me how to "conduct" myself, I'd be really grateful. The only fancy parties I've bothered with are the ones for CosPro, but those're just "business," or whatever Ibara said. Well, I guess something fancy for the recital, 'cause it's gonna be a performance? That's just my guess ♪ Weiss-san said the party will be at someone's place, but I was going to say they've probably got a real big space.
[ He's excitedly prattling off all the information he knows, as being the first to know something is exciting. Who would know the theme for the party would be "beach," but buying two outfits should be fine for the future, as they aren't hurting for chips these days. ]
Maybe all he needed was a gentle push; he had been noticing the little things his partner did, which were beginning to make a real difference in Jun's day-to-day life. Even though it wasn't easy for him to understand, Hiyori seemed to be acting just like his usual self, but Jun no longer feels "scared" about admitting he wants a proper date. (But when he finds out that all those other times were dates as well, he is going to be very embarrassed.)
At home or out in this world, there's just no one else who he'd want to invite. Like a secret that both know but haven't dared to say out loud—those fluttery feelings, that spark of possibility. And now, with Hiyori's confirmation, it's like a fizzy burst of excitement bubbling up inside Jun. It's funny how sometimes life throws you something good, making you feel like a giddy school kid with a secret crush, even when you thought you'd never have those feelings. ]
And sure, Ohii-san. I don't really know the proper word you used, so if wanna teach me how to "conduct" myself, I'd be really grateful. The only fancy parties I've bothered with are the ones for CosPro, but those're just "business," or whatever Ibara said. Well, I guess something fancy for the recital, 'cause it's gonna be a performance? That's just my guess ♪ Weiss-san said the party will be at someone's place, but I was going to say they've probably got a real big space.
[ He's excitedly prattling off all the information he knows, as being the first to know something is exciting. Who would know the theme for the party would be "beach," but buying two outfits should be fine for the future, as they aren't hurting for chips these days. ]
[Yep... that's the problem with Hiyori's texting style. It's like his speaking style! He never stops!!
But he does stop and pause for a moment here.
His smile fades as he reads that first message. Boy, Jun-kun is clueless. He really has no idea about the dangers around here. In all fairness, Hiyori only learned about some of them recently, and hasn't informed him about all of them just yet. But there are reasons it might help to have strong allies, besides just being able to escape.]
Prepared for anything, I guess. I know it might seem like the only real threat is drugs that make your body feel hot, but I've heard some disturbing things recently. Things about monster sightings and ghoul sightings, for example. Not to mention that with so many powerful people running around, I'm not sure it's safe to assume there aren't any bad eggs. Some people's powers are dangerous by their own admission. They might not be strong enough to overthrow the House, but they could still do some real damage to so-called "ordinary" people like ourselves. Plus that frenzy we saw out in the hall was sort of disturbing...
[There's more that he could say here. He really needs to tell Jun that someone accidentally (?) killed a staff member and faced no consequences for it. Murder is okay here, apparently. And if that gets out to everyone, who knows what sort of chaos might ensue?
Of course there isn't danger lurking around every corner. The only time he really felt unsafe was probably at the Roost, and you have to go out of your way to find that place. Still...]
Those are just some reasons I'd like to have strong allies. I figure it also helps to know how magic works, since the whole place seems to run on it. Though that's its own can of worms, since magic seems to operate according to different rules in every world.
But anyway, if it's my connections you're concerned about, then worry not! I may forge other connections, but I still intend to rely plenty on you! And even if I start working together with others, Jun-kun will still be my precious partner! 🥰 I don't want you feeling lonely or left out, so I just thought I'd say that.
[He knows damn well that wasn't Jun's concern.]
Honestly, I'm not sure either. The House can always cheat by using magic, so even the low-pollen flowers might not be safe. I don't think it's the majority though, since we went to that exhibition and we came back alright. Plus I sniffed some flowers in the marketplace at that welcome thing, and those didn't leave me feeling anything except refreshed!
[Actually, both the flowers he sniffed did have side effects, but he doesn't know that. One of them just made whoever smelled it more confident in their appearance, but he was already plentynarcissistic confident, so he noticed no change!]
Sounds good! If you want to give it a little personalized touch, we could always include a tag or a card with both our signatures. But anyway, I'll leave you to work on that cake soon, and I'll start looking for gifts posthaste!
But he does stop and pause for a moment here.
His smile fades as he reads that first message. Boy, Jun-kun is clueless. He really has no idea about the dangers around here. In all fairness, Hiyori only learned about some of them recently, and hasn't informed him about all of them just yet. But there are reasons it might help to have strong allies, besides just being able to escape.]
Prepared for anything, I guess. I know it might seem like the only real threat is drugs that make your body feel hot, but I've heard some disturbing things recently. Things about monster sightings and ghoul sightings, for example. Not to mention that with so many powerful people running around, I'm not sure it's safe to assume there aren't any bad eggs. Some people's powers are dangerous by their own admission. They might not be strong enough to overthrow the House, but they could still do some real damage to so-called "ordinary" people like ourselves. Plus that frenzy we saw out in the hall was sort of disturbing...
[There's more that he could say here. He really needs to tell Jun that someone accidentally (?) killed a staff member and faced no consequences for it. Murder is okay here, apparently. And if that gets out to everyone, who knows what sort of chaos might ensue?
Of course there isn't danger lurking around every corner. The only time he really felt unsafe was probably at the Roost, and you have to go out of your way to find that place. Still...]
Those are just some reasons I'd like to have strong allies. I figure it also helps to know how magic works, since the whole place seems to run on it. Though that's its own can of worms, since magic seems to operate according to different rules in every world.
But anyway, if it's my connections you're concerned about, then worry not! I may forge other connections, but I still intend to rely plenty on you! And even if I start working together with others, Jun-kun will still be my precious partner! 🥰 I don't want you feeling lonely or left out, so I just thought I'd say that.
[He knows damn well that wasn't Jun's concern.]
Honestly, I'm not sure either. The House can always cheat by using magic, so even the low-pollen flowers might not be safe. I don't think it's the majority though, since we went to that exhibition and we came back alright. Plus I sniffed some flowers in the marketplace at that welcome thing, and those didn't leave me feeling anything except refreshed!
[Actually, both the flowers he sniffed did have side effects, but he doesn't know that. One of them just made whoever smelled it more confident in their appearance, but he was already plenty
Sounds good! If you want to give it a little personalized touch, we could always include a tag or a card with both our signatures. But anyway, I'll leave you to work on that cake soon, and I'll start looking for gifts posthaste!
[The flower maze excursion was definitely a date!
Though he does realize Jun probably didn't see it as one, at least not at the time of invitation. Even he hadn't been sure how "date-like" it would turn out. But things played out rather romantically, with kisses and hand-holding, and they had a lovely time besides. Which means it was definitely a date! That's his conclusion, anyway.
Still, this is special. This one Jun does see as a date, and he's the one who asked! Not to mention it's rather more formal. Less chance of finding lube in treasure chests, more chance of eating finger food and wowing their fellow guests in elegant formalwear. Fortunately he's comfortable in such environments, and all too happy to guide Jun through them.]
Do you have anything that qualifies? I wasn't sure if you kept whatever you woke up in, but I assume that was "fancy."
[He, admittedly, kept most of the ex-fine-esque outfit, but it isn't in good shape. It's all folded up and wrinkled in a drawer somewhere. He doesn't want to wear that thing! It's just there in case of some all-his-other-clothes-are-in-the-wash emergency. Pieces of it could be worn separately without reminding him of ex-fine too much, at least. But he wouldn't want to wear the whole ensemble, and he didn't keep parts like the wedding veil or the gloves. Those got left behind on the floor of the wedding suite and presumably swept up by staff.
Fortunately, he has other clothes including formal attire. He just isn't sure if Jun does since Jun mostly wears comfortable clothes. But if not:]
If not, we'll just have to shop! But as far as the recital goes, I'm sure you know how to sit quietly and applaud. Then at the party, well... I guess that depends on the setup? If there's no dinner table, then there's not much to talk about in terms of table manners. And this place is a mix of different cultures, so you might be expected to shake hands when meeting new people rather than bowing. This will probably just be a case of "see what other people are doing and try to copy that."
But in general, my advice would be to keep your chin up, smile, and keep the conversation topics pleasant. I'm sure you'll do fine. You learn well, you've opened up a lot this past year, and you'll have me with you!
Though he does realize Jun probably didn't see it as one, at least not at the time of invitation. Even he hadn't been sure how "date-like" it would turn out. But things played out rather romantically, with kisses and hand-holding, and they had a lovely time besides. Which means it was definitely a date! That's his conclusion, anyway.
Still, this is special. This one Jun does see as a date, and he's the one who asked! Not to mention it's rather more formal. Less chance of finding lube in treasure chests, more chance of eating finger food and wowing their fellow guests in elegant formalwear. Fortunately he's comfortable in such environments, and all too happy to guide Jun through them.]
Do you have anything that qualifies? I wasn't sure if you kept whatever you woke up in, but I assume that was "fancy."
[He, admittedly, kept most of the ex-fine-esque outfit, but it isn't in good shape. It's all folded up and wrinkled in a drawer somewhere. He doesn't want to wear that thing! It's just there in case of some all-his-other-clothes-are-in-the-wash emergency. Pieces of it could be worn separately without reminding him of ex-fine too much, at least. But he wouldn't want to wear the whole ensemble, and he didn't keep parts like the wedding veil or the gloves. Those got left behind on the floor of the wedding suite and presumably swept up by staff.
Fortunately, he has other clothes including formal attire. He just isn't sure if Jun does since Jun mostly wears comfortable clothes. But if not:]
If not, we'll just have to shop! But as far as the recital goes, I'm sure you know how to sit quietly and applaud. Then at the party, well... I guess that depends on the setup? If there's no dinner table, then there's not much to talk about in terms of table manners. And this place is a mix of different cultures, so you might be expected to shake hands when meeting new people rather than bowing. This will probably just be a case of "see what other people are doing and try to copy that."
But in general, my advice would be to keep your chin up, smile, and keep the conversation topics pleasant. I'm sure you'll do fine. You learn well, you've opened up a lot this past year, and you'll have me with you!
[ It never ends! Though sometimes it is too much to take in, Jun has become familiar to it by this point, so he makes an effort to keep up when he can.
Frowning only a touch, he squints down at his watch, scrolling upward to read the text in its entirety. One thing he does know is about the ghosts and dopplegangers, which he found out from Weiss; he's just forgotten to tell Hiyori about them. ]
well, i know about the ghosts and something about dopplegangers! but what about monsters? the powers thing has me thinking about the limiters.
[ The religious frenzy in the lobby still seems to him to be reminiscent of a cult, but he has not given it much thought since. Hopefully, neither Leo nor Rinne suffer any sort of harm. He genuinely hopes that nobody gets hurt here. ]
goddamn, ohii-san!! you forming connections with other people really means nothing to me??? i dunno where you'd come up with *that* idea from. i guess that's what delusion sounds like! 🙄
[ Now, in the span of a few seconds, he feels as though he has aged a hundred. ]
maybe they took pity of everyone in the maze or something? we turned out fine, but i never really spoke to anyone else who went in, unless you did?? uh, refreshed? sounds sus, ohii-san..
[ Yep, sounds sus as hell about the flowers, but as someone who had no contact with them, he has no idea what the effects were. ]
oh, yeah? giving the present a personalised touch might be nice. we'll both sign the card, so i'll leave the gift in your hands when i really start working on the cake.
[ There's hope the cake comes out fine, considering Leo wants every flavour he can get.. so fingers crossed. ]
Frowning only a touch, he squints down at his watch, scrolling upward to read the text in its entirety. One thing he does know is about the ghosts and dopplegangers, which he found out from Weiss; he's just forgotten to tell Hiyori about them. ]
well, i know about the ghosts and something about dopplegangers! but what about monsters? the powers thing has me thinking about the limiters.
[ The religious frenzy in the lobby still seems to him to be reminiscent of a cult, but he has not given it much thought since. Hopefully, neither Leo nor Rinne suffer any sort of harm. He genuinely hopes that nobody gets hurt here. ]
goddamn, ohii-san!! you forming connections with other people really means nothing to me??? i dunno where you'd come up with *that* idea from. i guess that's what delusion sounds like! 🙄
[ Now, in the span of a few seconds, he feels as though he has aged a hundred. ]
maybe they took pity of everyone in the maze or something? we turned out fine, but i never really spoke to anyone else who went in, unless you did?? uh, refreshed? sounds sus, ohii-san..
[ Yep, sounds sus as hell about the flowers, but as someone who had no contact with them, he has no idea what the effects were. ]
oh, yeah? giving the present a personalised touch might be nice. we'll both sign the card, so i'll leave the gift in your hands when i really start working on the cake.
[ There's hope the cake comes out fine, considering Leo wants every flavour he can get.. so fingers crossed. ]
[ Although uncertain at the time, he now acknowledges the possibility that it was indeed a date! Holding hands and sharing kisses certainly meet the criteria, even though he didn't recognise it until later. The atmosphere felt "romantic," despite his limited knowledge of romance.
Really, he struggles to find the right words to describe it. Perhaps it's because every outing since the maze has felt different, or maybe it's just being around Hiyori that changes everything. Ever since the Springtime event, everything has felt off-kilter, though he has been hesitant to pinpoint exactly what's changed. It's all been a bit of a puzzle, but he's slowly starting to unravel those emotions—perhaps not the love aspect just yet, but certainly other facets.
But here's the kicker—finding out you've caught feelings for someone in a setting like this? It's like a plot twist in a heart-wrenching drama. Mustering the courage to ask someone out because you've suddenly clocked that you're head over heels for them, after two whole years? Feels like life's playing a cruel joke on you. And realising that back home, you wouldn't have even entertained the idea? Now that's a tough pill to swallow.
But maybe it's just cruel fate that he's yearning for this with Hiyori. So, if he has to, he'll let his partner take the lead in situations where he's not too comfortable (such as parties!) and whatever else comes their way.
And now Hiyori has reminded him about the "welcome suit." ]
Yeah, the suit I woke up in's still in my room somewhere! No idea if the suit's in any shape to wear, though.
[ That suit has been tucked away in his packing cubes ever since he got here. He's not exactly sure when he'll bust it out again, but tossing those clothes just wasn't an option. The only hiccup? It's a wedding suit (or rather, it looks like the one from the 3rd anniversary), and after three months in a packing cube, the fabric's probably seen better days. But he's held onto everything else, so it'll all work out somehow. ]
And I don't really need suits like you do, so that's the only one I've got outta all my clothes here.
[ Comfortable clothes are easier to wear, that's all! A pair of jeans or pants that aren't stiff, a jacket, and a normal shirt. Those are all he ever needs! But as for button-up shirts? Nah, he'll take a hard pass on those. (He does enjoy Hiyori wearing them for multiple reasons..) ]
Sure, how 'bout I show you the state the suits in? We've gotta do our own washing down on the basement floors, and I dunno how to wash a suit. Maybe buying a new one'll be less hassle. And I know how to sit and applaud, so that'll be a piece of cake. Well, the party sounded pretty casual. But Weiss-san used the fancy word earlier, so I dunno what sorta environment it'll be. Handshakes'll be easy, 'cause we already do tons of those events!
[ No bowing, got it! Not as he usually does when meeting and introducing himself to someone for the first time! ]
And if I run into trouble, I'll just look to you for guidance, Ohii-san. And with you by my side, I'll know I'm giving my best effort ♪
Really, he struggles to find the right words to describe it. Perhaps it's because every outing since the maze has felt different, or maybe it's just being around Hiyori that changes everything. Ever since the Springtime event, everything has felt off-kilter, though he has been hesitant to pinpoint exactly what's changed. It's all been a bit of a puzzle, but he's slowly starting to unravel those emotions—perhaps not the love aspect just yet, but certainly other facets.
But here's the kicker—finding out you've caught feelings for someone in a setting like this? It's like a plot twist in a heart-wrenching drama. Mustering the courage to ask someone out because you've suddenly clocked that you're head over heels for them, after two whole years? Feels like life's playing a cruel joke on you. And realising that back home, you wouldn't have even entertained the idea? Now that's a tough pill to swallow.
But maybe it's just cruel fate that he's yearning for this with Hiyori. So, if he has to, he'll let his partner take the lead in situations where he's not too comfortable (such as parties!) and whatever else comes their way.
And now Hiyori has reminded him about the "welcome suit." ]
Yeah, the suit I woke up in's still in my room somewhere! No idea if the suit's in any shape to wear, though.
[ That suit has been tucked away in his packing cubes ever since he got here. He's not exactly sure when he'll bust it out again, but tossing those clothes just wasn't an option. The only hiccup? It's a wedding suit (or rather, it looks like the one from the 3rd anniversary), and after three months in a packing cube, the fabric's probably seen better days. But he's held onto everything else, so it'll all work out somehow. ]
And I don't really need suits like you do, so that's the only one I've got outta all my clothes here.
[ Comfortable clothes are easier to wear, that's all! A pair of jeans or pants that aren't stiff, a jacket, and a normal shirt. Those are all he ever needs! But as for button-up shirts? Nah, he'll take a hard pass on those. (He does enjoy Hiyori wearing them for multiple reasons..) ]
Sure, how 'bout I show you the state the suits in? We've gotta do our own washing down on the basement floors, and I dunno how to wash a suit. Maybe buying a new one'll be less hassle. And I know how to sit and applaud, so that'll be a piece of cake. Well, the party sounded pretty casual. But Weiss-san used the fancy word earlier, so I dunno what sorta environment it'll be. Handshakes'll be easy, 'cause we already do tons of those events!
[ No bowing, got it! Not as he usually does when meeting and introducing himself to someone for the first time! ]
And if I run into trouble, I'll just look to you for guidance, Ohii-san. And with you by my side, I'll know I'm giving my best effort ♪
Apparently there are monsters with tentacles roaming around. Somewhere "deeper underground" is what the person said, but then she also said she knows people who've encountered them, so I guess they don't *stay* underground. In any case, if there's already one type of monster slithering the halls, *and* there are ghosts around, it seems safe to assume there could be other dangers.
But what's this about dopplegangers now? You didn't meet *your* doppleganger, did you?
[He flashes back to the cracktastic Network conversation he had with Leo. The one where they wondered whether or not they'd encounter their doppleganger if they went back to the original timeline they came from! Leo thought they might have to kill them, but Hiyori would rather make love with himself, not war...
Er. Not that he'd sleep with his doppleganger, or anything! It was Leo who planted the idea in his head! And he made sure to dismiss the whole thing!!]
Now that's just uncalled for! There *are* delusional people around, but I'm not one of them! I was just trying to reassure you that you're still first in my heart, that's all ❤️ Especially Nagisa-kun, Mary, and the rest of my family aren't here!
[He just had to go and ruin in...]
I'm not sure I know anyone else who's done the flower maze, either. Rinne-senpai was gone at the time, and it doesn't seem like Leo-kun's sort of thing. There weren't enough surfaces for him to write on, plus I assume he'd just get lost!
[He says, like he wouldn't have gotten hopelessly lost himself without Jun there to guide him.]
I don't know what "sus" is. But I just mean I felt refreshed! Like I'd smelled something good, and I was in good spirits, and such. Nothing odd about that. It definitely did *not* leave me feeling hot all over, I can tell you that much.
[No, both the peonies and the tulips did give him status effects, but he just failed to notice it both times...]
Sounds good! I'll bring the card for you to sign, and then we'll head up to his room together.
But what's this about dopplegangers now? You didn't meet *your* doppleganger, did you?
[He flashes back to the cracktastic Network conversation he had with Leo. The one where they wondered whether or not they'd encounter their doppleganger if they went back to the original timeline they came from! Leo thought they might have to kill them, but Hiyori would rather make love with himself, not war...
Er. Not that he'd sleep with his doppleganger, or anything! It was Leo who planted the idea in his head! And he made sure to dismiss the whole thing!!]
Now that's just uncalled for! There *are* delusional people around, but I'm not one of them! I was just trying to reassure you that you're still first in my heart, that's all ❤️ Especially Nagisa-kun, Mary, and the rest of my family aren't here!
[He just had to go and ruin in...]
I'm not sure I know anyone else who's done the flower maze, either. Rinne-senpai was gone at the time, and it doesn't seem like Leo-kun's sort of thing. There weren't enough surfaces for him to write on, plus I assume he'd just get lost!
[He says, like he wouldn't have gotten hopelessly lost himself without Jun there to guide him.]
I don't know what "sus" is. But I just mean I felt refreshed! Like I'd smelled something good, and I was in good spirits, and such. Nothing odd about that. It definitely did *not* leave me feeling hot all over, I can tell you that much.
[No, both the peonies and the tulips did give him status effects, but he just failed to notice it both times...]
Sounds good! I'll bring the card for you to sign, and then we'll head up to his room together.
[Is it crueler to catch feelings for someone else here, or crueler to have already had those feelings?
Hiyori can only speak for the second one, but suffice to say, it's been hard. Loving someone isn't easy; "too much energy" is what he'd said to Tsumugi that one time, and he wasn't wrong. Loving someone isn't all fluffy feelings and happiness. Loving someone, at least in this environment, means worrying himself sick and constantly fretting over whether that person will be alright. Always being on guard around others, his stomach churning at the thought that someone might try to "steal" his partner from him. It's exhausting, in other words.
But it's times like these that make it all seem worth it: seeing Jun smile and hearing him talk excitedly about their plans, after rushing right up to his room to ask him on a date. All his worries about the future and about their environment seem to dissipate into thin air. In moments like this, he can truly be happy. Something as simple as chatting about suits with Jun feels both refreshing and oddly exhilarating.]
Normally you'd just take it to a dry cleaner's. With 90-something floors, there's bound to be one of those around somewhere. Though I'm not sure wearing a full suit is necessary. Just a dress shirt and slacks should do, unless there's a formal dress code. Though I am curious to know what your so-called wedding outfit looked like.
[The last bit said with a teasing smile. A wedding outfit might be a bit much for a rehearsal—especially one where Jun's not even the performer. And it's certainly not like Hiyori wants to show off his "wedding outfit." But the thought of seeing Jun in wedding clothes is, well... it's exciting! Now more than ever! (Though he does still remember Jun's outfit from the Bridal Field Trip...)
And then his smile becomes more pronounced when Jun says that last line. He's smiling so hard his face hurts, really. This is what you call excellent weather.]
Doing your best for my sake, hmm? That's good, I like that! My offer from SS last year still stands, of course. Just take my hand, and I'll guide you step-by-step through the world of nobility ♪ I'm sure that one day, you'll look perfectly respectable standing at my side. Like a perfect gentleman... ♪
Hiyori can only speak for the second one, but suffice to say, it's been hard. Loving someone isn't easy; "too much energy" is what he'd said to Tsumugi that one time, and he wasn't wrong. Loving someone isn't all fluffy feelings and happiness. Loving someone, at least in this environment, means worrying himself sick and constantly fretting over whether that person will be alright. Always being on guard around others, his stomach churning at the thought that someone might try to "steal" his partner from him. It's exhausting, in other words.
But it's times like these that make it all seem worth it: seeing Jun smile and hearing him talk excitedly about their plans, after rushing right up to his room to ask him on a date. All his worries about the future and about their environment seem to dissipate into thin air. In moments like this, he can truly be happy. Something as simple as chatting about suits with Jun feels both refreshing and oddly exhilarating.]
Normally you'd just take it to a dry cleaner's. With 90-something floors, there's bound to be one of those around somewhere. Though I'm not sure wearing a full suit is necessary. Just a dress shirt and slacks should do, unless there's a formal dress code. Though I am curious to know what your so-called wedding outfit looked like.
[The last bit said with a teasing smile. A wedding outfit might be a bit much for a rehearsal—especially one where Jun's not even the performer. And it's certainly not like Hiyori wants to show off his "wedding outfit." But the thought of seeing Jun in wedding clothes is, well... it's exciting! Now more than ever! (Though he does still remember Jun's outfit from the Bridal Field Trip...)
And then his smile becomes more pronounced when Jun says that last line. He's smiling so hard his face hurts, really. This is what you call excellent weather.]
Doing your best for my sake, hmm? That's good, I like that! My offer from SS last year still stands, of course. Just take my hand, and I'll guide you step-by-step through the world of nobility ♪ I'm sure that one day, you'll look perfectly respectable standing at my side. Like a perfect gentleman... ♪
[ Tentacle monsters.. What in the name of all that is holy is going on? ]
well, we're gonna stay far away from them, alright? i don't want any tentacle monsters coming near us, ohii-san! so if we see them, we'll just run away or the other way.
and nah, not mine! a friend told me about them. said she saw her doppelganger in a painting and then she wasn't in a painting? i dunno, but it turned out it was a ghost or something. just you saying all that about ghosts had me remembering what she said.
[ Weiss told him that, actually! But with everything going on, he'd completely forgotten about it until the mention of ghosts and the like. Maybe he should be the one writing things down so he can remember to tell Hiyori later. ]
right. did you really need to mention all that stuff? even if i think you're delusional, you really felt the need to remind me i still rank below mary back home. well, it's not like i care about your stupid ranking, anyway!
[ And maybe learning he ranks first in Hiyori's heart here makes him a little happy, not that he'll ever admit to it. ]
now i'm thinking about it, probably for the better, tsukinaga-senpai didn't go in.
really, ohii-san? man, i knew you were old-fashioned but sus means suspicious. it's just slang! but i dunno.. you're usually always in good spirits. and still sounds pretty unreal knowing what's around here, and you already went on about what rinne-senpai said.
[ About staying away from them! But he has so many questions about 'refreshing' flowers. What does that mean, first of all? ]
yeah! i'm gonna be down in the communal kitchens for who knows how long, so meet me whenever you get done.
[ Especially after he receives the call from Rinne-senpai about what the "blank, white cake" actually means. ]
well, we're gonna stay far away from them, alright? i don't want any tentacle monsters coming near us, ohii-san! so if we see them, we'll just run away or the other way.
and nah, not mine! a friend told me about them. said she saw her doppelganger in a painting and then she wasn't in a painting? i dunno, but it turned out it was a ghost or something. just you saying all that about ghosts had me remembering what she said.
[ Weiss told him that, actually! But with everything going on, he'd completely forgotten about it until the mention of ghosts and the like. Maybe he should be the one writing things down so he can remember to tell Hiyori later. ]
right. did you really need to mention all that stuff? even if i think you're delusional, you really felt the need to remind me i still rank below mary back home. well, it's not like i care about your stupid ranking, anyway!
[ And maybe learning he ranks first in Hiyori's heart here makes him a little happy, not that he'll ever admit to it. ]
now i'm thinking about it, probably for the better, tsukinaga-senpai didn't go in.
really, ohii-san? man, i knew you were old-fashioned but sus means suspicious. it's just slang! but i dunno.. you're usually always in good spirits. and still sounds pretty unreal knowing what's around here, and you already went on about what rinne-senpai said.
[ About staying away from them! But he has so many questions about 'refreshing' flowers. What does that mean, first of all? ]
yeah! i'm gonna be down in the communal kitchens for who knows how long, so meet me whenever you get done.
[ Especially after he receives the call from Rinne-senpai about what the "blank, white cake" actually means. ]
Well of course we'd run far away. I don't want to be hugged and squeezed by any tentacles, and I'm sure you don't either! My point was just that it might be handy to know people who can fight monsters, or do things like cure sickness. Sort of like knowing a handyman! And in exchange for their services, I can sing them a special song 😊🎵🎶
Or give them vouchers. One of the two.
A ghost??
[He was following that explanation until the last bit. ... also, his source on the tentacle monsters was Weiss, too. Big shoutout to her for educating Eve on all the weird stuff going on around here!]
I know there are ghosts here, but why would her doppleganger be a ghost? And how could a ghost get inside a painting? Now I'm very confused.
Perhaps you should care! There's always room for you to improve your rank! In my personal ranking, I mean. Not the so-called "rank system" here. My ranking is much more important. If you got even cuter, then you and Mary could be on the same level 😊
So it was slang, hmm? Very well! I'll start adding that to my vocabulary! I'm not totally old-fashioned, just so you know. I know some slang. For example, "spill the tea" and "that's the tea on that." Aira-kun taught those to me at a Pretty 5 meeting! Arashi-chan knew it, too, actually. Now we say it all the time!
Anyway, I think those flowers I sniffed were fine. However, I *do* see your point. I should be careful, and you should be careful! From now on, we'll sniff flowers sparingly! Though just so you know, I'd already smelled those flowers before Rinne-senpai told me about the pollen issue, so that wasn't an example of me being careless.
OK, see you there! 👍🤗💖✨️
Or give them vouchers. One of the two.
A ghost??
[He was following that explanation until the last bit. ... also, his source on the tentacle monsters was Weiss, too. Big shoutout to her for educating Eve on all the weird stuff going on around here!]
I know there are ghosts here, but why would her doppleganger be a ghost? And how could a ghost get inside a painting? Now I'm very confused.
Perhaps you should care! There's always room for you to improve your rank! In my personal ranking, I mean. Not the so-called "rank system" here. My ranking is much more important. If you got even cuter, then you and Mary could be on the same level 😊
So it was slang, hmm? Very well! I'll start adding that to my vocabulary! I'm not totally old-fashioned, just so you know. I know some slang. For example, "spill the tea" and "that's the tea on that." Aira-kun taught those to me at a Pretty 5 meeting! Arashi-chan knew it, too, actually. Now we say it all the time!
Anyway, I think those flowers I sniffed were fine. However, I *do* see your point. I should be careful, and you should be careful! From now on, we'll sniff flowers sparingly! Though just so you know, I'd already smelled those flowers before Rinne-senpai told me about the pollen issue, so that wasn't an example of me being careless.
OK, see you there! 👍🤗💖✨️
[ Perhaps it's because Jun holds onto the hope that this will work out, he's not overly concerned with the worrying aspect. True, the journey has been arduous and he hasn't particularly enjoyed being here, but being alongside Hiyori has changed his perspective. Convinced that no one could intrude upon their bond, nor would he permit it, especially after they've shared such countless moments of affection. Perhaps realising that the sentiment he's always felt was indeed love, he sincerely doubts anyone else could understand and cherish Hiyori like he does.
Even though it may sound self-centered, Jun's conviction lies in the belief that no one could ever take his place. But acknowledging the thought is something he'll keep guarded, unwilling to entertain the possibility of being replaced by someone else. But in these moments, he senses that Hiyori shares the same sentiment, even if neither has voiced it or broached the subject directly. Jun feels like he's gradually understanding, admitting it to himself, yet navigating these uncharted emotions cautiously, wanting to untangle them before fully confessing, with no room for takebacks. ]
Yeah, dry cleaners? With my rank, I seriously doubt I'll get the suit back anytime soon. Plus, all those floors're gonna make my head spin! The shirt and pants should be fine, like you said, 'cause going too overdressed might look like I'm trying too hard. But if you wanna see me in the entire thing, how 'bout I show you sometime?
[ He doesn't really mind donning the full suit again, even if Hiyori's teasing him for it. However, wearing the whole ensemble might seem a tad too formal for the occasion! Plus, he wouldn't want to steal the spotlight from Weiss's big performance, so a dress shirt and pants suit him just fine. Though he can't help but wonder what Hiyori's "wedding outfit" looked like or if he even still has it, either way, he's seen his partner pull off plenty of suits before.
Instead, he reaches out, gently intertwining his fingers with Hiyori's, giving their hands a tender squeeze. In that moment, he doesn't feel the need to ask for anything, sensing that perhaps they've moved beyond the stage of asking and into a deeper understanding.
And his own cheeks ache from the constant smile plastered on his face, but he knows it's a small price to pay for being in the presence of someone who brings you such joy. ]
You probably didn't mean literally, but I'd like to take your hand anyway. And that's a pretty good motivator, Ohii-san. How'd I ever refuse something like that? One day, I'm gonna get there, surprise myself and maaaybe even you ♪
Even though it may sound self-centered, Jun's conviction lies in the belief that no one could ever take his place. But acknowledging the thought is something he'll keep guarded, unwilling to entertain the possibility of being replaced by someone else. But in these moments, he senses that Hiyori shares the same sentiment, even if neither has voiced it or broached the subject directly. Jun feels like he's gradually understanding, admitting it to himself, yet navigating these uncharted emotions cautiously, wanting to untangle them before fully confessing, with no room for takebacks. ]
Yeah, dry cleaners? With my rank, I seriously doubt I'll get the suit back anytime soon. Plus, all those floors're gonna make my head spin! The shirt and pants should be fine, like you said, 'cause going too overdressed might look like I'm trying too hard. But if you wanna see me in the entire thing, how 'bout I show you sometime?
[ He doesn't really mind donning the full suit again, even if Hiyori's teasing him for it. However, wearing the whole ensemble might seem a tad too formal for the occasion! Plus, he wouldn't want to steal the spotlight from Weiss's big performance, so a dress shirt and pants suit him just fine. Though he can't help but wonder what Hiyori's "wedding outfit" looked like or if he even still has it, either way, he's seen his partner pull off plenty of suits before.
Instead, he reaches out, gently intertwining his fingers with Hiyori's, giving their hands a tender squeeze. In that moment, he doesn't feel the need to ask for anything, sensing that perhaps they've moved beyond the stage of asking and into a deeper understanding.
And his own cheeks ache from the constant smile plastered on his face, but he knows it's a small price to pay for being in the presence of someone who brings you such joy. ]
You probably didn't mean literally, but I'd like to take your hand anyway. And that's a pretty good motivator, Ohii-san. How'd I ever refuse something like that? One day, I'm gonna get there, surprise myself and maaaybe even you ♪
i'd prefer *that* not happening, ohii-san. you're not wrong. uh, how're we gonna rely on other people for checkups? i dunno if i'd trust anyone enough.
[ But then again, can they trust anyone as a doctor here? And he'd rather Hiyori not offer vouchers for services, but it's not as if they're hurting for them now... But, wow! Weiss sure is educating Eve on the monsters here. She must have gone through it. ]
i dunno? weiss-san told me the story so she'd know more about what went on. and it was pretty confusing, but you'd be better off getting the full story off of her. i think weiss-san said she knew you already.
i knew what you meant, ohii-san. no part of me wants to improve my rank here. but why'd i want to improve your "personal ranking"? in case you haven't noticed, i'm not the type of guy who's "cute." or wants to be on the same level as other people??? mary, included.
[ Besides, he loves Mary! She deserves her spot on Hiyori's list. What kind of co-parent would Jun be if he overtook her?
What exactly is Shiratori-kun teaching Pretty 5? He's aware that Aira spends a considerable amount of time online, but the notion both Arashi and Hiyori are saying "spill the tea" and "that's the tea on that" out loud??? ]
ohii-san, you guys aren't talking like that, right? what the hell has shiratori-kun been teaching you guys in pretty 5...... 🤨
[ Actually, he can imagine Aira teaching them internet slang, but more words like "tbh," "omg," or "lol". Anyway, he has to concentrate on the cake, meaning they cannot have a lengthy discussion about internet slang. However, he would probably pass away if Hiyori spoke like that in front of him. At the very least, he's not talking about "dabbing on the haters" or anything similar. ]
i'll be careful, you'll be careful and we don't have to worry. ok, guess that one doesn't count?
i guess we can continue the convo later. "ttyl" 😄
[ And here is more slang for Hiyori to figure out. ]
[ But then again, can they trust anyone as a doctor here? And he'd rather Hiyori not offer vouchers for services, but it's not as if they're hurting for them now... But, wow! Weiss sure is educating Eve on the monsters here. She must have gone through it. ]
i dunno? weiss-san told me the story so she'd know more about what went on. and it was pretty confusing, but you'd be better off getting the full story off of her. i think weiss-san said she knew you already.
i knew what you meant, ohii-san. no part of me wants to improve my rank here. but why'd i want to improve your "personal ranking"? in case you haven't noticed, i'm not the type of guy who's "cute." or wants to be on the same level as other people??? mary, included.
[ Besides, he loves Mary! She deserves her spot on Hiyori's list. What kind of co-parent would Jun be if he overtook her?
What exactly is Shiratori-kun teaching Pretty 5? He's aware that Aira spends a considerable amount of time online, but the notion both Arashi and Hiyori are saying "spill the tea" and "that's the tea on that" out loud??? ]
ohii-san, you guys aren't talking like that, right? what the hell has shiratori-kun been teaching you guys in pretty 5...... 🤨
[ Actually, he can imagine Aira teaching them internet slang, but more words like "tbh," "omg," or "lol". Anyway, he has to concentrate on the cake, meaning they cannot have a lengthy discussion about internet slang. However, he would probably pass away if Hiyori spoke like that in front of him. At the very least, he's not talking about "dabbing on the haters" or anything similar. ]
i'll be careful, you'll be careful and we don't have to worry. ok, guess that one doesn't count?
i guess we can continue the convo later. "ttyl" 😄
[ And here is more slang for Hiyori to figure out. ]
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[With his rank, huh? He keeps forgetting that's how it works. Little does Hiyori realize that the rank system influences how quickly they get to his requests, too—like the one he made under an hour ago! He asked for some help installing a little something in his room (just something quick!), and they said they'd do it, but no one's come by just yet. Probably because they have higher-ranked guests to tend to first. But if he'd been below a five, they might have simply told him to do it himself, and if he was a two they might have just ignored him...
Well, never mind the worthless rank system, or his request. He gets distracted by the thought of Jun modeling the so-called wedding outfit for him! Hiyori replies straightaway, seeming enthused.]
Sounds great! I may even take pictures. That'd be a charming photoshoot, and a lovely addition to my camera roll ♪
[More charming than those suit tattoo photos they took. That's for sure.
He gets to thinking about his own "wedding suit" next. Of course he disliked his own, but maybe he could try on something similar for Jun, for a proper exchange. Before he can make this all about himself and his love of dress-up, though, Jun grasps his hands, and that simple gesture grinds all his conscious thoughts to a halt.
Goodness knows they've touched hands before. Plenty of times onstage, for starters. But here, alone in his room, after the conversation where Jun asked him out on a "date," the gesture leaves quite the impact. Hiyori's eyes flare a bit, his reddened cheeks aching for a different reason than Jun's. It really isn't fair, how precious little effort it takes for Jun to make his heart race.
... though is this low-effort on Jun's part? It seems to him like Jun's been putting himself out there, making an effort to connect to him and communicate his feelings properly. It's more than Hiyori ever could've expected from the boy who spoke so little when they first met. The one who'd been beaten into silence by his time as a "Non-Special Student." That's the very same boy who's holding his hands right now, saying he wants to stand at his side like a perfect gentleman one day. Jun-kun really bloomed beautifully under his tutelage.
He'll be even more beautiful in the future, surely. Someone well and truly worthy of standing at his side, in other words.]
It'll take a lot of effort to surprise me. ... or so I'd like to say, but I know you can do it.
[He squeezes Jun's hands back. A lightly-flushed, but pleased expression on his face.]
You always find ways to surprise me. It's been like that ever since I first picked you up. So I look forward to seeing what surprises Jun-kun has in store for the future.
Well, never mind the worthless rank system, or his request. He gets distracted by the thought of Jun modeling the so-called wedding outfit for him! Hiyori replies straightaway, seeming enthused.]
Sounds great! I may even take pictures. That'd be a charming photoshoot, and a lovely addition to my camera roll ♪
[More charming than those suit tattoo photos they took. That's for sure.
He gets to thinking about his own "wedding suit" next. Of course he disliked his own, but maybe he could try on something similar for Jun, for a proper exchange. Before he can make this all about himself and his love of dress-up, though, Jun grasps his hands, and that simple gesture grinds all his conscious thoughts to a halt.
Goodness knows they've touched hands before. Plenty of times onstage, for starters. But here, alone in his room, after the conversation where Jun asked him out on a "date," the gesture leaves quite the impact. Hiyori's eyes flare a bit, his reddened cheeks aching for a different reason than Jun's. It really isn't fair, how precious little effort it takes for Jun to make his heart race.
... though is this low-effort on Jun's part? It seems to him like Jun's been putting himself out there, making an effort to connect to him and communicate his feelings properly. It's more than Hiyori ever could've expected from the boy who spoke so little when they first met. The one who'd been beaten into silence by his time as a "Non-Special Student." That's the very same boy who's holding his hands right now, saying he wants to stand at his side like a perfect gentleman one day. Jun-kun really bloomed beautifully under his tutelage.
He'll be even more beautiful in the future, surely. Someone well and truly worthy of standing at his side, in other words.]
It'll take a lot of effort to surprise me. ... or so I'd like to say, but I know you can do it.
[He squeezes Jun's hands back. A lightly-flushed, but pleased expression on his face.]
You always find ways to surprise me. It's been like that ever since I first picked you up. So I look forward to seeing what surprises Jun-kun has in store for the future.
I wasn't talking about check-ups. I was talking more about what to do if something bad ever happens. There's that clinic, but we already know the staff tends to be useless.
Hopefully it won't ever come to that, of course. We managed to avoid that flower-coughing disease last month, which means we must have sturdy immune systems! It just doesn't hurt to have connections, that's all.
[They won't need to worry about that turning-to-stone disease kicking in. And if it's a condition like whatever they were afflicted with during the Springtime game—the kind that makes your body turn hot—well, they'll just take care of each other. But that goes without saying.]
It was that @ angel girl who told you? That's funny. She's the one who told me about those tentacle monsters! We actually have plans to go shopping soon, so I guess I'll ask her about that next time.
Perhaps you're not a "cute type" the way I'm a "cute type," or the way Ra*bits is full of cute types, but you *are* cute sometimes! Like whenever a fan profusely praises you at a handshake event, calling you "cool" and such, and you get shy over it. Or when you pull off a difficult dance move and look pleased with yourself afterwards. Or when you're thinking really hard about something, but it's obvious you're stumped! At times like those, I think to myself, "Jun-kun sure is cute!"
Of course, I'm also "the handsome type" and "the beautiful type" as well as the cute type.
[Regarding Aira, it's entirely likely that he simply messaged them something containing the phrase, and that Hiyori messaged back asking what it was. And then he explained it to them, so Hiyori started using the term over chat... and then started using it in-person, too, much to Aira's shock. But there's no law saying certain phrases have to stay on social media, right?? And Aira was probably at least a little happy to have one of his favorite idols adopt a phrase they learned from him...]
I'd say what he teaches us is basically "the fans' perspective." I didn't grow up watching idols on TV the way he did. Or the way you did, for that matter. So it's always nice to learn more about what fans think and feel. For example, I never realized some fans buy dozens of copies of our CDs until I spoke with him! I do love shopping, but I'd never considered buying endless versions of the same thing before. But that's how fans show their love 😊💕 Or some of them, anyway.
I don't know what that last thing you said means, but alright, talk to you then! 👋🤗💖✨️
Hopefully it won't ever come to that, of course. We managed to avoid that flower-coughing disease last month, which means we must have sturdy immune systems! It just doesn't hurt to have connections, that's all.
[They won't need to worry about that turning-to-stone disease kicking in. And if it's a condition like whatever they were afflicted with during the Springtime game—the kind that makes your body turn hot—well, they'll just take care of each other. But that goes without saying.]
It was that @ angel girl who told you? That's funny. She's the one who told me about those tentacle monsters! We actually have plans to go shopping soon, so I guess I'll ask her about that next time.
Perhaps you're not a "cute type" the way I'm a "cute type," or the way Ra*bits is full of cute types, but you *are* cute sometimes! Like whenever a fan profusely praises you at a handshake event, calling you "cool" and such, and you get shy over it. Or when you pull off a difficult dance move and look pleased with yourself afterwards. Or when you're thinking really hard about something, but it's obvious you're stumped! At times like those, I think to myself, "Jun-kun sure is cute!"
Of course, I'm also "the handsome type" and "the beautiful type" as well as the cute type.
[Regarding Aira, it's entirely likely that he simply messaged them something containing the phrase, and that Hiyori messaged back asking what it was. And then he explained it to them, so Hiyori started using the term over chat... and then started using it in-person, too, much to Aira's shock. But there's no law saying certain phrases have to stay on social media, right?? And Aira was probably at least a little happy to have one of his favorite idols adopt a phrase they learned from him...]
I'd say what he teaches us is basically "the fans' perspective." I didn't grow up watching idols on TV the way he did. Or the way you did, for that matter. So it's always nice to learn more about what fans think and feel. For example, I never realized some fans buy dozens of copies of our CDs until I spoke with him! I do love shopping, but I'd never considered buying endless versions of the same thing before. But that's how fans show their love 😊💕 Or some of them, anyway.
I don't know what that last thing you said means, but alright, talk to you then! 👋🤗💖✨️
[ Really, the treatment of lower-ranking residents is his main gripe with this place. There is no question that Hiyori's rank would not receive the same attention as a lowly four, but he has no interest in advancing for that reason alone. Plus, he's completely fine with doing the laundry himself or any other boring chore that the people on the lower floors have no choice but to undertake. However, he would prefer it if he could get the suit back without much fuss...
But what could the thing Hiyori's trying to install be? It's a shame it wasn't here already... Either way, he's happy to model more clothing for Hiyori. It's not anything he's really ashamed of, just more so how it happened, but it's fine now! It wasn't a real marriage, even though it was cleared up long ago. ]
Mmm, yeah ♪ If you wanna take pics, I'm not gonna stop you. But they'll be for your eyes only, Ohii-san.
[ Not that he cares much if other people see them, he'll be wearing the suit for Hiyori. The last time they took photos was for the suit tattoos, which feels like months ago now. He can't complain much about how quickly time has passed; so many positive things have happened since they arrived here. And if Hiyori is interested in trying on an outfit as well, that is just another option for them to consider.
Opening up like this isn't a walk in the park for Jun. He's just started warming up to the idea of having feelings for someone, let alone summoning the courage to act on them. Despite the challenge, his smile reveals his determination to express himself clearly. Moments like these push him to ensure there's no room for misunderstandings. It's been confusing to convey those feelings here and easier to ignore them back home, but ultimately, those feelings for Hiyori have always been there.
It's hard to say what's going on in Hiyori's mind, but his actions show gratitude. They've been in sync since the Springtime Event, and now Jun's showing how much he values their relationship. Keeping up with Hiyori has been a challenge, but he can sense how much progress he's made since they first crossed paths. ]
'Course I know you don't surprise easily, but doesn't mean I'm not gonna bother. You'll just hafta keep watching to see ♪
[ His own cheeks are flushed, but it feels as if a mass has been lifted from his shoulders. ]
So I'm gonna give it all I've got! Doing stuff like working hard to surprise you will keep coming, Ohii-san. Everything else'll fall right into place.
[ Just as this has, he doesn't want anything to change. ]
But what could the thing Hiyori's trying to install be? It's a shame it wasn't here already... Either way, he's happy to model more clothing for Hiyori. It's not anything he's really ashamed of, just more so how it happened, but it's fine now! It wasn't a real marriage, even though it was cleared up long ago. ]
Mmm, yeah ♪ If you wanna take pics, I'm not gonna stop you. But they'll be for your eyes only, Ohii-san.
[ Not that he cares much if other people see them, he'll be wearing the suit for Hiyori. The last time they took photos was for the suit tattoos, which feels like months ago now. He can't complain much about how quickly time has passed; so many positive things have happened since they arrived here. And if Hiyori is interested in trying on an outfit as well, that is just another option for them to consider.
Opening up like this isn't a walk in the park for Jun. He's just started warming up to the idea of having feelings for someone, let alone summoning the courage to act on them. Despite the challenge, his smile reveals his determination to express himself clearly. Moments like these push him to ensure there's no room for misunderstandings. It's been confusing to convey those feelings here and easier to ignore them back home, but ultimately, those feelings for Hiyori have always been there.
It's hard to say what's going on in Hiyori's mind, but his actions show gratitude. They've been in sync since the Springtime Event, and now Jun's showing how much he values their relationship. Keeping up with Hiyori has been a challenge, but he can sense how much progress he's made since they first crossed paths. ]
'Course I know you don't surprise easily, but doesn't mean I'm not gonna bother. You'll just hafta keep watching to see ♪
[ His own cheeks are flushed, but it feels as if a mass has been lifted from his shoulders. ]
So I'm gonna give it all I've got! Doing stuff like working hard to surprise you will keep coming, Ohii-san. Everything else'll fall right into place.
[ Just as this has, he doesn't want anything to change. ]
[It's sadly not a kotatsu. Nor is it anything that requires that much effort to set up. Just drilling a hook in the ceiling! It's something he could do himself, he just doesn't feel like it!
... it's also right there in the box that's propped up behind the couch. But if Jun asked what was in that, well, that would mess up continuity, since he still doesn't know what it is by the time they have their network thread the next day. So for now, Jun will just have to remain unaware that Hiyori is hanging a canopy over his bed. Something like this, except with some lights added. All so he can sleep and fuck his boyfriend in peace, without worrying about the House spying on him with hidden cameras! When he said he wouldn't mind being filmed 24 hours a day, that was not an invitation to the House!!
Er, but anyway.
There's not a whole lot left to say. They're on the same page, and he's sure what's in their heart is one and the same. He hasn't always been sure of that, but he's certain of it right now. And he knows a romantic mood has formed, just like it did in the flower maze when Jun said the carnation looked beautiful on him. So, having twined their hands, he brings their foreheads together next.]
Mm ♪
[He hums happily, before leaning in to peck Jun on the lips: soft and chaste, but still heartfelt. In the aftermath, he smiles fondly.]
I've got lots of surprises up my sleeve, too, of course. So you'd better prepare yourself ♪
... it's also right there in the box that's propped up behind the couch. But if Jun asked what was in that, well, that would mess up continuity, since he still doesn't know what it is by the time they have their network thread the next day. So for now, Jun will just have to remain unaware that Hiyori is hanging a canopy over his bed. Something like this, except with some lights added. All so he can sleep and fuck his boyfriend in peace, without worrying about the House spying on him with hidden cameras! When he said he wouldn't mind being filmed 24 hours a day, that was not an invitation to the House!!
Er, but anyway.
There's not a whole lot left to say. They're on the same page, and he's sure what's in their heart is one and the same. He hasn't always been sure of that, but he's certain of it right now. And he knows a romantic mood has formed, just like it did in the flower maze when Jun said the carnation looked beautiful on him. So, having twined their hands, he brings their foreheads together next.]
Mm ♪
[He hums happily, before leaning in to peck Jun on the lips: soft and chaste, but still heartfelt. In the aftermath, he smiles fondly.]
I've got lots of surprises up my sleeve, too, of course. So you'd better prepare yourself ♪
[ Hopefully, that could be something Jun invests in the future. Not as if they'd need it with the heating, but a little comfort from home might be nice.
.... though, picturing Hiyori drilling a hook in the ceiling might be the most amusing thought. Good thing he hasn't noticed the box, nor will he, not until it's finally set up! More than likely, if Jun knew, he'd probably offer to hang it himself. But the canopy will offer a lot more privacy, so they can do whatever they'd like without the House watching their every move.
It has been confusing getting to this point, but they're very clearly on the same page, and Jun couldn't be happier. Resting their foreheads together, each time Hiyori kisses him, it's as if his breath catches within his throat.
He returns the hum, adding a peck of his own, rubbing his thumb across Hiyori's palm. ]
You do, huh~? Looks like I'll hafta start seriously preparing myself for real ♪ Doubt you'll go dropping any hints, so I gotta be patient. Doing stuff like this has me real excited, didja know? More specially, 'bout goin' on this journey with you.
.... though, picturing Hiyori drilling a hook in the ceiling might be the most amusing thought. Good thing he hasn't noticed the box, nor will he, not until it's finally set up! More than likely, if Jun knew, he'd probably offer to hang it himself. But the canopy will offer a lot more privacy, so they can do whatever they'd like without the House watching their every move.
It has been confusing getting to this point, but they're very clearly on the same page, and Jun couldn't be happier. Resting their foreheads together, each time Hiyori kisses him, it's as if his breath catches within his throat.
He returns the hum, adding a peck of his own, rubbing his thumb across Hiyori's palm. ]
You do, huh~? Looks like I'll hafta start seriously preparing myself for real ♪ Doubt you'll go dropping any hints, so I gotta be patient. Doing stuff like this has me real excited, didja know? More specially, 'bout goin' on this journey with you.
[He kind of wanted it to be a surprise. And perhaps he was just the tiniest bit shy about his rationale being obvious: that is, that he wants a privacy curtain so they can hug and kiss and do other things away from the House's prying eyes!
But if the staff member never shows up, he could always have Jun do it. Or Rinne now that Rinne's back. He owes Hiyori for making him worry!
For future reference, though, we'll assume they did show up, and that the canopy is prepared by the time Jun takes refuge in his room away from crawlers and chemical spills. All's well that ends well.
It's silly that even a peck from Jun is enough to make his heart soar. Or that Jun's thumb sliding across his palm stirs so much warmth in his chest. But that's the magic of love, he's finding out: even the littlest things feel special and wonderful!
And is there anything "little" about this? He can't picture the old Jun-kun pecking his lips sweetly and talking so poetically. His phrasing causes Hiyori's eyebrows to lift.]
A journey, hmm? ♪ That's a lovely way of putting it.
[His eyes fall shut. Sometimes it really does feel like he's dreaming. The whole place feels unreal, in good ways and (many, many) bad ways. But he feels positive his relationship with Jun isn't some fleeting dream, but his new reality. Their new reality. A journey they're embarking on together!]
I'm not sure I've ever been on the sort of journey you're talking about. But now, I simply can't wait ♪ I'm sure the "grand surprise" that lies in store for us will be absolutely astonishing. And perhaps we'll even find some hidden treasure chests along the way! ♪
[Then he blinks his eyes open.]
—Ah, not the ones the House left. I meant other treasures. The kind we plant and uncover ourselves! I don't want to give them too much credit.
But if the staff member never shows up, he could always have Jun do it. Or Rinne now that Rinne's back. He owes Hiyori for making him worry!
For future reference, though, we'll assume they did show up, and that the canopy is prepared by the time Jun takes refuge in his room away from crawlers and chemical spills. All's well that ends well.
It's silly that even a peck from Jun is enough to make his heart soar. Or that Jun's thumb sliding across his palm stirs so much warmth in his chest. But that's the magic of love, he's finding out: even the littlest things feel special and wonderful!
And is there anything "little" about this? He can't picture the old Jun-kun pecking his lips sweetly and talking so poetically. His phrasing causes Hiyori's eyebrows to lift.]
A journey, hmm? ♪ That's a lovely way of putting it.
[His eyes fall shut. Sometimes it really does feel like he's dreaming. The whole place feels unreal, in good ways and (many, many) bad ways. But he feels positive his relationship with Jun isn't some fleeting dream, but his new reality. Their new reality. A journey they're embarking on together!]
I'm not sure I've ever been on the sort of journey you're talking about. But now, I simply can't wait ♪ I'm sure the "grand surprise" that lies in store for us will be absolutely astonishing. And perhaps we'll even find some hidden treasure chests along the way! ♪
[Then he blinks his eyes open.]
—Ah, not the ones the House left. I meant other treasures. The kind we plant and uncover ourselves! I don't want to give them too much credit.
[ It will be one big surprise, but ultimately, it makes the most sense from their perspective. He still doesn't understand how or when the House knows they've had sex, so a private little space for them makes perfect sense. (... until their watches go off again.)
Besides, he's trying to figure out those feelings. Sure, he's aware of just how difficult it is to express yourself, but being here with Hiyori now has taught him many wonderful things. Perhaps things he might not have learned for a long time, especially if they were back home, but without reason, he's learning just what it feels like to have intense, deep feelings. Instead of denying them!
Which includes all the new phrasing he's been working on. Not only to help express how he feels better but to show Hiyori how much effort he's going to. See, he has been paying attention! ]
Mmm, yeah! I've been learnin' new things ♪ And paying attention to stuff 'round here.
[ He smiles again, taking a deep breath before exhaling. Right now, it feels as if he's in the happiest place on Earth, which would be true if they weren't stuck here. But there are only positive feelings when he thinks about Hiyori, what their future means together and whatever comes from it once they return. ]
Well, bein' honest, I've never been on one myself! Looks like we're gonna work out the kinks together ♪ Yeah, I'm really looking forward to going through this with you, Ohii-san. It might be bumpy, but I know we got it!
[ He squeezes their hands again. ]
Yeah, didn't think you'd wanna give them any credit. We've done it so far without their help, so don't think we're gonna start anytime soon. So, it'll be sorta like a garden, won't it? We're gonna watch ourselves grow every day!
Besides, he's trying to figure out those feelings. Sure, he's aware of just how difficult it is to express yourself, but being here with Hiyori now has taught him many wonderful things. Perhaps things he might not have learned for a long time, especially if they were back home, but without reason, he's learning just what it feels like to have intense, deep feelings. Instead of denying them!
Which includes all the new phrasing he's been working on. Not only to help express how he feels better but to show Hiyori how much effort he's going to. See, he has been paying attention! ]
Mmm, yeah! I've been learnin' new things ♪ And paying attention to stuff 'round here.
[ He smiles again, taking a deep breath before exhaling. Right now, it feels as if he's in the happiest place on Earth, which would be true if they weren't stuck here. But there are only positive feelings when he thinks about Hiyori, what their future means together and whatever comes from it once they return. ]
Well, bein' honest, I've never been on one myself! Looks like we're gonna work out the kinks together ♪ Yeah, I'm really looking forward to going through this with you, Ohii-san. It might be bumpy, but I know we got it!
[ He squeezes their hands again. ]
Yeah, didn't think you'd wanna give them any credit. We've done it so far without their help, so don't think we're gonna start anytime soon. So, it'll be sorta like a garden, won't it? We're gonna watch ourselves grow every day!
[Sadly there's no escaping those watches going off. Though things could be worse. The watches could play that one Lonely Island song every time someone has intercourse!
Hiyori's heart squeezes in time with Jun squeezing his hand. When he said he'd never been on this sort of journey before, he meant that he'd never dated someone. Not with any degree of seriousness, anyway. This whole "being in love" thing is new to him. But it's the same for Jun, and they'll just have to figure it out together! They've been doing well so far, anyway. Maybe this is a cage where they can't spread their wings fully, but when he's with Jun-kun, his heart soars and takes flight!
In other words, Jun isn't alone in the cheesy-metaphors-for-their-relationship department. It seems they both have plenty of those up their sleeve. And didn't Jun once compare him to a ray of sunshine who can make "even a dirty stray dog like him" sparkle and shine? Perhaps their relationship has always brought out Jun's poetic side!]
I'm sure we would've ended up the same even if it weren't for this resort. Things might've gone a bit differently, but I won't give this place all the credit. Or even much of any credit.
[He swings their hands lightly, his smile warm and thoughtful. He doesn't know how long it would have taken them to get together like this at home. They had their careers to focus on, and he hadn't been sure if Jun felt the same way as him. But it would've happened eventually. Right? They'll never know now, but it's what he'll choose to believe.]
I guess it sounds almost like fate when I put it that way. Which isn't a concept I've ever put much store in, but perhaps being with Jun-kun has broadened my outlook somewhat ♪
[This time, it's him who strokes his thumb over Jun's palm, nuzzling closer to his face.]
Either way, I'm excited to start our new "gardening" journey. I'm sure all our flowers will bloom beautifully ♪
Hiyori's heart squeezes in time with Jun squeezing his hand. When he said he'd never been on this sort of journey before, he meant that he'd never dated someone. Not with any degree of seriousness, anyway. This whole "being in love" thing is new to him. But it's the same for Jun, and they'll just have to figure it out together! They've been doing well so far, anyway. Maybe this is a cage where they can't spread their wings fully, but when he's with Jun-kun, his heart soars and takes flight!
In other words, Jun isn't alone in the cheesy-metaphors-for-their-relationship department. It seems they both have plenty of those up their sleeve. And didn't Jun once compare him to a ray of sunshine who can make "even a dirty stray dog like him" sparkle and shine? Perhaps their relationship has always brought out Jun's poetic side!]
I'm sure we would've ended up the same even if it weren't for this resort. Things might've gone a bit differently, but I won't give this place all the credit. Or even much of any credit.
[He swings their hands lightly, his smile warm and thoughtful. He doesn't know how long it would have taken them to get together like this at home. They had their careers to focus on, and he hadn't been sure if Jun felt the same way as him. But it would've happened eventually. Right? They'll never know now, but it's what he'll choose to believe.]
I guess it sounds almost like fate when I put it that way. Which isn't a concept I've ever put much store in, but perhaps being with Jun-kun has broadened my outlook somewhat ♪
[This time, it's him who strokes his thumb over Jun's palm, nuzzling closer to his face.]
Either way, I'm excited to start our new "gardening" journey. I'm sure all our flowers will bloom beautifully ♪
[ Or they could send you the fabled "I just had sex" cake! But this place sure does know how to ruin a mood.
He's not entirely sure on Hiyori's meaning, so he can only assume they are on the same page about dating. Before arriving here, Jun hadn't ever been on a date, so likewise, he had no idea how different things should be. Yet, it feels easy, like pieces effortlessly fitting together, and perhaps it's not starkly different from their routines together back home. Instead, they can kiss, hold hands and do other things.
So, he doesn't consider such metaphors cheesy, but maybe they don't come as effortlessly to him as they do to Hiyori. Still, he's been putting in the effort, and occasionally, Jun does find himself expressing poetic words. Really, he's committed to improving himself each and every day. ]
Yeah, don't wanna think 'bout the coulda beens. But all the credit should go to us, 'cause we're the one's figurin' it out, not this place.
[ He allows Hiyori to swing their hands together, and his smile just as warm and bright. Back home, things probably might have gone differently, but eventually they would have gotten there. If only Jun hadn't persisted in denying those feelings stirring within his heart, which other idols seemed to pick up on. However, that's all in the past now; their feelings align, and it's all thanks to both of them. ]
I dunno much 'bout fate either, but turns out both our outlooks've turned out that way.
[ And maybe he should've accepted his fate sooner, but the thought of admitting his long-denied feelings feels embarrassing. How would that have impacted their working relationship? Jun wouldn't have wanted any awkwardness between them, especially when it might have been obvious to their fans.
He leans in a little closer, watching how Hiyori nuzzles into him. ]
And I'm not gonna lie, I've still gotta lot to learn 'bout this kinda relationship journey, Ohii-san. I'm real excited 'bout this, so can't wait to see how we'll grow from here ♪
He's not entirely sure on Hiyori's meaning, so he can only assume they are on the same page about dating. Before arriving here, Jun hadn't ever been on a date, so likewise, he had no idea how different things should be. Yet, it feels easy, like pieces effortlessly fitting together, and perhaps it's not starkly different from their routines together back home. Instead, they can kiss, hold hands and do other things.
So, he doesn't consider such metaphors cheesy, but maybe they don't come as effortlessly to him as they do to Hiyori. Still, he's been putting in the effort, and occasionally, Jun does find himself expressing poetic words. Really, he's committed to improving himself each and every day. ]
Yeah, don't wanna think 'bout the coulda beens. But all the credit should go to us, 'cause we're the one's figurin' it out, not this place.
[ He allows Hiyori to swing their hands together, and his smile just as warm and bright. Back home, things probably might have gone differently, but eventually they would have gotten there. If only Jun hadn't persisted in denying those feelings stirring within his heart, which other idols seemed to pick up on. However, that's all in the past now; their feelings align, and it's all thanks to both of them. ]
I dunno much 'bout fate either, but turns out both our outlooks've turned out that way.
[ And maybe he should've accepted his fate sooner, but the thought of admitting his long-denied feelings feels embarrassing. How would that have impacted their working relationship? Jun wouldn't have wanted any awkwardness between them, especially when it might have been obvious to their fans.
He leans in a little closer, watching how Hiyori nuzzles into him. ]
And I'm not gonna lie, I've still gotta lot to learn 'bout this kinda relationship journey, Ohii-san. I'm real excited 'bout this, so can't wait to see how we'll grow from here ♪
[He'd take that over a giant penis cake from Great Tit, anyway.
There's not a lot left to say. They're going on a journey together, and they're both excited to do it! Though Jun calling it a "relationship journey" gives him another small flutter. They've been dancing around the truth for the past month or so; he didn't call the flower maze excursion a "date," didn't tell Jun he wanted to be a couple, didn't confess his love. But now that words like "date" and "relationship" are being used, there's absolutely no room for doubt, and that feels comforting. Comforting and yet simultaneously thrilling.
He and Jun really are lovers now. In addition to being partners, that's what they are now. As of today, it's official. What absolutely wonderful weather.]
Mm! ♪
[He hums happily, feeling a little burst of excitement.]
And the next stop on our journey is that soirée! Or the recital first, and then the soirée! So as soon we know the theme, we'll have to go on a shopping trip. If we swing by a café afterwards, you might even be able to call it a "date"! And you can never have too many dates, I say. Or at least I can't, when my partner is Jun-kun.
There's not a lot left to say. They're going on a journey together, and they're both excited to do it! Though Jun calling it a "relationship journey" gives him another small flutter. They've been dancing around the truth for the past month or so; he didn't call the flower maze excursion a "date," didn't tell Jun he wanted to be a couple, didn't confess his love. But now that words like "date" and "relationship" are being used, there's absolutely no room for doubt, and that feels comforting. Comforting and yet simultaneously thrilling.
He and Jun really are lovers now. In addition to being partners, that's what they are now. As of today, it's official. What absolutely wonderful weather.]
Mm! ♪
[He hums happily, feeling a little burst of excitement.]
And the next stop on our journey is that soirée! Or the recital first, and then the soirée! So as soon we know the theme, we'll have to go on a shopping trip. If we swing by a café afterwards, you might even be able to call it a "date"! And you can never have too many dates, I say. Or at least I can't, when my partner is Jun-kun.
[ That's what this is, isn't it? He wants to leave no room for doubt, making certain his feelings come across loud and clear, just as they did the other time. Except this time, he's been mulling over those feelings more and more, deciding now is the perfect opportunity to express them in person nonetheless. They have been dancing around the topic for long enough, even if they haven't explicitly spoken about what happened in full. But is it wrong of him to want this before they've been on another date? And a date he knows 100% is one? All Jun can do is take the shot, and if this isn't something Hiyori wants, then he'll say so.
But he hasn't, which has his heart soaring. That's it, isn't it? Now, it's official. He and Hiyori are together! ]
'Course it's a few days away, but promise we'll go soon as we know ♪ But I mean, if you wanna go on other "dates" before then, how am I gonna complain? We'll go on plenty of dates, alright~? Goin' places with you sure sounds like a good time.
[ The best time, if he's being truly honest. ]
So that'll be how it is from now on ♪
But he hasn't, which has his heart soaring. That's it, isn't it? Now, it's official. He and Hiyori are together! ]
'Course it's a few days away, but promise we'll go soon as we know ♪ But I mean, if you wanna go on other "dates" before then, how am I gonna complain? We'll go on plenty of dates, alright~? Goin' places with you sure sounds like a good time.
[ The best time, if he's being truly honest. ]
So that'll be how it is from now on ♪
[Jun took his shot and it landed. A straight bulls-eye, piercing right through Hiyori's heart!
And all he can do is grin with every new word. "Goin' places with you sure sounds like a good time," Jun says, even though at home, he might have said it sounds like a pain! But then Hiyori is asking him to come along as more than just a bag-carrier this time. And wasn't at least part of that whole "you're my servant!" shtick just an excuse to spend time with Jun, anyway? That's not to say he won't ever ask Jun to carry something for him again, because he definitely will, but it seems those pretenses aren't needed anymore.]
Yep, I said it, so that's how things will be! ♪
[He chirps his agreement. And he could just leave it there. But...
There's one more thing he wants to say. And he draws back a little to say it, just enough to give Jun a full view of his face.]
We can go on as many dates as we want. And you're also free to come to my room and hold me as much as you want. Those are the new rules ♪
["Hold him." That's the wording he chooses. But he's not just talking about chaste hugging. Surely Jun knows it, even though he tries to sound casual.]
And all he can do is grin with every new word. "Goin' places with you sure sounds like a good time," Jun says, even though at home, he might have said it sounds like a pain! But then Hiyori is asking him to come along as more than just a bag-carrier this time. And wasn't at least part of that whole "you're my servant!" shtick just an excuse to spend time with Jun, anyway? That's not to say he won't ever ask Jun to carry something for him again, because he definitely will, but it seems those pretenses aren't needed anymore.]
Yep, I said it, so that's how things will be! ♪
[He chirps his agreement. And he could just leave it there. But...
There's one more thing he wants to say. And he draws back a little to say it, just enough to give Jun a full view of his face.]
We can go on as many dates as we want. And you're also free to come to my room and hold me as much as you want. Those are the new rules ♪
["Hold him." That's the wording he chooses. But he's not just talking about chaste hugging. Surely Jun knows it, even though he tries to sound casual.]
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