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Hiyori Tomoe [巴 日和] ([personal profile] tfy) wrote2024-03-02 09:28 pm

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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-01 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ The logic seems sound enough, despite the teasing, knowing it to be part of their back-and-forth. But there are some truths behind the teasing, at least for Jun.

He smiles, fondly watching as the blush shows on his partner’s cheeks. Hiyori’s so cute that his heart rattles loudly beneath his chest, as if it’s thundering, almost done in by Hiyori’s expression.

Those words are for Hiyori Tomoe only, he’s the person he loves, the person he’s fallen in love with, and the person’s side he’s diligently stayed by from the beginning. ]


Well, being honest with you, you’re someone I’ve cared ‘bout deeply for a real long time. My feelings sorta took me longer to figure out, more than I woulda thought, so thanks for being patient with me.

[ It is fine for them to become emotional, and deal with the embarrassment later. But no part of Jun believes in it. Having your love returned, a secret love at that, feels close to something pulled out of a fairy tale, or shoujo manga. He’d rather die than fall prey to the casinos influence. Something would have to be wrong with Jun if he ever chose someone over Eden, Eve and, above all else, his beloved partner. Truthfully, he’s had the same fear, of being replaced by someone lesser, someone who would never be able to keep up with Hiyori, or take care of him the way he should be treated and loved. His biggest concern and fear would be losing Hiyori, and he never wants to have that come to pass.

This hasn’t been easy, admittedly for a person like Jun. Being able to recognise his love has been the best, most rewarding experience of his entire life. Especially after hearing the ways the person he loves, with all his heart, reacts. Hearing the cracking of words, watching the blush, he can safely say he’s committing the sight to memory, never wanting to forget.

But admitting those soft, sweet words are the truth. No one has ever made him feel loved the way Hiyori does, and further admitting the importance of his existence and love, has him feeling so loved.

Chuckling under his breath, he catches him in his arms, squeezing Hiyori tightly in his embrace. ]


Don’t worry, Ohii-san, ‘cause you can hold me tight whenever you wanna. Nothing would make me happier.

[ And Jun feels rather comfortable admitting outright how much he can and wants the warmth of his boyfriend's embrace. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-05 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Jun usually found physical contact difficult, unsure how to react when Hiyori hugged him. Normally, he would have pushed him away or responded with sarcasm. But this time, he felt no need to do either.

Instead, he clings back, revelling in the warmth of the hug, savouring the comfort their embrace has provided. It felt right to be open to his emotions, even to the point of wanting to cry. After all, the bond between them had blossomed into full-fledged love.

There's no doubt Jun has changed for the better. His mind, feelings, and very being have been challenged and transformed by this love, and knowing with certainty this is real, not a product of the casino's influence. Those feelings existed long before here, but not being able to pinpoint an exact moment when his feelings changed, knowing is enough. 

Once Hiyori's done speaking, he manages a half-choked up laugh. ]


Even when I'm tryna say something nice, you're still making it 'bout you. Good thing I don't mind much ♪

[ As he closes his eyes tighter, the fondness grows even stronger, enveloping him in an even warmer embrace. ]

But my heart has always been yours, Ohii-san, from the moment we met.

[ Which means he would've ended up right in Hiyori's arms eventually, even if it took him forever and a day to confess. With a gentle touch, he tenderly traces soothing circles on the small of Hiyori's back, smiling softly, even though he can't see Jun's expression, either. ]

Good thing I don't plan on falling behind, but I wouldn't mind carrying us both across the "finish line" you're talking 'bout. We've made it towards our own finish line now, and I kinda prefer our ending.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-11 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Nope, he feels just as choked up as Hiyori sounds. Here, they can be embarrassed together, even though feeling such deep emotions is normal.

He's relieved he and Hiyori have finally opened up to share their long-repressed feelings. For Jun, loving someone meant making them the top priority and being willing to do anything for them, even if it was sometimes irritating and prompted complaints. After much self-doubt, Jun no longer questioned whether his intense feelings were misguided or if the noticeable changes in their relationship were only a figment of his imagination. ]


Mhm, 'course you do ♪

[ Basking in Hiyori's warm embrace, Jun laughs happily. Yet, curiously, what could Hiyori's words mean? Were they playful banter, or did they hold a deeper meaning? Unwilling to bother, Jun takes his partner's remarks at face value, assuming Hiyori is only joking around. ]

I think it sounds pretty nice. So I got no choice but to accept, 'cause Ohii-san's saying something sweet.

[ He presses his nose into Hiyori's shoulder, words muffled as he smiles into his shirt. One day he hopes to know what it means, but for now, he'll accept. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-16 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's some interest in what Hiyori might mean, as it stands, he's not in the mood to playfully bicker or poke fun. Besides, to his knowledge, they hadn't seen one another until Hiyori came looking for him! But still, he knows how to read a mood.

And even when he finds out the truth, he'll accept it! ]


I'm gonna accept your love and return it! And, well, even if I had no other choice I would. Things just make sense when we're together and you're holding me, saying something nice like forever. And we're a forever sorta deal!

[ Because he may not be able to articulate it eloquently, but when they're together, everything seems to fall in line. He may not know about Hiyori's next solo song, though, he'll want to hear it. Whether the lyrics are finished or not! Accepting Hiyori's love was the first step, and he's ready to embrace and continue basking in their shared love.

Maybe they can't stay here hugging all day, but he's never going to let go of Hiyori now their love is mutual. Not while he feels safe and warm, hoping Hiyori can still feel the warmth of his love. ]


I don't wanna leave Ohii-san for a second, not while he's holding me tightly. But I promise once I'm done with my workout, I'm gonna come back and you'll have the privilege of holding me real tight all you want. For all night, if you wanna...!

[ Which includes kissing and anything else they want to do! He's offering himself up for the taking, knowing Hiyori will make him feel loved, no matter what. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-25 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ And he's not in the mood to leave yet, so he'll continue to permit the hug. Wanting to bask in their shared warmth and hoping this feeling never ends. "There isn't much thought being put into his words, only expressing what first comes to mind with how he truly feels. The feeling of love is genuine. Wanting to be with Hiyori forever is sincere, and there is no one else he wants to love in his lifetime. In other words, Hiyori won!

Jun doesn't fully grasp the meaning behind Hiyori's euphemism. But his was also sort of an euphemism! Maybe not in the same way Ohii-san sort of meant it. ... at least not tonight! Not that Jun quite understands he has permission now. Jun thinks Ohii-san means what they did together during that week, where they held one another, and uh, did those things together! But truthfully, he wouldn't mind them holding one another euphemisms aside.

... or confusion aside!

Wouldn't it be easier to come out and say what he means? Probably! Maybe he needs to be more clear. He half-thinks he understands what Hiyori is implying, but they're not yet ready to take the next step, even if that's ultimately where they both hope to end up. (The case being with the gifts received from the Flower Maze to "encourage" them.)

Besides, they will get there... one day! ]


Yeah! I, uh, also mean what we did during our week together. But 'course we don't hafta do it tonight.

[ He sounds nervous, admitting to having those thoughts about Hiyori. But he had them during the week, had them after and will always have them.

Maybe feeling awkward would better suit his tone; he's trying to avoid using words Ohii-san would consider "crude," but it's not coming out as he'd like. ]


Ohii-san, what I'm tryna say is... if there's an "urge" and you wanna feel good! Well, I'm saying we can.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-10 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ If he didn't say it, who else would? Jun wants to be 100% certain they're on the same page, even though he's usually avoidant about his feelings. They could tip-toe about what they meant forever, or Jun could get over it and say what he meant.

But even then, he can't stop talking. Because what if that's not what Hiyori wants? There's no indication he doesn't, which is only Jun's fear taking hold again. Sometimes he can't figure out what Hiyori wants, and in this case, he has been skirting around the topic.

Perhaps if Jun knew how to put it into better words, it wouldn't come out clumsy and "boorish-sounding." He's not the type to eloquently string together words, it's only that he's avoiding using simple ones. ]


Well, I never know with you. I just wanted to make sure we were thinking the same, Ohii-san, 'cause I didn't wanna make an idiot outta myself.

[ He laughs, despite being chided. Thankfully he can tell Hiyori isn't mad, and he feels better for getting to the point. At least one of them did! His cheeks burn, half looking up as he nods. ]

It makes me feel better hearing that, y'know? I'm still learning, but I want Ohii-san to feel good. I wanna remember the way you look forever ♪ And I'm gonna do my best tonight for ya, too.