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Hiyori Tomoe [巴 日和] ([personal profile] tfy) wrote2024-03-02 09:28 pm

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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-04 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jun's been made aware it's Leo's birthday soon! Yep, the day before, so he's sort of scrambling. ]

hey, ohii-san, it's tsukinaga-senpai's birthday tomorrow, and he wants a birthday cake. i said i'd do it no problem, but i was wondering if you had ideas for gifts? thinking about something he could use for composing, or, dunno, what else could he want?! we could all pitch in, if you want? but i'm gonna go ask rinne-senpai for ideas, just so he knows. i dunno if his ideas'll be helpful, though...?

[ So watch this space??? Leo's a 10, so he likely has everything he needs, but that doesn't mean he deserves to go without a present or have his fellow idols not know it's his birthday! ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-05 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
yeah, wish he'd told me or one of you guys sooner, cuz then we'd have more time to plan.

[ And Jun agrees, it would've been more convenient if Leo had told them in advance! Unless Leo forgot his own birthday..? Hopefully, by the time their birthday's roll around, they'll be back home and can celebrate outside of this place.

Right, he recalls Leo talking about his sister! And what Hiyori's talking about makes sense. Leo does compose whenever he wants, not particularly caring for where his music ends up. Which is why Jun's stumped about gifts! At least he knows Ohii-san's good with figuring out that kind of thing. ]


that's why i'm having trouble coming up with something.. i figure no matter how much paper we get him, he'll run out of it sooner than later. maybe they've got some sorta pen here that never runs outta ink?

i'm already running around, figuring out the cake situation. but it'd be handy if your personal chefs were here. yeah, all he's been doing lately has been living on coffee and i keep telling him off for it, but tsukinaga-senpai's stubborn. do we really wanna feed into his coffee habit? but when all else fails, that's something he likes. i appreciate your help, ohii-san! i don't want tsukinaga-senpai to think we'd forget about a gift or anything ♪

we could throw him a party! it's just hard to get everything on short notice. so maybe just giving the gift and cake is better? that'd sorta be like a party.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-06 12:32 pm (UTC)(link)
guess not? he forgets stuff all the time, not that it bothers me much. but that's not still a theory? or you've got more proof now?

[ That's not exactly the most important part of their conversation, but as he's reading the rest, Rinne does manage to message him back. As thought, nothing he added seemed very helpful. ]

well, yeah! you've got all those theories and talking about magic with people, so i thought i'd give it a shot! something like that'd be a pretty good gift, and tsukinaga-senpai'd never worry 'bout running outta ink! yeah, figured and rinne-senpai finally texted back:

"cake gel pen

blank white cake

i'll get us alcohol~"

i dunno why he'd type cake twice? or what he's tryna say. anyway, do coffee rubs for meat exist? guess if something like that does, it'd exist here. but half the time, i dunno if tsukinaga-senpai's awake for breakfast? though, it'd help cuz he forgets to eat.... and those're pretty good gift ideas! i knew you'd have really good ideas, ohii-san 😊


[ He DID text Jun at 3am, and said he had a cup of coffee. Multiple! But he sang Leo to sleep, so maybe there's nothing to worry about?! He never really got a clear answer about when Leo sleeps, anyway... ]

maybe if we're still here for someone's birthday, we can rent a room. i don't mind using my chips, but you're right, saying it's last minute and bringing the party to tsukinaga-senpai instead. hats and stuff'd work! it'll be like a real party ♪

[ There might be potentially several rooms, but it's still last minute! As long as they show up for Leo's birthday, it will be an enjoyable, and unforgettable party. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-08 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah, now you've said it, he did forget he'd even met that guy. and rinne and ritsu sound nothing alike, so i dunno where he'd get that comparison from!

oh, right. so if you're saying that, then it took, what? almost 2 months? maybe time moves in mysterious ways here, cuz something like that shouldn't make sense if we were taken at the end of december. i'd completely forgotten it was 'round valentine's day when we arrived.


[ Now that seems so long ago now, not that he's completely forgotten. Thinking about how much time has passed and maybe how they've missed a couple of months does make his head hurt. ]

yeah, so it probably can't be done? i figure now you're talking about the limiters again, that'll mean none of the shops here'll have anything close.. well, it *was* a good idea!

nah, it can be anything! uh, not anything, anything. just something tsukinaga-senpai'd enjoy.


[ He also doesn't want to buy anything close to that for Leo. Too bad they'll have to figure out the magic pen situation for next year. (If they're still here next year...) ]

part of me even wonders why i bothered asking, but hey! i think he did, and it's not like they'd check for id's here—not that i'm saying we're gonna drink! just feels as if the bars wouldn't care. i dunno the answer to that one, ohii-san. we'll find out when we get home, probably?

[ Will they ever know the answer? Tune in next time to ES idols stuck inside a sex casino. ]

wow, sounds pretty cool! i never woulda expected anything close to that. i know all about rubs, but coffee ones sound like the last sorta ones you'd wanna put on meat. you know what? you're actually right. yeah, if the rub ends up looking something like instant coffee, he probably would. but maybe if i hide it somewhere...? do we wanna take that chance? and i don't think we should be encouraging vandalism. won't tsukinaga-senpai end up arrested if someone catches him??

[ Probably not, but at least music notes over the casino brightens up the ugly decor! ]

yeah, even if we can't go all out, if we're all celebrating, it'll feel like a real party. and even if we can't find a proper gift right now, the cake could be a temp one!
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-10 03:11 pm (UTC)(link)
it does, and that's why i'm not gonna let "the House" or anyone else take away more of our time. good thing rinne-senpai's in one piece, and he wasn't stuck in some void.

wish i knew the answer, ohii-san. we'll just keep looking 'till we do.


[ Part of him doesn't want to think about how much time might've passed on the outside, not without knowing a clear answer. He's only made sure to read the words carefully, wanting and wishing he could give Hiyori an answer, but there isn't a clear one he could give.

What if, when they finally leave this place, ES no longer exists? And all the idols are either retired or moved on? Leaving Rinne, Leo, Hiyori and himself without careers or anything substantial to fall back on. ]


seriously, d'you think i'm an idiot? i'm not gonna go buy some magic crystal if someone's offering me one. i know we've gotta save our chips, even if you're not. i'm saving mine for our food, so don't worry, ohii-san.

[ Even if Hiyori has been spending regularly, being frivolous with his chips, there is nothing around him that he has been interested in buying. (Unless it's new workout clothes, he deserved the upgrade!) Jun knows they have to eat, and he doesn't mind paying the chips so they both can have decent meals whenever they'd like. ]

well, deuce-kun is 16, isn't he? so he'd probably not be asked. no one asked for his ID when we got some tea together one time. [ The tea, which was meant to help them sleep, instead made them feel as if they were floating away. ] just be careful, alright? long as we stick together, nothing bad's gonna happen.

[ Such as spiked drinks or otherwise, he hopes. ]

guess so. well, there goes that idea. he'll probably find it months later, when it's useless. it's not gonna be a punishment, just like it wasn't for us. so sure, we'll figure out something else.

or you'll figure out something, like you said, i'm a lil' busy. a joint gift sounds good! just tell me how many chips i'm gonna owe you when you're done. i appreciate you doing all that, ohii-san.


[ Wow, how domesticated! ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-12 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There has to be a way to control what's going on outside this place, even if they're stuck in time here. For the sake of Ibara and Nagi-senpai, and their fans at the very least, there's only hope that everyone appears normal on the outside. But how can anyone know they have vanished if that is how it seems on the outside?

These are tumultuous thoughts that one's not sure they should be having. But he wouldn't say Hiyori's completely at fault for them, not while one of them is rather focused on anything but the time and space outside. Even though he fails to follow some of the theories, he'd not mind discussing them in person because they are supposed to be supporting one another here. It is just that thinking about the topic makes his head spin, wishing he could answer his partner's questions.

For now, those theories will take a pause as they return to the discussion of Hiyori's spending habits. ]


do i even wanna know why you've been doing all that? i'm pretty sure that's not how you get information outta someone. and you can't write off business expenses here, ohii-san!! but it's not really my business what you do with your chips.

[ Sadly, this isn't home, where his family boasts a slew of restaurant chains or where Ibara can write off business ventures where it's beneficial to them. ]

huh, what? we've gotta stay away from the flowers now? good thing nothing bad happened to us, it would've been seriously annoying if we had to deal with *that* ontop of everything.

[ He didn't know about the flowers, but nothing bad happened, so nothing to worry about! ]

got it! that i can do, ohii-san. i trust whatever you pick, and if you don't want that, then i'll just keep my chips. just let me know if it is, alright? i wanna help you out, no matter what you've said.

[ Also, he'd never charge for food when they both have to eat, though he's not sure if it might consider them even. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-14 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He wants to respond with a snarky comment like, "I dunno, you tell me." But more incoming messages demand his attention, leaving him with no time to craft a clever response. ]

prepared for what? the only thing i wanna prepare for is leaving here. yeah, i already know that's your skill, ohii-san, but i'm pretty confused about how "chatting up people and forming connections" will help. i'm not doubting you can't form allies or whatever you're doing, i guess i'm not really following *why* you're doing it????

[ While some people might be swayed by material possessions, being treated to lavish gifts, he couldn't think of anything worse. Rather content with the idea of enjoying Hiyori's company on simple, ordinary dates, he places greater importance on the genuine connection they share. ]

i'm still only learning about flowers, so i dunno which ones to stay away from. how're you gonna know which ones are safe from a distance, anyway? sounds like it's gonna be pretty hard to tell. well, the carnation didn't make me feel funny or anything, so you're probably right.

and i'm not dumb enough to fall for some random guy asking me to sniff flowers. you do realise how shady that sounds, right? i'll say no thanks to any random person coming up to me.


[ Yet another gift to strike down! If things continue this way, half of the present ideas will not be very Leo friendly. ]

whatever you pick for his gift is gonna be great, just throwing it out there. and i'm pretty sure tsukinaga-senpai will know it's from the two of us, so it'll be something he remembers us by.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-16 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ It never ends! Though sometimes it is too much to take in, Jun has become familiar to it by this point, so he makes an effort to keep up when he can.

Frowning only a touch, he squints down at his watch, scrolling upward to read the text in its entirety. One thing he does know is about the ghosts and dopplegangers, which he found out from Weiss; he's just forgotten to tell Hiyori about them. ]


well, i know about the ghosts and something about dopplegangers! but what about monsters? the powers thing has me thinking about the limiters.

[ The religious frenzy in the lobby still seems to him to be reminiscent of a cult, but he has not given it much thought since. Hopefully, neither Leo nor Rinne suffer any sort of harm. He genuinely hopes that nobody gets hurt here. ]

goddamn, ohii-san!! you forming connections with other people really means nothing to me??? i dunno where you'd come up with *that* idea from. i guess that's what delusion sounds like! 🙄

[ Now, in the span of a few seconds, he feels as though he has aged a hundred. ]

maybe they took pity of everyone in the maze or something? we turned out fine, but i never really spoke to anyone else who went in, unless you did?? uh, refreshed? sounds sus, ohii-san..

[ Yep, sounds sus as hell about the flowers, but as someone who had no contact with them, he has no idea what the effects were. ]

oh, yeah? giving the present a personalised touch might be nice. we'll both sign the card, so i'll leave the gift in your hands when i really start working on the cake.

[ There's hope the cake comes out fine, considering Leo wants every flavour he can get.. so fingers crossed. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-20 12:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Tentacle monsters.. What in the name of all that is holy is going on? ]

well, we're gonna stay far away from them, alright? i don't want any tentacle monsters coming near us, ohii-san! so if we see them, we'll just run away or the other way.

and nah, not mine! a friend told me about them. said she saw her doppelganger in a painting and then she wasn't in a painting? i dunno, but it turned out it was a ghost or something. just you saying all that about ghosts had me remembering what she said.


[ Weiss told him that, actually! But with everything going on, he'd completely forgotten about it until the mention of ghosts and the like. Maybe he should be the one writing things down so he can remember to tell Hiyori later. ]

right. did you really need to mention all that stuff? even if i think you're delusional, you really felt the need to remind me i still rank below mary back home. well, it's not like i care about your stupid ranking, anyway!

[ And maybe learning he ranks first in Hiyori's heart here makes him a little happy, not that he'll ever admit to it. ]

now i'm thinking about it, probably for the better, tsukinaga-senpai didn't go in.

really, ohii-san? man, i knew you were old-fashioned but sus means suspicious. it's just slang! but i dunno.. you're usually always in good spirits. and still sounds pretty unreal knowing what's around here, and you already went on about what rinne-senpai said.


[ About staying away from them! But he has so many questions about 'refreshing' flowers. What does that mean, first of all? ]

yeah! i'm gonna be down in the communal kitchens for who knows how long, so meet me whenever you get done.

[ Especially after he receives the call from Rinne-senpai about what the "blank, white cake" actually means. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-22 10:54 am (UTC)(link)
i'd prefer *that* not happening, ohii-san. you're not wrong. uh, how're we gonna rely on other people for checkups? i dunno if i'd trust anyone enough.

[ But then again, can they trust anyone as a doctor here? And he'd rather Hiyori not offer vouchers for services, but it's not as if they're hurting for them now... But, wow! Weiss sure is educating Eve on the monsters here. She must have gone through it. ]

i dunno? weiss-san told me the story so she'd know more about what went on. and it was pretty confusing, but you'd be better off getting the full story off of her. i think weiss-san said she knew you already.

i knew what you meant, ohii-san. no part of me wants to improve my rank here. but why'd i want to improve your "personal ranking"? in case you haven't noticed, i'm not the type of guy who's "cute." or wants to be on the same level as other people??? mary, included.


[ Besides, he loves Mary! She deserves her spot on Hiyori's list. What kind of co-parent would Jun be if he overtook her?

What exactly is Shiratori-kun teaching Pretty 5? He's aware that Aira spends a considerable amount of time online, but the notion both Arashi and Hiyori are saying "spill the tea" and "that's the tea on that" out loud??? ]


ohii-san, you guys aren't talking like that, right? what the hell has shiratori-kun been teaching you guys in pretty 5...... 🤨

[ Actually, he can imagine Aira teaching them internet slang, but more words like "tbh," "omg," or "lol". Anyway, he has to concentrate on the cake, meaning they cannot have a lengthy discussion about internet slang. However, he would probably pass away if Hiyori spoke like that in front of him. At the very least, he's not talking about "dabbing on the haters" or anything similar. ]

i'll be careful, you'll be careful and we don't have to worry. ok, guess that one doesn't count?

i guess we can continue the convo later. "ttyl" 😄


[ And here is more slang for Hiyori to figure out. ]
Edited 2024-05-22 11:00 (UTC)
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[personal profile] riskybeenus 2024-05-04 09:39 am (UTC)(link)
[Was Hiyori expecting a response to his text? A good one that tells him Rinne is all right, alive, and just messing with him? Too bad, he just gets this.]

Great Tit, 2pm. Be there.

[He's even using proper spelling. How serious. Well, Hiyori is free to ignore this command.]
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action; backdated 6/5 (sorry) i promise this one can be quick 🫡

[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-08 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ First things first, he's leaving Weiss on read. (Sorry, Weiss!) But the moment he's finished reading these words, "Bring a friend if you'd like," he's already known exactly who he'd like to bring along with him. (He's fine not knowing all the details yet. She did say, "more details in the coming days," which will lead towards Weiss' post on the Bulletin Board.

Secondly, he's running straight from the gym in search for Hiyori. Perhaps it would be better to text him, just so he's not looking all across the resort, but he'll end up at Hiyori's door anyway. A little out of breath from frantically running, he lightly raps his knuckles against the door. It's also to the tune of their hit single "Sunlit Smile," so hopefully Hiyori knows it's him.

And if Hiyori's not there, he'll be patient and even text him. But he wants to ask in person; therefore, this could not wait! Jun is a man on a mission! ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-09 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ Good, Hiyori is in his room. A smile creeps across his face as the door swings open. Although he tries to act casual, it is clear that he's out of breath, with half flushed cheeks from running all the way from the gym. (Just another one of his unsuccessful attempts at being cool.) ]

Hey, Ohii-san! You're not busy, right? I've gotta ask you something real quick ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-09 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ And it's incredibly important that he couldn't wait! He's glad he didn't need to run all over the resort, and he's been smiling while running here. ]

Alright, good! Well, it's something I didn't wanna tell you over text or phone, so that'd be considered important? But we can head in, and I'll tell you why I ran all the way here.

[ Not sure if his neighbours would overhear or if someone might walk past as he's telling Hiyori, he'd much rather it be for his partner's ears only! ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-10 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ He can't tell if the strange feeling in his chest is a) running all the way here or b) he's actually nervous. His breathing slows, nodding as he steps inside Hiyori's suite with a smile.

First things first, he removes his shoes, which he leaves by the door as he takes in the rest of the room. It might not be home, but it is seemingly the closest to feeling "homely." He's glad Hiyori got the better end of the deal.

He smiles again, looking up at Hiyori as he feels the familiar flutter as he responds. ]


So Weiss-san's performing on the 14th, I think she said at one of the theatre's? I didn't even know there were theatres here, but that's not the important part! I mean, it is, 'cause it ties into why I ran here. I dunno if you're free on the 14th, so it's pretty bold of me assumin' you already are..

[ He's rambling, but a point will be made! ]

I get if you are busy, but what I'm tryna ask is, Weiss-san said there's a soir-ee after? [ Soirée, he means soirée. ] You know those fancy parties you nobles go to? And she said I could bring a friend, but, uh, what I want to ask is, did you wanna come with me?

[ Enough of dragging this out, he's about to go right for it. ]

You know, sorta like a date?
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-12 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ Despite being interrupted, there's no part of him which feels annoyed. With the adrenaline rush still running high, his lips thin out to a smile as he confirms the question with a nod. ]

Guess so!

[ Not as if he'd known that either; he expected their shuffle unit to perform in some smaller stage, even in the middle of the casino. (Really, wherever garnered the most attention.) Now they know there's real theatre here, booking a performance there will be much better.

Somewhere, Shu Itsuki is horrified by Jun butchering the French language, which, really would be mortifying to hear but can't be helped. He doesn't speak French and has no intention of ever speaking French! And the reason why he'd run here wasn't due to him wanting to invite Hiyori "as a friend," but as a date.

Perhaps it isn't the biggest deal in the world, or running here seemed over the top, but when asking someone on a date for the first time (and if he knew any better, he'd realise all those other times had been dates), you should ask them in person. As he's finished, another twinge of pink colours his cheeks, which he confirms with another nod.

Trying to play it cool, acting as if Hiyori hadn't just accepted his invitation, his smile brightens further, almost to the point where it begins to hurt his cheeks. He had heard that right, hadn't he? This wasn't some elaborate dream or prank? Doesn't seem to be. ]


Nah, don't think I'm moving up, 'cause in the real world, they'd invite you instead. I just got lucky this time, Ohii-san, but being really honest, there's no one else I'd wanna invite, not just as a friend but a date.

[ And yes, this has to be the first time he's thought of anything they've done together as a date. ]

So you'd wanna go together...? Okay, alright. I dunno if there's gonna be a theme or what, but I'm sure we'll figure it out ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-13 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Imagine being that loser, couldn't be him! And there's no need for Jun to ever practice French again.

And here it is: Jun's big shot! The one he seemed to be wanting to take but wasn't sure how. Who knew striking up a conversation with a stranger on the Network could motivate you enough to finally take the plunge? Little does he know that Hiyori stumbled upon his post, reading the words he had carefully crafted to prevent revealing too much information, but enough the person he was referring to may have noticed.

After a span of a few weeks, several events have unfolded, namely Rinne-senpai's return, presenting an ideal moment to seize. Now, it becomes imperative for him to reassert his intentions, mostly for this to be a date remains crystal clear. He may not be pouring out how he feels right away, but progress is being made. Slowly, one step at a time, maybe marking the initial stride towards the path of romance.

Even if Hiyori is giving him the teasing look, he can't help but smile, The happiness and seeing how happy his partner is have him realising—maybe he should've done this sooner. ]


Yeah, that's why I'm here, askin' ♪ Soon as Weiss-san told me 'bout it, actually... Which is pretty embarrassing to admit.

[ But perhaps it's not as bad as he initially thought! He senses this could be his opportunity to "take a shot," willingly admitting to embarrassing details. By doing so, he's subtly signalling to Hiyori that he's interested in him, which might mitigate any embarrassment he feels. ]

Really~? Well, I'm really glad you'd wanna with someone like me. It means a lot hearin' something like that from you, Ohii-san.

[ It seems they are on the same page, which is wonderfully brilliant. Asking took courage, and he's teasing a little, but he does mean that. Jun's heart continues its rapid beats, witnessing the giddiness from his partner fills him with an indescribable warmth. ]

Either way, we're gonna have fun! I'm really looking forward to going with you.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-15 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ Thank you, Hiyori, for not reading the other thread. Sure, all of that sounds dramatic, but maybe "being in love" is about being dramatic! Really, he was being dramatic about it himself, having run all the way here.

Maybe all he needed was a gentle push; he had been noticing the little things his partner did, which were beginning to make a real difference in Jun's day-to-day life. Even though it wasn't easy for him to understand, Hiyori seemed to be acting just like his usual self, but Jun no longer feels "scared" about admitting he wants a proper date. (But when he finds out that all those other times were dates as well, he is going to be very embarrassed.)

At home or out in this world, there's just no one else who he'd want to invite. Like a secret that both know but haven't dared to say out loud—those fluttery feelings, that spark of possibility. And now, with Hiyori's confirmation, it's like a fizzy burst of excitement bubbling up inside Jun. It's funny how sometimes life throws you something good, making you feel like a giddy school kid with a secret crush, even when you thought you'd never have those feelings. ]


And sure, Ohii-san. I don't really know the proper word you used, so if wanna teach me how to "conduct" myself, I'd be really grateful. The only fancy parties I've bothered with are the ones for CosPro, but those're just "business," or whatever Ibara said. Well, I guess something fancy for the recital, 'cause it's gonna be a performance? That's just my guess ♪ Weiss-san said the party will be at someone's place, but I was going to say they've probably got a real big space.

[ He's excitedly prattling off all the information he knows, as being the first to know something is exciting. Who would know the theme for the party would be "beach," but buying two outfits should be fine for the future, as they aren't hurting for chips these days. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-17 09:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Although uncertain at the time, he now acknowledges the possibility that it was indeed a date! Holding hands and sharing kisses certainly meet the criteria, even though he didn't recognise it until later. The atmosphere felt "romantic," despite his limited knowledge of romance.

Really, he struggles to find the right words to describe it. Perhaps it's because every outing since the maze has felt different, or maybe it's just being around Hiyori that changes everything. Ever since the Springtime event, everything has felt off-kilter, though he has been hesitant to pinpoint exactly what's changed. It's all been a bit of a puzzle, but he's slowly starting to unravel those emotions—perhaps not the love aspect just yet, but certainly other facets.

But here's the kicker—finding out you've caught feelings for someone in a setting like this? It's like a plot twist in a heart-wrenching drama. Mustering the courage to ask someone out because you've suddenly clocked that you're head over heels for them, after two whole years? Feels like life's playing a cruel joke on you. And realising that back home, you wouldn't have even entertained the idea? Now that's a tough pill to swallow.

But maybe it's just cruel fate that he's yearning for this with Hiyori. So, if he has to, he'll let his partner take the lead in situations where he's not too comfortable (such as parties!) and whatever else comes their way.

And now Hiyori has reminded him about the "welcome suit." ]


Yeah, the suit I woke up in's still in my room somewhere! No idea if the suit's in any shape to wear, though.

[ That suit has been tucked away in his packing cubes ever since he got here. He's not exactly sure when he'll bust it out again, but tossing those clothes just wasn't an option. The only hiccup? It's a wedding suit (or rather, it looks like the one from the 3rd anniversary), and after three months in a packing cube, the fabric's probably seen better days. But he's held onto everything else, so it'll all work out somehow. ]

And I don't really need suits like you do, so that's the only one I've got outta all my clothes here.

[ Comfortable clothes are easier to wear, that's all! A pair of jeans or pants that aren't stiff, a jacket, and a normal shirt. Those are all he ever needs! But as for button-up shirts? Nah, he'll take a hard pass on those. (He does enjoy Hiyori wearing them for multiple reasons..) ]

Sure, how 'bout I show you the state the suits in? We've gotta do our own washing down on the basement floors, and I dunno how to wash a suit. Maybe buying a new one'll be less hassle. And I know how to sit and applaud, so that'll be a piece of cake. Well, the party sounded pretty casual. But Weiss-san used the fancy word earlier, so I dunno what sorta environment it'll be. Handshakes'll be easy, 'cause we already do tons of those events!

[ No bowing, got it! Not as he usually does when meeting and introducing himself to someone for the first time! ]

And if I run into trouble, I'll just look to you for guidance, Ohii-san. And with you by my side, I'll know I'm giving my best effort ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-21 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Perhaps it's because Jun holds onto the hope that this will work out, he's not overly concerned with the worrying aspect. True, the journey has been arduous and he hasn't particularly enjoyed being here, but being alongside Hiyori has changed his perspective. Convinced that no one could intrude upon their bond, nor would he permit it, especially after they've shared such countless moments of affection. Perhaps realising that the sentiment he's always felt was indeed love, he sincerely doubts anyone else could understand and cherish Hiyori like he does.

Even though it may sound self-centered, Jun's conviction lies in the belief that no one could ever take his place. But acknowledging the thought is something he'll keep guarded, unwilling to entertain the possibility of being replaced by someone else. But in these moments, he senses that Hiyori shares the same sentiment, even if neither has voiced it or broached the subject directly. Jun feels like he's gradually understanding, admitting it to himself, yet navigating these uncharted emotions cautiously, wanting to untangle them before fully confessing, with no room for takebacks. ]


Yeah, dry cleaners? With my rank, I seriously doubt I'll get the suit back anytime soon. Plus, all those floors're gonna make my head spin! The shirt and pants should be fine, like you said, 'cause going too overdressed might look like I'm trying too hard. But if you wanna see me in the entire thing, how 'bout I show you sometime?

[ He doesn't really mind donning the full suit again, even if Hiyori's teasing him for it. However, wearing the whole ensemble might seem a tad too formal for the occasion! Plus, he wouldn't want to steal the spotlight from Weiss's big performance, so a dress shirt and pants suit him just fine. Though he can't help but wonder what Hiyori's "wedding outfit" looked like or if he even still has it, either way, he's seen his partner pull off plenty of suits before.

Instead, he reaches out, gently intertwining his fingers with Hiyori's, giving their hands a tender squeeze. In that moment, he doesn't feel the need to ask for anything, sensing that perhaps they've moved beyond the stage of asking and into a deeper understanding.

And his own cheeks ache from the constant smile plastered on his face, but he knows it's a small price to pay for being in the presence of someone who brings you such joy. ]


You probably didn't mean literally, but I'd like to take your hand anyway. And that's a pretty good motivator, Ohii-san. How'd I ever refuse something like that? One day, I'm gonna get there, surprise myself and maaaybe even you ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-25 10:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ Really, the treatment of lower-ranking residents is his main gripe with this place. There is no question that Hiyori's rank would not receive the same attention as a lowly four, but he has no interest in advancing for that reason alone. Plus, he's completely fine with doing the laundry himself or any other boring chore that the people on the lower floors have no choice but to undertake. However, he would prefer it if he could get the suit back without much fuss...

But what could the thing Hiyori's trying to install be? It's a shame it wasn't here already... Either way, he's happy to model more clothing for Hiyori. It's not anything he's really ashamed of, just more so how it happened, but it's fine now! It wasn't a real marriage, even though it was cleared up long ago. ]


Mmm, yeah ♪ If you wanna take pics, I'm not gonna stop you. But they'll be for your eyes only, Ohii-san.

[ Not that he cares much if other people see them, he'll be wearing the suit for Hiyori. The last time they took photos was for the suit tattoos, which feels like months ago now. He can't complain much about how quickly time has passed; so many positive things have happened since they arrived here. And if Hiyori is interested in trying on an outfit as well, that is just another option for them to consider.

Opening up like this isn't a walk in the park for Jun. He's just started warming up to the idea of having feelings for someone, let alone summoning the courage to act on them. Despite the challenge, his smile reveals his determination to express himself clearly. Moments like these push him to ensure there's no room for misunderstandings. It's been confusing to convey those feelings here and easier to ignore them back home, but ultimately, those feelings for Hiyori have always been there.

It's hard to say what's going on in Hiyori's mind, but his actions show gratitude. They've been in sync since the Springtime Event, and now Jun's showing how much he values their relationship. Keeping up with Hiyori has been a challenge, but he can sense how much progress he's made since they first crossed paths. ]


'Course I know you don't surprise easily, but doesn't mean I'm not gonna bother. You'll just hafta keep watching to see ♪

[ His own cheeks are flushed, but it feels as if a mass has been lifted from his shoulders. ]

So I'm gonna give it all I've got! Doing stuff like working hard to surprise you will keep coming, Ohii-san. Everything else'll fall right into place.

[ Just as this has, he doesn't want anything to change. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-28 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Hopefully, that could be something Jun invests in the future. Not as if they'd need it with the heating, but a little comfort from home might be nice.

.... though, picturing Hiyori drilling a hook in the ceiling might be the most amusing thought. Good thing he hasn't noticed the box, nor will he, not until it's finally set up! More than likely, if Jun knew, he'd probably offer to hang it himself. But the canopy will offer a lot more privacy, so they can do whatever they'd like without the House watching their every move.

It has been confusing getting to this point, but they're very clearly on the same page, and Jun couldn't be happier. Resting their foreheads together, each time Hiyori kisses him, it's as if his breath catches within his throat.

He returns the hum, adding a peck of his own, rubbing his thumb across Hiyori's palm. ]


You do, huh~? Looks like I'll hafta start seriously preparing myself for real ♪ Doubt you'll go dropping any hints, so I gotta be patient. Doing stuff like this has me real excited, didja know? More specially, 'bout goin' on this journey with you.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-05-30 01:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It will be one big surprise, but ultimately, it makes the most sense from their perspective. He still doesn't understand how or when the House knows they've had sex, so a private little space for them makes perfect sense. (... until their watches go off again.)

Besides, he's trying to figure out those feelings. Sure, he's aware of just how difficult it is to express yourself, but being here with Hiyori now has taught him many wonderful things. Perhaps things he might not have learned for a long time, especially if they were back home, but without reason, he's learning just what it feels like to have intense, deep feelings. Instead of denying them!

Which includes all the new phrasing he's been working on. Not only to help express how he feels better but to show Hiyori how much effort he's going to. See, he has been paying attention! ]


Mmm, yeah! I've been learnin' new things ♪ And paying attention to stuff 'round here.

[ He smiles again, taking a deep breath before exhaling. Right now, it feels as if he's in the happiest place on Earth, which would be true if they weren't stuck here. But there are only positive feelings when he thinks about Hiyori, what their future means together and whatever comes from it once they return. ]

Well, bein' honest, I've never been on one myself! Looks like we're gonna work out the kinks together ♪ Yeah, I'm really looking forward to going through this with you, Ohii-san. It might be bumpy, but I know we got it!

[ He squeezes their hands again. ]

Yeah, didn't think you'd wanna give them any credit. We've done it so far without their help, so don't think we're gonna start anytime soon. So, it'll be sorta like a garden, won't it? We're gonna watch ourselves grow every day!
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-02 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ Or they could send you the fabled "I just had sex" cake! But this place sure does know how to ruin a mood.

He's not entirely sure on Hiyori's meaning, so he can only assume they are on the same page about dating. Before arriving here, Jun hadn't ever been on a date, so likewise, he had no idea how different things should be. Yet, it feels easy, like pieces effortlessly fitting together, and perhaps it's not starkly different from their routines together back home. Instead, they can kiss, hold hands and do other things.

So, he doesn't consider such metaphors cheesy, but maybe they don't come as effortlessly to him as they do to Hiyori. Still, he's been putting in the effort, and occasionally, Jun does find himself expressing poetic words. Really, he's committed to improving himself each and every day. ]


Yeah, don't wanna think 'bout the coulda beens. But all the credit should go to us, 'cause we're the one's figurin' it out, not this place.

[ He allows Hiyori to swing their hands together, and his smile just as warm and bright. Back home, things probably might have gone differently, but eventually they would have gotten there. If only Jun hadn't persisted in denying those feelings stirring within his heart, which other idols seemed to pick up on. However, that's all in the past now; their feelings align, and it's all thanks to both of them. ]

I dunno much 'bout fate either, but turns out both our outlooks've turned out that way.

[ And maybe he should've accepted his fate sooner, but the thought of admitting his long-denied feelings feels embarrassing. How would that have impacted their working relationship? Jun wouldn't have wanted any awkwardness between them, especially when it might have been obvious to their fans.

He leans in a little closer, watching how Hiyori nuzzles into him. ]


And I'm not gonna lie, I've still gotta lot to learn 'bout this kinda relationship journey, Ohii-san. I'm real excited 'bout this, so can't wait to see how we'll grow from here ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-03 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That's what this is, isn't it? He wants to leave no room for doubt, making certain his feelings come across loud and clear, just as they did the other time. Except this time, he's been mulling over those feelings more and more, deciding now is the perfect opportunity to express them in person nonetheless. They have been dancing around the topic for long enough, even if they haven't explicitly spoken about what happened in full. But is it wrong of him to want this before they've been on another date? And a date he knows 100% is one? All Jun can do is take the shot, and if this isn't something Hiyori wants, then he'll say so.

But he hasn't, which has his heart soaring. That's it, isn't it? Now, it's official. He and Hiyori are together! ]


'Course it's a few days away, but promise we'll go soon as we know ♪ But I mean, if you wanna go on other "dates" before then, how am I gonna complain? We'll go on plenty of dates, alright~? Goin' places with you sure sounds like a good time.

[ The best time, if he's being truly honest. ]

So that'll be how it is from now on ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-06 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ It took courage—the sort of courage he never thought he'd muster.

Normally, he would complain and say it was nothing but a big pain to be delegated as the bag carrier! But this time, something has shifted, knowing it may not be that much anymore. And, in the first place, didn't Jun always agree to carry bags despite complaining? Either way, the shift proves to be a good thing!

His heart still tugs at the words, the chirp of agreement and does a flip as Hiyori draws back, saying he wants to be held as a "new rule." Well, how can Jun refuse? And there's a realisation of what "hold him" means, with his bottom lip curling into a smile, nodding with a quick response. ]


Ohii-san wants to be held, huh~? Maybe I'll think 'bout it ♪

[ He jokes, taking a deep breath in. ]

Honestly, I was kinda hoping you'd say that, 'cause it seems like we want the same thing ♪ But if I'm gonna live by any of Ohii-san's seriously annoying rules, it'll be the one where I'll be holding you real close and tight.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-07 01:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Good thing Hiyori knows better, leaving a happy hum to follow after he's done expressing how he'd really want to hold Hiyori. Whatever has spun on their axis for this to happen, he's going to thank whoever made it possible. ]

Says you ♪ I'm already putting 'em to good use, I tried tellin' you before! But it looks to me like I can use 'em for your "usefulness scale."

[ Whatever the heck that means! But having these muscles is useful for carrying Hiyori off to bed; what other person would, to begin with?

Even with them dancing around, speaking in euphemisms rather from outrightly saying what they want to say, he thinks he's following. ... not as if he'd be willing to say outloud loud just what he wants. They must be on the same page, wanting the same thing, but it's a big step. (Unlikely, he's realised right this second, it could hit him later.)

He glances up, his gaze drawn to Hiyori's open arms, waiting for him. It's a strange shift, from staunchly refusing his hugs to now craving them, though Jun's yet to fully understand why. The beckoning hardly bothers him, only envoking memories of their week spent together. Without a word, he steps forward, being enveloped in Hiyori's embrace, resting his head against him, and allowing a smile to spread across his face. ]


.. you're warm, Ohii-san. It's really like bein' basked in sunlight.

[ He murmurs softly, his hands caressing Hiyori's back, pulling him into a tighter embrace. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-09 02:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Time for them to get their act together so Rinne-senpai's boisterous kyahaha's won't ruin the moment!

There are plenty of reasons why this could have ended with them collecting their cards and moving on. But, as expected, Jun would never want things to end there. Never wanting a single thing from Hiyori, only to stay by his side. If their passion for one another ended with the first time, the "Springtime" game, then it wasn't meant to be. Part of Jun did think he was delusional after the game ended, wondering if he imagined it all or if he was imagining just how much closer they'd gotten. The maze changed his mind about their feelings for one another, realising they weren't fleeting but real.

He keeps his head nestled against Hiyori's, ready for their heartbeats to become one. Here he can feel the rise and fall of Hiyori's chest, and the reminder of when Hiyori had said those words sinks in. How can they not be true? Any previous worry has long vanished, being replaced by an ever-comforting warmth. And with the sound of Hiyori's laugh, it's as if the sun itself is shining brighter, casting away any dark, lingering shadows.

Love, words spoken numerous of times before. In fact, there are plenty of times where he's teased Jun and plenty of times where he hasn't. But the seriousness sinks in, heart strumming loudly as if it might jump out, the pattering of Hiyori's loud against his ears. As it turns out, Hiyori's love has been the one thing holding him together from the moment they crossed paths up until now.

So this is Ohii-san's love. The warmth he's felt all this time. ]


Actually, the more I think 'bout your love, the more it makes sense. And it makes me wanna feel Ohii-san's love forever ♪

[ He wants it—to accept the love offered to him and return the same tenfold. ]

Who'd have thought your love was the one thing keeping me warm? Even now, I'm hoping you'll feel it, too. My "love"!
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they make me sick

[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-12 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Slowly, but surely, Jun's been showing more of his heart over the years. The feeling of loving someone—with the someone being Hiyori—hasn't been easy; it's been easier to ignore back home, where their jobs as idols take up all their free time. But love turned Jun around, making him into the idol he is today. Love helped mend his heart and his anger and gave him a purpose beyond being the Non-special, worthless, dirty, stray he used to be.

When Rinne-senpai returned, he began clearly expressing his feelings for Hiyori at the table. Over time, Jun's come to accept that his feelings for Hiyori were indeed love, which he now intends to embrace. And when he confided in Topaz about his feelings, she helped him realise this environment wasn't the source of them. And they'd always been there—something Jun knew from the beginning. He began talking about feelings with Topaz, who helped him understand that this place wasn't making him feel that way.

While vulnerability hardly comes easily, he can be vulnerable with Hiyori, knowing he will be accepted and loved for all his feelings and more. ]


You can? That's.. that's good, Ohii-san.

[ Despite his deep love for Hiyori, his fear of rejection held him back from confessing his feelings—until now. Love can be a daunting and all-consuming feeling, making him hyper-aware of Hiyori's actions. Yet, after nearly three years, he knows him well and remains unfazed by his partners behaviour, even when there are reasons he should be.

But Hiyori can feel his love, and that's all that matters. ]


And that's what I'm giving you too, Ohii-san. Not just the promise, but my heart and love forever.
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and they don't even know it

[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-18 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It is overwhelming, mostly as now he can confidently say the feeling deep inside his chest happens to be love! Or rather, connecting the dots over the past few months, he can now express his feelings with absolute certainty, there's no room left for doubt.

From feeling so unsure to accepting the love given, listening to Hiyori's confident tone helps, realising it would be illogical to reject his love. But love can be intimidating, as it can easily be mistaken and confused for other emotions such as gratitude. Another important reason for Jun to have utter confidence in his love, especially when Hiyori already had his heart long before today.

His heart beats even faster, if possible, but he feels it. ]


Mhm, I'm really happy you can feel it.

[ Tone soft, taking a deep breath, Jun half curls his fingers against the hand right on his heart. Having Hiyori here with him feels comforting, the same way he's always felt, the same way he'll always feel.

Feeling this way is easy, he realises when the surprise flickering across Ohii-san's face breaks into an even bigger, brighter smile. A smile so beautiful has Jun catching his breath, a short tinkle of laughter following. ]


I could say the same thing, y'know? 'Cause now I've got you, I'm not boutta give you up for anybody or anything ♪

[ Also a promise and a threat, knowing this isn't an ideal place for their love to blossom. But Jun couldn't care less, he's going to defy the House every step of the way, especially now his feelings are returned. ]

Call it intuition, if ya want, but I've got a real good feeling 'bout us.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-21 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He can feel something through the layers of fabric, despite his hand shaking only slightly. There's warmth and kindness beneath his fingertips.

Confessing his feelings, despite the risks, has lifted a weight off his shoulders, as he no longer worries about rejection or hiding how he truly feels. Gradually opening his heart to Hiyori seemed easier than he expected, without Jun ever fully realising. There was something special about Hiyori that had the unique ability to turn him into a lovesick fool—but despite the challenges posed by their careers and current environment, reaching this pivotal moment seemed effortless. Their bond had never been stronger. 

Honestly, he'd probably feel a little embarrassed if he ever found out Hiyori knew what he'd written on the post, but that self-disclosure was a key factor in the decision to confess his feelings. So why not allow them to find happiness together? He hopes Hiyori can trust him and his words because they will never be broken. ]


Don't worry, Ohii-san, I don't ever plan on letting go.

[ A simple response has him smiling, knowing their bond is unbreakable. Although neither place back home provided an ideal environment, there is a positive feeling between them. Wishing he had been more forthright about his feelings earlier, but dwelling on what could have been will not change anything. It feels good to have those words reiterated; knowing they can work through this, and things will unfold as they had hoped, perhaps even exceeding their expectations.

He breathes in, affectionately rubbing his nose against Hiyori's. ]


That's precisely why I've got a good feeling 'bout us. So I'm gonna make sure no one comes in and thinks they can ruin what we've got! It's like you said, I've got faith Ohii-san's gonna stay the same, too. And if you don't, I'll drag ya back down to reality. Got it?

[ It's affectionate, but a promise. ]

I'm happy you chose me, 'cause now we're here ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-25 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Perhaps it is a good thing Jun hardly remembers the other thing he was posting about (or with) during that Network post.

The good news is that he has been re-reading those comments repeatedly, especially the last one Hiyori wrote before disappearing. (Only to see him later in the evening for dinner, where something was knowing, something real between them.) Jun meant every word in those messages; not only was he trying to gauge Hiyori's potential reaction, but he also thought it helped him realise their feelings might be mutual. Even if the scary thought about an in-person confession lingered, the depths of his feelings were getting too much, as if threatening to consume him entirely, leaving him desperate to convey them at last.

Despite the risks, his love for Hiyori is unwavering. Even if this situation were to ruin them both, even if their secrets were discovered upon their return, Jun would continue loving Hiyori no matter the consequences. Nothing could ever stop his feelings; an intense, overwhelming love between them.

But there is a sense of relief in hearing those words come from his partner. Brainwashing isn't quite the most happy of topics, though there is an understanding there. In complete agreement, Jun nods and responds by lightly kissing Hiyori's lips. He can't quite help himself, being this close, nuzzling again as the familiar warmth lingers.

Hiyori has also become a significant figure in his life. Someone important—the most important person—more than he's willing to admit. ]


Well, the same applies to me! If I quit wanting to do things for you or start saying anything 'bout not wanting to stick by your side, you'll know something's wrong. And I'd want ya to break me outta it, even if you've gotta be violent 'bout it! You've become the sorta person who I'll always wanna be 'round, 'cause I'm always thinking 'bout you. 

[ The same as he told Hiyori through texts—an embarrassing amount. ]

And I'm with you, Ohii-san, no matter what goes on with this place. We just gotta remember we've got one another's backs! Plus, they'll never be able to take away our feelings for one another, 'cause we won't let 'em ♪

[ But it is rather a good thing none of those things are real. ]

It's scary, Ohii-san. And I gotta say I'm pretty scared 'bout relationships and all the stuff that'll come with being in one, 'cause I dunno what I'm doing or where we'll go. But it feels right, to be with you! And I know we'll figure it out together, won't we?
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-28 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The talk of how to realise if one of them has been brainwashed hasn’t made him realise how important it’ll become in case one of them does. Truthfully, should they not have more resilience? They’re idols, not some kind of “normal” person who would be easily swayed by temptation. They are the temptation!

He half-laughs, far too happy about being close to complain. But maybe… ]


Well, it’s more like if I don’t end up doing those things. ‘Cause I still complain but do ‘em!

[ Truthfully, he hardly minds running errands, stopping whatever he’s doing or anything else for Ohii-san’s whimsical sake. If Jun truly had issues, he’d have plenty of reasons to deny any request’s given.

But as is, he doesn’t.

And as this stands, Jun hastily confirms how afraid relationships are for him. As someone afraid of losing someone special, the special someone being Ohii-san, there is a fair chance this may not work out. Deep inside his psyche, the biggest fear would be losing Hiyori over something as silly as their current situation. There always will be a fear of losing someone you love, and that would be the worst, most soul crushing fear.

But having the reassurance, the words telling him otherwise will make the fear subside. It does as much when Hiyori begins speaking, telling him all the wonderful things about being one another’s firsts. (Or Jun, it’s really none of his business who Hiyori has been with before him.) ]


Mhm, I’m real glad all my “firsts” was with someone I love.

[ His cheeks burn admitting to it, and he hasn’t a chance to stop himself before the words come out. But meaning those words will never stop their meaning. Jun loves him, he knows this for certain. There is no point of him denying how he feels when being loved back feels like home.

It makes perfect sense for them to be together, with the happiness of them being together outweighing the rest. He wishes he could feel Hiyori’s rapid heart beats, the same as his own heart beats faster with each word. ]


We do make perfect sense together, so I’ll do my best and we’ll figure out how it’s gonna go. I promise I’m always gonna stay true to myself, I’ll never lose sight of us.

Yep, we’ll be even stronger back home, not worrying ‘bout what’s going on day to day. I’m also happy being here with Ohii-san, but we’ve got this shared goal of making it home.

[ He smiles, fondly, allowing his partner to lace their hands together. He stares back, rubbing circles across his palm and nodding. But he can’t help tease, ]

Have ya been reading some sorta shoujo manga, Ohii-san~? But it sorta does, except this is our life, so achieving the same dream sounds pretty good to me. ‘Specially when you’re the only person who can make me feel loved.

[ Yes, he couldn’t think of anything more romantic. ]
Edited (phone tags ruined my life) 2024-06-28 23:53 (UTC)
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-01 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ The logic seems sound enough, despite the teasing, knowing it to be part of their back-and-forth. But there are some truths behind the teasing, at least for Jun.

He smiles, fondly watching as the blush shows on his partner’s cheeks. Hiyori’s so cute that his heart rattles loudly beneath his chest, as if it’s thundering, almost done in by Hiyori’s expression.

Those words are for Hiyori Tomoe only, he’s the person he loves, the person he’s fallen in love with, and the person’s side he’s diligently stayed by from the beginning. ]


Well, being honest with you, you’re someone I’ve cared ‘bout deeply for a real long time. My feelings sorta took me longer to figure out, more than I woulda thought, so thanks for being patient with me.

[ It is fine for them to become emotional, and deal with the embarrassment later. But no part of Jun believes in it. Having your love returned, a secret love at that, feels close to something pulled out of a fairy tale, or shoujo manga. He’d rather die than fall prey to the casinos influence. Something would have to be wrong with Jun if he ever chose someone over Eden, Eve and, above all else, his beloved partner. Truthfully, he’s had the same fear, of being replaced by someone lesser, someone who would never be able to keep up with Hiyori, or take care of him the way he should be treated and loved. His biggest concern and fear would be losing Hiyori, and he never wants to have that come to pass.

This hasn’t been easy, admittedly for a person like Jun. Being able to recognise his love has been the best, most rewarding experience of his entire life. Especially after hearing the ways the person he loves, with all his heart, reacts. Hearing the cracking of words, watching the blush, he can safely say he’s committing the sight to memory, never wanting to forget.

But admitting those soft, sweet words are the truth. No one has ever made him feel loved the way Hiyori does, and further admitting the importance of his existence and love, has him feeling so loved.

Chuckling under his breath, he catches him in his arms, squeezing Hiyori tightly in his embrace. ]


Don’t worry, Ohii-san, ‘cause you can hold me tight whenever you wanna. Nothing would make me happier.

[ And Jun feels rather comfortable admitting outright how much he can and wants the warmth of his boyfriend's embrace. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-05 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Jun usually found physical contact difficult, unsure how to react when Hiyori hugged him. Normally, he would have pushed him away or responded with sarcasm. But this time, he felt no need to do either.

Instead, he clings back, revelling in the warmth of the hug, savouring the comfort their embrace has provided. It felt right to be open to his emotions, even to the point of wanting to cry. After all, the bond between them had blossomed into full-fledged love.

There's no doubt Jun has changed for the better. His mind, feelings, and very being have been challenged and transformed by this love, and knowing with certainty this is real, not a product of the casino's influence. Those feelings existed long before here, but not being able to pinpoint an exact moment when his feelings changed, knowing is enough. 

Once Hiyori's done speaking, he manages a half-choked up laugh. ]


Even when I'm tryna say something nice, you're still making it 'bout you. Good thing I don't mind much ♪

[ As he closes his eyes tighter, the fondness grows even stronger, enveloping him in an even warmer embrace. ]

But my heart has always been yours, Ohii-san, from the moment we met.

[ Which means he would've ended up right in Hiyori's arms eventually, even if it took him forever and a day to confess. With a gentle touch, he tenderly traces soothing circles on the small of Hiyori's back, smiling softly, even though he can't see Jun's expression, either. ]

Good thing I don't plan on falling behind, but I wouldn't mind carrying us both across the "finish line" you're talking 'bout. We've made it towards our own finish line now, and I kinda prefer our ending.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-11 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Nope, he feels just as choked up as Hiyori sounds. Here, they can be embarrassed together, even though feeling such deep emotions is normal.

He's relieved he and Hiyori have finally opened up to share their long-repressed feelings. For Jun, loving someone meant making them the top priority and being willing to do anything for them, even if it was sometimes irritating and prompted complaints. After much self-doubt, Jun no longer questioned whether his intense feelings were misguided or if the noticeable changes in their relationship were only a figment of his imagination. ]


Mhm, 'course you do ♪

[ Basking in Hiyori's warm embrace, Jun laughs happily. Yet, curiously, what could Hiyori's words mean? Were they playful banter, or did they hold a deeper meaning? Unwilling to bother, Jun takes his partner's remarks at face value, assuming Hiyori is only joking around. ]

I think it sounds pretty nice. So I got no choice but to accept, 'cause Ohii-san's saying something sweet.

[ He presses his nose into Hiyori's shoulder, words muffled as he smiles into his shirt. One day he hopes to know what it means, but for now, he'll accept. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-16 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's some interest in what Hiyori might mean, as it stands, he's not in the mood to playfully bicker or poke fun. Besides, to his knowledge, they hadn't seen one another until Hiyori came looking for him! But still, he knows how to read a mood.

And even when he finds out the truth, he'll accept it! ]


I'm gonna accept your love and return it! And, well, even if I had no other choice I would. Things just make sense when we're together and you're holding me, saying something nice like forever. And we're a forever sorta deal!

[ Because he may not be able to articulate it eloquently, but when they're together, everything seems to fall in line. He may not know about Hiyori's next solo song, though, he'll want to hear it. Whether the lyrics are finished or not! Accepting Hiyori's love was the first step, and he's ready to embrace and continue basking in their shared love.

Maybe they can't stay here hugging all day, but he's never going to let go of Hiyori now their love is mutual. Not while he feels safe and warm, hoping Hiyori can still feel the warmth of his love. ]


I don't wanna leave Ohii-san for a second, not while he's holding me tightly. But I promise once I'm done with my workout, I'm gonna come back and you'll have the privilege of holding me real tight all you want. For all night, if you wanna...!

[ Which includes kissing and anything else they want to do! He's offering himself up for the taking, knowing Hiyori will make him feel loved, no matter what. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-25 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ And he's not in the mood to leave yet, so he'll continue to permit the hug. Wanting to bask in their shared warmth and hoping this feeling never ends. "There isn't much thought being put into his words, only expressing what first comes to mind with how he truly feels. The feeling of love is genuine. Wanting to be with Hiyori forever is sincere, and there is no one else he wants to love in his lifetime. In other words, Hiyori won!

Jun doesn't fully grasp the meaning behind Hiyori's euphemism. But his was also sort of an euphemism! Maybe not in the same way Ohii-san sort of meant it. ... at least not tonight! Not that Jun quite understands he has permission now. Jun thinks Ohii-san means what they did together during that week, where they held one another, and uh, did those things together! But truthfully, he wouldn't mind them holding one another euphemisms aside.

... or confusion aside!

Wouldn't it be easier to come out and say what he means? Probably! Maybe he needs to be more clear. He half-thinks he understands what Hiyori is implying, but they're not yet ready to take the next step, even if that's ultimately where they both hope to end up. (The case being with the gifts received from the Flower Maze to "encourage" them.)

Besides, they will get there... one day! ]


Yeah! I, uh, also mean what we did during our week together. But 'course we don't hafta do it tonight.

[ He sounds nervous, admitting to having those thoughts about Hiyori. But he had them during the week, had them after and will always have them.

Maybe feeling awkward would better suit his tone; he's trying to avoid using words Ohii-san would consider "crude," but it's not coming out as he'd like. ]


Ohii-san, what I'm tryna say is... if there's an "urge" and you wanna feel good! Well, I'm saying we can.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-10 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ If he didn't say it, who else would? Jun wants to be 100% certain they're on the same page, even though he's usually avoidant about his feelings. They could tip-toe about what they meant forever, or Jun could get over it and say what he meant.

But even then, he can't stop talking. Because what if that's not what Hiyori wants? There's no indication he doesn't, which is only Jun's fear taking hold again. Sometimes he can't figure out what Hiyori wants, and in this case, he has been skirting around the topic.

Perhaps if Jun knew how to put it into better words, it wouldn't come out clumsy and "boorish-sounding." He's not the type to eloquently string together words, it's only that he's avoiding using simple ones. ]


Well, I never know with you. I just wanted to make sure we were thinking the same, Ohii-san, 'cause I didn't wanna make an idiot outta myself.

[ He laughs, despite being chided. Thankfully he can tell Hiyori isn't mad, and he feels better for getting to the point. At least one of them did! His cheeks burn, half looking up as he nods. ]

It makes me feel better hearing that, y'know? I'm still learning, but I want Ohii-san to feel good. I wanna remember the way you look forever ♪ And I'm gonna do my best tonight for ya, too.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-06 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
Hiyori. I didn't die~

( That's how you greet someone when you have info for them, right. )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-06 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Hehe. A hello would be far too boring, I think.

You're right, though. I found a number of things. The House is an entity in its own right, for one, though I already suspected as much. Shall I go on?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-06 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
You know, this cost me a bit to do. In response to me digging around like that, I had to deal with a rather invasive feeling in my own mind, and got a terrible nosebleed.

So, before I share this, I'd like to make sure... You'll continue to share everything you learn with me, as well, right?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-07 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
Great. Then let me get to the points, as much as I can put them into words:

- The resort almost feels as though it's "alive." Not in the sense that you or I are, but in the sense that it's made of energy, both positive and negative. These seem to push and pull at each other. The negative energy seemed rather high when I checked, but I will have to look more into it to see if it's consistently that way.

- There are guests here that seem to be lost souls, or spirits. They're not like the rest of us; it's as if they're a blend of living and nonliving. That attachment yet separation, as if unware of it themselves, came across clearly to me.

- I can't quite tell what exactly the staff are. At least the ones I looked at. The ones dealing in the casino seem particularly suspicious. They seem to be sucking at the energy within all of us, including those guests that seem to be lost souls.

- Along those lines, the thing the replenishes our energy the most is most definitely sex. It's not solely beneficial to the resort, though it does seem to be pulling off of that, as well. Naturally.

- And similarly to that, the guests that have sex frequently are markedly different in their energy. Strongly positive, like the opposite of those casino dealers, even if some of them are lost souls.

I think that covers the basics.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-07 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Naturally. It was a little difficult without spare organs, but I made it work.

A blend of living and non-living is exactly how it sounds. Someone who's died without fully passing on, for example. It's that same sort of feeling. Tied by something to this place, without a knowledge or care in the world that I can detect. Their presences felt just like this. So yes, a ghost, depending on your definition.

As for that line... It is a curious one, isn't it? I was thinking on that when I read the notes listed in your post, but when I was searching, it was quite clear to me that sex is the largest energy source.

I would wonder if they are after us for more than energy, with a line like that.

For example, those who had sex with many different people left a much stronger impression during my search than those who had it with fewer. This means that their souls were weaker, in a sense— that they were less positive, and more negative. Hmm, how else can I explain this...

Strength seems to lie in those who sleep around the most and with the most.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-08 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
( don't worry about it! :) )

I don't know if promiscuity is necessarily the key, either. This was one probing, so I'll be doing more. However, what was that about being over it? So you were once that way before?

As for your little list, I believe that none of these quite nail what it is that's happening here, though the third one is the closest. From what I can tell, anyway. This is purely opinion.

My opinion continued is that sex is vital, is key, but that this flow of energy may not be the only reason we are here. A method for battery, certainly, but a battery is not the main show of any technology, is it? The question "what does this flow of energy do for the House" is what interests me. I wasn't able to press past those energies before my mind began to ache.

The game, to me, must add something to the equation. Plans like this aren't run with any extra parts. Everything is placed out for purpose. Make sense to you?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-09 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
I believe it's what you said, actually. There's no need to be so shy when I'm only being honest with you in return, you know.

As for your question, I think I'd have to know the moment when someone vanishes and look into it as immediately as possible. Not only that, but there are countless strings in a complex web tied throughout this resort, interacting with one another— the roots are too tangled to isolate quite in that manner.

So, I have no idea. There may be correlation, but it may be unrelated. All I know is that those ones receive less energy than is being stolen from them, and the imbalance results in a less robust or comfortable feeling.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-10 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
Everything is relevant. The types of people who come here, their history, their personality, their souls, their lives. They can all be keys to the puzzle. That's all. You can rest easy.

I would be interested in those names. I'd like to do what I can, even if I grow tired. I do have limited time, after all.

As for being able to see it, no, I don't. The spell temporarily revealed to be the web of roots, or strings, connecting this place, these people, this world. Reaching out and touching them would grant me information, tracing along them could reveal more— it's a bit complex to explain, but think of it like the strings of a musical instrument, since you're so musically inclined. Plucking those strings releases a note, and that note echoes and is answered back— you can tell what note it is, the richness, the tone, the length, right? And two strings, if harmonizing... Well, it's something like that, I think.

But you're mostly correct. Energy seems to be stolen most often on the casino floor, by those dealers. Energy is replaced by sex of any form, but those who have it more often and with more people seem more robust with it. That is the summary.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-11 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
I'll note these names. It sounds like someone else may be doing some digging as well, to bring them up, but if anything comes up I'll be sure to let you know.

( A genuine thanks does earn a pause from him, but he eventually manages to reply to it, too. Sort of. )

How interesting. I'll wait in eager suspense to see if you have more news, then.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-17 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
This sounds a bit odd, or suspicious, doesn't it? What good does a memory do here? Is it for a spell?

( Is someone gonna like, eat it? He's got plenty to spare, but... At the same time, he doesn't!! )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-17 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
( Hmm. Of course, nothing comes free. Hiyori's been sent on a task, it seems, and Esikko doesn't exactly want to stop him from it. Besides, he knows from reading through Hiyori's post that a certain bodyguard had leaked a little too much information already, so... )

Well, it won't be my earliest memory, but I will give a relevant one. There are some memories I could do without, anyway.

I remember snow falling on the side of my face being the first sensation after a long period of darkness and pain. It must have been the first snow of the season, but I was beginning to be covered by it. My body was bloodied, beaten and weak. I thought for certain I was going to die. I couldn't remember how I'd gotten there, in that forest, if I'd crawled myself or been dumped, but when I felt a foot nudge into my side, that spike of pain gave me an ounce of energy to look up.

That was how I met that bodyguard. He was peering down at me, looking surprised to see me move at all, and I used the last of my energy on a breath asking him for help before I passed out again. When I came to once again, he had taken me to a dingy little shack somewhere, but I was alive. Patched up and cleaned, even, as he was making food.

It was the moment he became my bodyguard.

That should be sufficient.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-18 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Sure. What is it?

( It feels awkward, sharing unpleasant things like this, but... well. There's no point in refusing additional questions, he guesses. )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-18 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm afraid not! We were snatched away before we could get there.

Well, it's just as much an inconvenience as it is an opportunity, really.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-18 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
( In 25 lifetimes so far, not ever enough for him to be satisfied, at least. )

How noble. I'm grateful that you're going to share things with me, and I with you, but try not to waste your sympathy or pity on me, either.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-06-20 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
It's more like I'm cursed, isn't it? Haha.

( haha!!!! )

Anyway, Hiyori. You can get back to me when you have more information, then.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-26 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
( Fair!! I'm sure Weiss wouldn't want them as an early birthday gift. )

[ Honestly, It's best if he avoids answering, as they're already in the elevator, plus he was out to tease. Besides it seemed unfitting for a beach, having his shirt still on and thought nothing else regarding the request. And especially since Hiyori can take it off whenever he likes, he shrugs that off.

But it might be easier to focus if Hiyori wasn't constantly on his mind, making it hard to function normally. After their kiss on the beach, the warmth of Hiyori's body against his has left him struggling to think clearly.

It's a struggle to maintain self-control when they're alone, but they both seem to understand the need for restraint. At the end of the day, they are idols, despite the half-public kiss at Weiss' party. Both elevator rides feel endless, though he wouldn't dare complain out loud. Wanting to avoid seeming desperate, and needy while also wanting Hiyori alone is the key. But there's an itch, a need only Hiyori can satisfy.

Besides, it seems they are on the same page, he notices how aggressively Hiyori opens the door and he grins. As they've barely made their way inside, kicking the door shut, his arms move instinctively to Hiyori's waist, pulling him closer. He nibbles playfully across Hiyori's lips, hoping to convey his desire and hunger through the kiss, just as he had done on the beach. Already swiping his tongue across Hiyori's lower lip, wanting to mirror the same sensual gestures from earlier. ]


Mmm.

[ The only words worth mustering as the rest will come in a moment. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-29 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ If he could say the same, life would be much easier. Though the thought remains, their relationship has seemed to boost their stage chemistry. If such a thing were possible! And tonight proved how important keeping a secret only they know can help boost their performance.

He brushes his tongue against Hiyori’s, granting him access the same as he did on the beach. It takes a matter of seconds for the passion to be rekindled, not as though it takes much for Jun. Honestly, Hiyori does have some sort of special ability to make Jun fall absolutely, head over heels, melting straight into him.

The thrill of being in private does add some heated thrill, knowing no one else can interrupt or watch on with ogling, judgemental gazes. Hoping the same might happen for them, or thinking they may be allowed to join in. Well, Jun’s allowed to be selfish, wanting Hiyori to himself and showing his partner how much he loves him. He’s allowed to let the love shine through, only for Hiyori’s eyes only, compared to the numerous others circling around them earlier. Now the love can be felt, focused on the person who has his entire heart.

His breathing is slow, heated as the kiss breaks. Running hands up and down Hiyori’s sides, his lips curves into a smirk, feeling the hot breath against his ear. ]


‘Course I don’t plan on you walking. That’d be bad manners, ‘cause I plan on doing what I was thinking ‘bout back on the beach. So I’ll be carrying you easy from here to our bed ♪

And just let me take care of the rest and remember to hold on real tight ♪

[ It’s rather important Hiyori has utter faith in him. Jun knows he can, also having faith in himself. And the enjoyment from carrying your partner to bed has a thrilling feeling of being utterly besotted with them. Which, quite frankly, is the perfect word for how Jun feels.

He leans down, only enough where lifting Hiyori becomes the only position he’s focused on. Making absolutely sure Hiyori’s arms are still around his neck, Jun pulls him up against his warm, strong chest, wrapping those strong arms around his waist. Beginning to walk forward, with one goal in mind, the need outweighs all else.

It’s true, Jun hasn’t carried him this far before. But there is a first time for everything, and he’s confident he’ll make it work. And what better use than carrying Ohii-san off to bed? It’s a workout and serotonin boost all in one.

Planting soft kisses across his forehead, Jun fully lifts him up, cradling him bridal style and firmly against his warm chest. It’s an embrace befitting of them, the one he’s held Hiyori in countless times since the first. Feeling almost close to a lifetime, their bedroom comes into view, with Jun pushing open the door slightly ajar, he kicks it shut once they’ve headed through. Placing Hiyori straight on the bed, he hovers over him, not wanting to let go. ]


You’re so beautiful, Ohii-san.

[ He murmurs, closing the gap between with a kiss. Slow but steady, nothing but passion being poured into the kiss and straight into the one he loves most. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-06-30 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Isn’t it a given? Having Hiyori held tight within his arms feels right, especially being well aware this is his duty as a lover! But you know, he’d do it even if they weren’t lovers, and has, so perhaps being princess-carried off to bed will be strictly a Hiyori-thing.

He gives nothing away, only the soft kisses against Hiyori’s forehead, smiling alongside the praise. Not yet turning down the bed, that can be done in a matter of seconds, as can fixing the curtain surrounding them.

Currently, Jun remains far too focused on giving his partner the attention he deserves, absentmindedly stroking fingers up and down that soft, comforting waist. With his other hand, he makes quick work of unzipping the vest, pressing their bodies together until the warmth of bare chests ignites a pleasant feeling pooling within the depth of Jun’s stomach.

Shifting his body weight, straddling Hiyori in a more comfortable position, he nibbles at his partner’s top lip, slightly sliding his tongue against the warmth of his mouth. One hand moves into the zipped-down shirt, travelling up the soft skin, stopping abruptly above Hiyori’s nipple. Taking his thumb and forefinger, he rubs against the nub, wanting to feel the hardening bud between fingers.

With Jun’s other hand, he keeps a strong, but gentle grip against the skin of Hiyori’s waist. If anyone were to take witness, perhaps they would seem right out of a D*sney tale. With Hiyori being a beautiful mermaid, Jun his human lover… Hoping no one might take away his voice, Jun wants nothing more to hear those sweet sounds which are music to his ears. (And besides, Hiyori remains a priceless treasure, one he’ll always treasure and lavish with attention.)

And being in love only amplifies the heated passion, knowing how intimate and loving Eve remain even within the throngs of passionate love-making. No one can take away their love, and it’s something Jun’s willing to fight for until the end.

He parts his lips, moving from nibbling, to gently sucking on Hiyori’s lips instead. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-06 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Jun is content to focus on showering Hiyori with the attention he had been denied within Nami's suite, rather than rush into physical intimacy. After all, while onlookers may gawk at his abs, there is only one person Jun desires to touch him, and that person is currently indulging in that privilege. From Jun's perspective, there is nothing to worry about! He murmurs a soft noise into Hiyori's mouth, feeling the dainty, soft fingertips pressing into his skin leaving him wanting more.

He'll accept any mark Hiyori leaves on his skin, even if it's not from his nails. Any bitemarks, bruises and what have you, he'll be glad to have maim him. It helps him remember they're lovers, and the times when they've been intimate are real.

The soft noise of approval causes him to grin. He brushes his tongue against Hiyori's, continuing to tease his nipple. His hand further snakes down Hiyori's waist, lavishing him as best he can. He loves spoiling Hiyori, wanting to take charge to show his deep love and care, and further wanting to hear his reactions. This is a far cry from his early days in their partnership, when he would never have touched without permission, nor been so open.

And it's true! Love and Hiyori's teachings have transformed him into a passionate, caring lover who constantly showers his partner with affection.

He pulls his body close, their hips almost meeting in a desperate embrace. Pulling away briefly, Jun opens his eyes to take in the sight - Hiyori's wavy hair splayed across the bed, the glittering eyeshadow catching the low light. The metal bracelets pressed into his skin, overwhelmed by a swell of heat as he felt like the luckiest person in the world, like a sailor who'd made the perfect catch of a siren's song.

The idea still planted in his head, with what he wanted to do with Hiyori, his hand moves to curve across his clothed backside. ]


Keep your knees right there, 'cause I wanna feel you rubbing up against me.

[ He murmurs, then dives back in for another heated kiss. Wasting no time, he pinches and rubs the second nipple, determined to keep them both taut as his arousal presses against Hiyori. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-09 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's glad to hear the beautiful songs from Hiyori, knowing he can't get enough of the sound.

They are patient with one another, and their rewards come naturally in due time. For Jun, it's difficult to rush into things, which is why he savours the experience and takes his time. The way Hiyori reacts beneath him only makes him want to move faster, to lose that carefully maintained control, just as he felt the first time. But that will come with more experience!

The way Hiyori's legs wrap around him feels like bliss, as they always do, he wants to feel more and more. His mind clouded with desire, yearing to feel even more of Hiyori's touch. Though countless words came to mind, none could accurately describe Hiyori's beauty. but there are plenty of words that he could use to describe how beautiful his partner looks right this second. Words escape him, pressing his body closer, grinding against Hiyori's in a desperate need for deeper intimacy. ]


Always ♪

[ Murmuring into the passionate kiss, he manages a muffled word. Knowing there will never be a time when he doesn't desperately want to feel Hiyori's touch. It may have been the influence of his suit talking at the time, but his suit was right; spilling out the words he usually wouldn't say had brought him here. Still, his head is clouded with intense desire, and the sensation of Hiyori's hips rocking against his only fuels the heat building within. Suddenly, they seem far too overdressed for this.

With one hand teasing Hiyori's nipples, the other slid up the back of his pants, wanting to remove his underwear. Pulling the fabric down just enough, another moan presses into the kiss as Hiyori rubbing himself against his hardness sends shockwaves of pleasure right where it hurts. The feeling overwhelming him, fueling a desperate need, he urgently tugs Hiyori's pants down, just enough where he can move his hand inside and around the curve of his now semi-bare behind. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-13 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Despite being a commoner himself, there is no way he'd ever refer to this part as "dry-humping," either! It's the part where he gets to show Ohii-san how much he wants him. Without using words, there's no need to when movements and body parts can easily showcase how needy the rest of him is.

As always, his kisses and movements are desperately needy, just as he agrees. Having Hiyori act as desperately, hips moving and meeting in a needy rhythm while more desperate, urgent sounds hum into their kiss.

Jun's touches remain desperate, as he hesitates, unsure if he should be touching that area or if Ohii-san would approve. Second guessing himself. Again his fingers brush the same spot, even more lightly the second time.

Heat rises in Jun's cheeks, hearing Hiyori's ragged, looping breaths. ]


Can... I? I'm... allowed, right? I wanna make Ohii-san feel good...

[ Ohii-san's words no longer sound like a protest, making it increasingly difficult for Jun to articulate his own. His raspy voice gives way to a loud, guttural moan. Realising he likes Hiyori touching him there, eliciting a response as he's drawn closer, knowing they could always be closer.

Couldn't they? ]


But looks like... Ohii-san's getting handsy, huh~?
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-16 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He swallows down a small sound, the lump in his throat as the air rises with heat. Perhaps it’s because of where his touch ends up, knowing he, too, felt some way with Hiyori in his lap.

But, he hasn’t ever done this before, either. Not even touching himself there, Jun just doesn’t know what he’s doing. Something he does know is this: he wants to touch Hiyori there, all over and wherever he can.

Before arriving here Jun hardly thought about sex in any given detail, aside from the songs and innuendos Eden, and Eve sang about. He wasn’t to know how much or how badly he’d want this. That being intimate with Hiyori would make him feel good and loved, just as it should. And that he can’t get enough of his beautiful, cute and loving partner.

For now, he’ll remain patient, pleased to have Hiyori brushing against his hips. Knowing that they want one another desperately, posing a question which has been on his mind all evening. Jun wants to go “all-the-way,” which means he has the right idea to practice for when they do. That and, the want to know what they want is real, and so close.

Which not a second later, Hiyori punctuates with words and a touchy grab of his butt. His eyes grow wide, unable to stop the roll of hips while the hand ghosting across Hiyori’s own butt, digs into the flesh. It is squishy and soft to touch, the same as he recalls. Jun’s own hard and muscular, like the rest of his body. But the part of Hiyori that makes him ache most are the “squishy” parts. His most favourite parts! ]


Ye…ah. Ohii-san can touch me wherever he wants. And I’ll accept him touching wherever his hands end up.

[ Sinking in Hiyori’s gaze, watching how easily and effortlessly he can hold Jun’s gaze. How easily Hiyori gives him one look, and he wants nothing more than to take care of Ohii-san. The roles can always be reversed, whenever they arise and feel like they should. But right now, Jun wants to spoil his partner with plenty of love and affection. ]

Ohii-san, I promise I’m gonna take good care of you.

[ One thumb lightly presses against the warmth of Hiyori’s cheeks, watching as the colour shifts, dusting the surface. Of course it’s cute, watching and enjoying Ohii-san’s cute reactions sets him off. His smile widening, the blush spreading over and down his neck.

How can something be said so casually and turn Jun’s head into mush? He struggles to breathe, chest feeling restrained by a sudden wave of pressure by a few words. He remembers then, Hiyori’s pants are still halfway down his ankles. Hungry gaze moving from his partner, down his half-clothed body until it lands on his clothes.

Tracing back up towards his gaze, keeping them locked together. ]


I really want you to accept all of me, too. And I wanna accept all of you, so I’m gonna try… But you’ll tell me if it feels really weird or hurts… or you want me to try something different. Right, Ohii-san?

[ His touch moves from the clench, ghosting across Hiyori’s cheeks. Jun is nervous, his voice as shaky as his hand. There is an intense amount of pressure, wanting to be a good lover while learning. And he’s afraid of hurting someone he loves. ]
Edited (I pressed enter way too early ) 2024-07-16 23:24 (UTC)
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-23 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ It’s true, he hasn’t quite pictured himself in the “other,” role. He’s usually used to giving, not taking, which he doesn’t seem to mind. Taking care of Hiyori is his biggest priority, even from the beginning of their partnership. But the role doesn’t have to be set in stone, he only assumes this is the right way to do things! Besides, when Hiyori offers himself up, the way he’s doing so now, it’s rather difficult for him not to want to take Ohii-san as his own.

But he is innocent, especially when it comes down to them being intimate. It’s something to unlearn, especially when Jun curiously wants to learn how to appease his partner. There is nothing to worry about when it comes to Hiyori, but part of him still worries about the possibility of not being an attentive lover. Again, it’s something to un-learn!

Well, uh, he doesn’t know which way to do it rather. Only how they have been thus far! Giving the permission to touch as Hiyori pleases seems right, and Jun has no intention of taking the words back. His eyes already filled with lust, he isn’t afraid of anything anymore.

Eyes snapping up from his body, he gulps down a small lump in his throat as the implications become more apparent and clear. Knowing Hiyori is teasing is one thing, he’ll figure this out so there will be no need for complaints.

He slowly nods to the second point, as his blush darkens down the base of his throat. ]


You can see through me, huh~? I am up for pretty much anything with you ♪

[ Which is why he feels ready to take the plunge and start with something new. He hasn’t done anything wrong yet, but the first time trying something new is the hardest part.

And there the words are again. Where Hiyori says one more, ”One of those things that just make sense for us.” His own eyes flare, the nerves of before slowly seep out. Or could it be the slow kiss, mixed with words which slowly alienate his worries? Either way, the kiss lingers on his lips, as do the last few words. ]


I love you.

[ He murmurs softly against Hiyori’s lips, before there is a chance to pull away.

Right! The stuff they found in the flower maze… Now he finds himself feeling a little silly about his attempts to shield Hiyori from the bottle. Never mind that now! He moves over a little to reach for the bottom drawer, hoping not to move Hiyori or his legs too much. Reaching in, his fingers feel around, first coming into contact with what he thinks is the box of condoms. Feeling around again, Jun comes into contact with the bottle. Fishing out what he was looking for, he moves it to his other hand. With his free one moving to pull at the curtains, wanting their own privacy to do as they please.

Next Jun glances down, taking in Hiyori and the way he’s already gripping the sheets. The way Hiyori’s hair fans out causes his chest to ache with fondness. But for the time being, his eyes tear away, back to the bottle and glossing across the instructions. Jun’s never held a bottle of lube in his life, well, aside from picking it up from the box. Wanting to do this right, he opens the lid, squeezing the lubricant out onto his fingers.

Attempting to get as close as possible, he leans forward as his eyes glance downward to see all of Hiyori. Another blush spreads to his cheeks, moving fingers to slowly experiment against the hole. Massaging the spot should do the trick, or rather, something Jun might think instead of being bad mannered and inserting fingers right away. He sucks down a breath, a forefinger moving to tease around the spot, hoping to coat the outside with as much lubricants as possible. Against the other side of his thigh, Jun moves to massage the muscles, hoping to relax them.

With a glance upward, Jun presses one finger against the hole. Wanting to wait for Hiyori’s expression as he teases around, continuing to massage the area with slow movements. Still noting how soft his skin feels, almost as if he were floating. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-31 10:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ Already knowing Hiyori loves him just as much, he doesn't need to hear it said back. Yet he yearns to express his own ardent love, to have Hiyori hear just how passionately and intensely he feels. Each time they're together like this, how intimate they are leaves him in a haze, his mind fully consumed by desire. Although being consumed by love can be overwhelming, it compels Jun to care for Hiyori in a uniquely devoted way. Despite Hiyori's annoying habits—talking excessively, being overly loud, and displaying fussy, needy behaviour—Jun loves him, anyway.

As his breathing slows and his chest rises and falls, with Hiyori's bare legs wrapped around him, the reality of their intimacy becomes palpable. Despite his already coated fingers and the first tentative presses against Hiyori, Jun's blush deepens with the gentle caresses and soft sounds.

He's not trying to tease, only to ensure he's doing things right. After all, he's uncertain whether Hiyori has experienced this before or done it to himself, so he looks expectant, seeking some feedback. Wanting Hiyori to feel good is his goal, and wanting to learn how to do this comes alongside it, while also wanting to be considerate and careful in a sensitive area. ]


A massage...? Ohii-san, I dunno—

[ Is it meant to feel like a massage? Gathering his response, Jun figures he must be doing something right. After all, he has been massaging a little down there. While the feedback may not be helpful, it is helpful to know that he is not causing any discomfort.

He keeps his finger in the same spot, gently feeling around to help Hiyori get more accustomed to his touch. His fingers remain calloused, but he's been using moisturiser more recently, so they're softer than usual. Living with Hiyori has its perks! Jun's getting more used to using proper skincare products again, rather than whatever random items found in his bathroom.

Despite the nerves he felt moments ago, he's growing accustomed to feeling around down there, just as he did the very first time they touched one another. Perhaps Hiyori yapping on about massages and wanting them to get some kind of oil massage helps; usually, he'd find Hiyori's incessant talking annoying. At the moment, it's calming his nerves and reassuring Jun he can handle this. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-31 10:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ And while Hiyori continues rambling on about visiting the couple's massage parlour, Jun slides in his finger, immediately sensing a soothing warmth while half-wiggling around inside. Though only partially inserted, Jun gently probes around, stretching his finger as if exploring and preparing for what's to come. ]

Ohii-san... how're you still yapping on 'bout a massage?

[ He's not irked, but almost knuckle deep inside; how can Hiyori concentrate like this? Barely able to think clearly, let alone entertain the prospect of a couple's massage. Though he'd be more than willing to indulge Hiyori's wishes for one!

With his free hand, Jun leans forward and gently pushes Hiyori's bangs aside to make room for the seashell hair ornament. He briefly considers removing the ornament to prevent any potential damage but ultimately decides to leave it as is. In the end, he remembers Hiyori as the mermaid, captivating through his siren song, and Jun as the simple sailor, making the ornament a perfect fit.

As Jun stretches his finger inside, he curls it upward, feeling the warmth enveloping him. The smooth, slick coating lets his fingers glide in almost effortlessly, surrounding himself with Hiyori's tightness. Jun pauses, considering whether to insert more. Deciding to take it slow, he waits a moment, savouring the tightness as his eyes turn molten with lust. ]


We... we can do it, yeah~? We'll do the damned oil massage whenever ya want.

[ So much for trying to stay cool, calm and collected. His voice hits a high octave, sending shivers down his spine. Hiyori feels far too good as he wiggles the finger around, given they've done little else. ]
Edited (idk how to write today) 2024-07-31 10:25 (UTC)
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-09 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ Struggling to see Hiyori as the "reliable cool senpai" - most of the time, the senpai dynamic just didn't fit. In fact, Jun couldn't even remember the last time he had thought of Hiyori in that way. And right now, it hardly mattered; what mattered was how they both felt about each other, even if it was as clear as day.

Being with Ohii-san always felt like the first time, overwhelming Jun with desire and a deep, all-encompassing love. He wants nothing more than to shower Hiyori in the love and affection he deserved. Jun was still learning that part, but he was trying harder than ever before for the person who had taught him about the world and how to love.

Having Hiyori’s body react in a way that sent heat rushing to Jun's cheeks. The tightness squeezing his finger has him wanting more, and Jun's breathing grows more hot and ragged, as if he was having trouble catching his breath. Maybe the element of surprise had helped Jun become more aware of just how much Hiyori wanted him.

All he wants to do is continue exploring, attuning to every sound Hiyori makes, every tug of the sheets seared into his mind. Should he curl his finger again? The sheets were pulling tighter, so he decides to try it once more. The overwhelming feeling remains, the tight squeeze around his finger, and the way Hiyori reacts causes him to look back with a hunger in his eyes. ]


Ohii-san, does it… feel good? ‘Cause you feel good ‘round my finger.

[ He doesn’t need to ask, the reactions are enough for Jun to go by. But it’s the way Hiyori sounds; as if he’s distracted and breathier, and he’s quit yapping on about the couple’s oil massage—as if his breath has been stolen away.

Isn’t this what Jun wanted? To touch Hiyori wherever he pleases, and without judgment, or any doubt clouding his mind? What else does he want? It seems Hiyori knows before his body has caught up.

His gaze fixes on Hiyori, not wanting to leave for a second. The sly smile, how Hiyori draws in his legs tighter— Jun can’t help the throb of desire coursing in his stomach, nor the sudden throb of his cock pressing against bare skin. ]


Ye-ah, and what’s that~? Part of me thinks I dunno what I want.

[ He can clearly hear the tease behind the words, but right now he can’t find it in himself to care. Jun has Hiyori right where he wants him, so he’ll go along with it. ]

… can ya read my mind now, Ohii-san?
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-12 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ Press X to doubt! Hiyori can be the cool senpai in his mind.

Or just the cool part!

Perhaps it’s a good thing one of them is trying to keep “cool.” It’s safe to say Hiyori is stroking each of his desires and then some. Again, it’s helping Jun alienate the fear of not doing a good job. Seeing Hiyori, hearing his reactions and the way his body clenches around his own finger, wants him to continue curling, exploring and finding Ohii-san’s sweet spot.

Still, he’s never done anything close to this before. Not even on himself! Should he add a second finger? Push the current one in even further? It’s safe to say Jun is still getting a feel for it. What he does like is how Hiyori squeezes around his finger, and how needy he feels squirming against Jun. ]


Mhm, just maybe~?

[ He teases, sounding low and breathy. Loving it when Hiyori gets all so cute and flustered. The squirm of his hips cause Jun’s finger to slide in deeper, forcing him to suck down a breath. He knows it feels good, firstly feeling around Ohii-san and how he’s allowed it. And secondly, how can he talk so “dirty” with Jun’s finger inside?

With his gaze turning dark, the finger continues to explore, finding Hiyori’s walls from this new position. While it may not be effective dirty talk, it has the desired effect on Jun. His gaze turns darker with desire, length continuing to throb against Hiyori. ]


That’s…

[ Something Jun has been thinking about.

He’s secretly wondered what it might feel like, especially now after experiencing the way Hiyori and his body reacts. What might it feel like? Just as good as his finger, wouldn’t it? Or perhaps even better. The finger curls up a touch harsher, the desire clouding his thoughts. ]


… you’re just putting those thoughts into my head! What I think… I think it’d feel really good. Ohii-san’s cute and tight, so I’d wanna feel him squeezing all ‘round me. And I’d get to feel him squeezing me tight ♪

[ He throbs again, another curl of his finger while his chest flutters with excitement. Jun has no idea where Hiyori has got that from, though, it’s not off the mark.

… not far from where his desires were at. ]


Ohii-san wants it that badly, hmm~?

[ With a smile playing on his lips, he teases with little restraint. His finger continues to roam, eagerly exploring every inch of Ohii-san’s body. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-16 10:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ Revealing the way Hiyori sounds, he lets out a breathy laugh, all filled with desire. With each movement, Hiyori feels deliciously tight around his probing finger, sending his brain haywire. Each shallow exhale tingles against Jun's skin, a delicate contrast to the warm, tight embrace as he continues exploring. Having the squeeze of Hiyori's thighs guided his finger in with ease, despite his initial hesitation before plunging deeper. 

He can't shake the overwhelming sensation that his finger is inside Hiyori, that he's touching his partner in a way he never has before. Almost struggling to keep it together, he can't help but continue his playful touch and playful words, which inadvertently help Jun maintain composure. It's obvious in the way he stutters Hiyori has succeeded in flustering him, as the rubbing inside becomes more earnest and almost desperate. It hardly helps that Hiyori keeps talking, and Jun has half a mind to take what they both want. It's the same thought he had when they first touched one another; he wants Hiyori for his own selfish reasons: "It's what you want, isn't it?" The voice said the same thing back then as it does now.

Despite the temptation, he resists the urge to give in to his fantasies, determined to keep a level head. It feels all too real to have Hiyori beneath him, all needy and ready to give in to him. His eyes drift half-shut as he watches Hiyori's features contort with pleasure when Jun hits that sensitive spot. Hasn't he already become a slave to those urges? Better yet, a slave to Hiyori, as he's been seduced, taken in, and left wanting more. Having those fantasies, Jun's cock twitches and presses upward as he subtly rolls his hips in rhythm with the finger's movements. 

Gaze fixed intently on Hiyori, his mouth half-open as he bites down, shivers sending down his spine hearing the beautiful, breathy moan. The one that forces Jun to curl his finger harshly, wanting to feel every inch, crevasse, and point of where his finger can reach. ]


Q..quit it, Ohii-san. You're making me want you even more.

[ His tone is a little stern, only because he's meant to be the responsible one. He wasn't meant to give in to those urges, not like this. A breathy moan spills past his lips, having Hiyori hug tight again, the heat leads straight to his cock.

His breathing becomes short as he manages to press a soft kiss on Hiyori's temple, overcome with a desire he can't quite quench. His thumb outlines the rim of Hiyori's hole, tempting him to slide another finger inside to quench the desire to slide something else inside. ]


Goddamn... Fuck...

[ Even though Hiyori has admitted to wanting this just as badly, he can't bring himself to act on it. Jun's finger twitches with the urge to grab him, still fighting the impulse, trying to suppress the overwhelming want Ohii-san's stirring within him. Better yet, he needs to find a way to rid himself of this sense that Hiyori is pushing him dangerously close to losing control. ]

You're so goddamn insufferable, you know that? I want it so goddamn badly, Ohii-san, and I'm boutta lose control.

[ Evidently, his favourite word continues to slip past his lips. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-27 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's teetering on the edge of losing control, desperately wanting to take what he desires and make Hiyori lose control as well. At the moment, this may seem like the opposite of a problem with Hiyori. But would he still feel this way if Jun were to completely lose restraint?

Just when Jun got lucky, right as he discovered a new angle that wiped the smug retort off Hiyori's face. Consumed by a haze of desire, he craves to hear Hiyori whimper beneath him. But Hiyori doesn't even need to finish his gloating retort since Jun's mind is constantly consumed by thoughts of him and his silly, little whims. ]


Ye..ah, whatever you want.

[ In a shaky voice, he murmurs into Hiyori's temple, sensing his desire for more. Determined to please, Jun takes a deep breath and uncurls his finger, no longer teasing with his touches. He wants to voice his needs, but hesitates, fearing he may not do enough or inadvertently hurt Hiyori, being so focused on his pleasure.

As Hiyori's hips ground against his hand, his finger curls instinctively. He peers down, watching the unblemished skin of his bare throat, and further watching Hiyori's lips part. Shifting slightly, he moves his thumb away, pressing the tip of his pointer finger against the delicate rim instead.

Hesitant, he decides against pushing forward, wanting to ensure this is truly Ohii-san's desire for more. Instead, he lowers his head, pressing a soft kiss to Hiyori's neck, breath hot and ragged, he still hesitates. ]


Listen, what d'you, uh, want... more of?

[ So much for giving Ohii-san "whatever he wants."

It does sound something close to a plea, but Jun, still so unsure, needs to know. Despite having his finger deeply inserted, the warmth enveloping him, Jun's maintaining a clear and focused state of mind. .. or as much as he can. He's overthinking again, lost in the depths of pleasure, and wanting to be a good, attentive lover. The uncertainty in his voice is clear, but Jun wants to get this right. ]


Can.. didja want me to use another finger or is it good with one?
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-09-04 10:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hiyori's soft sounds cause his chest to convulse, wanting to press up even more against him. He feels like they're almost one, like this, feeling all of Hiyori and wanting to feel even more. It does make him nervous, not knowing what Hiyori wants, at least not right now.

Maybe the more they engage in this, the better they’ll understand each other’s desires. He releases a soft whimper as Hiyori’s eyes flutter open, the intense, dark gaze making his pulse race. Jun's beginning to understand, from feeling the way Hiyori clenches around his finger to the desire painted across his face. It’s slow, a result of their inexperience and fear of hurting Hiyori. But now he gets it, with his heart racing a mile per minute, exploring more and more. Future Jun will know; he'll read the atmosphere (and Hiyori's body) and figure it out.

That's the kind of attentive lover he wants to be. ]


Yeah, alright. I got it.

[ He’s nearly breathless, the words hanging in the air long after they’re spoken. As he shifts his body, the warm arms encircling his neck make him feel more connected than ever. The tip of his finger presses in, and it’s difficult to discern his emotions. With Hiyori here, telling him he can handle another, his nerves begin to ease up. ]

You're so warm, Ohii-san. I promise to make ya feel twice as good ♪

[ He mumurs, repeating some of the words back. It's true, Jun does want to make him feel "twice as good." And shouldn't that be a given? Having the validation helps; things will get better, and he'll learn how to do this properly. Hiyori looks so beautiful like this, expression hazy and unfocused. Completely mesmerised, he slides his finger in, inch by inch. Slow, but not too slow, wanting to find the same rhythm and spot from earlier. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-10-11 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ Seeing Hiyori's reactions gives him much-needed confidence, wanting to ensure he's getting this right. By the sounds of it, and feel, he seems to be hitting all the right spots. Longing to forever commit this moment to memory, Hiyori's laboured breathing, the struggle to finish his sentences... The feeling of him squeezing around Jun's fingers, leaves him wanting to do more. ]

You're so pretty like this... All cute and flushed, and not finishing what you wanna say.

[ Lost in the moment, Jun murmurs without thinking, allowing those words to be set free, taking over. As he draws Hiyori closer, using the second finger to gently stretch and open him up, a deep desire awakens within Jun. Wanting to push the boundaries and see how much more Ohii-san can take, there's an eagerness to commit the image to memory. But he does as Hiyori wants, continuing to rub at the same spot as earlier, curling his finger once he finds the exact spot again.

The intense heat against his fingers sends his brain into a frenzy, and Jun's entire body shivers in anticipation of the pleasure Hiyori must be feeling. Hiyori's hips rock against his own, his finger sliding in further, a near guttural moan escaping as his second finger moves in and out, still massaging the first. Jun's painfully hard and straining, desperate to keep feeding Hiyori more and more pleasure until it becomes overwhelming. ]


Promise I'll keep at it 'til ya want me to stop. 'Cause no part of me's planning on it, not while Ohii-san's bein' real greedy, cute and demanding. But if parts of Ohii-san feel lonely, I'll just pay 'em some attention, too!

[ He's unsure if he has the coordination for both. Paying attention to multiple parts of Hiyori might prove a bit challenging. But just because something's difficult doesn't mean he won't try it. Pressing his hips down, he hovers over Hiyori, taking in the familiar sight. His heart skips a beat as he leans in and firmly presses his lips against Hiyori's, the familiar taste causing Jun to whimper his name. ]
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-02 06:09 pm (UTC)(link)
( It's a new month, so he supposes he should share some information with more than just one person... )

Hello, Hiyori. I hope you've been doing well. From your performance at the "beach," I assume so.

I have some relevant information to share, but it's not exactly the pleasant kind, so do tell me when you think you're prepared to stomach it.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-03 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
( so dazzled... he can call him pretty later. )

I'll start by saying I'm not able to reveal my sources for this.

Death isn't permanent here, nor does murdering seem to hold any punishment.

When brought back to life, the killed may experience an illness or some other sense of wrongness.

While dead, you are still part of the "game".
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-04 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
Correct. Both of the parties involved are normal, living guests. One died, and a week later, came back with an illness of some sort.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-04 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't be repeating it if it was merely a rumor. I witnessed it, if you must know, but I won't discuss details further than that. I have to look out for myself, you understand.

As for that, well... their cards can still be earned. I suggest you trust me on that without elaboration, as well.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-04 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
( SORRY HIYORI......... )

Well, if you ask some, it's all fine and deserved since I'm a spoiled little Prince.

But unfortunately, no, I can't share even that much. I'd hate for you to go poking around and get into trouble yourself.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-04 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
( Hm. Sorry again, Hiyori, he might have already let it slip to a few people. )

Aside from the killer, yes. That's why I can't exactly say anything. I should hope you'll be careful before spreading this around, either. Spread the facts as I listed them without talking about hearing about someone getting murdered, if you can. I don't want it traced back to my information.

But I have heard others mentioning that death isn't permanent here, so it may not be the first time, indeed.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-04 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
( Ouch. He can't exactly defend himself when he brings it forward like this, no honesty at all in his sharing, but. He doesn't exactly want to, either. There's never been any reason to explain his own thinking, his own reasoning, his own circumstances, and so why should this be any different? )

Right. Somewhere between alive and dead. I wonder if that changes anything...

I questioned the doctors after the person came back to life, and was met with the explanation that they "never died in the first place," that this doctor performed life saving surgery. This is absolutely a lie, I can tell you this much. I saw it with my own eyes. I checked for a pulse. There was nothing.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-04 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
Checking in the exact way I checked before would require an elaborate setup. I can't do it on the spot.

But I can sense some things, and I didn't notice any changes other than death, and now it's as if that didn't happen at all.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-04 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, don't sound pathetic like this. I just know you're making a face that doesn't suit you.

We can get home. There's always "a way," it's just a matter of finding it, or creating it. I've been working where I can with my magic, testing its limits and the limits of the House itself. So relax a little.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-04 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
There you go. Isn't that better?

In any case, the suits seem to be in constant conflict already, fluctuating by the day and hour. The last I checked, clubs had a lead of sorts, so those sort of incidents may just be culminations of collected energy from the struggles?

I can't say for sure. But I am looking into it.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-04 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Ahh, right. I'll look forward to hearing from you on that, then, Hiyori.

But I feel it worth mentioning in one more way: think of these conflicts as something like an hourglass. In order for one side to be full, the other has to be drained. You know? Most things in life are like this, and this place seems no different.

Well, I suppose it doesn't matter if you still find it stupid.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-05 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
No, I mean between the suits. While Clubs seemed the highest when I checked, Diamonds seemed the lowest, and similarly, Hearts and Spades were lower, as well... But it seems to be constantly fluctuating.

The reason they may be in constant conflict with one another is like someone trying to constantly keep an hourglass even. You'd have to keep flipping it around.

It's a little complicated, and they're just my guesses based on what I saw.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-08 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
I can't say that I know for sure on that, just that I didn't see a thread connecting them. I'll take another look tonight, perhaps.

It's just a bit of a pain, considering how my memories get shuffled through in return.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-08 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Looking, I think. It felt like someone was inside of my head, and as memories randomly came to mind, I felt a distinct presence there. It was like a horrible pressure.

And then my nose began to bleed severely. I even passed out for a few seconds, so I'll have to try to be more careful.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-09 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
It won't. That went back to normal rather quickly, so I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't mention seeing anything like that.

In any case, I'll go back to waiting for your news.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-14 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
Finally, some interesting news. Let's hear it, then.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-15 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
Fate... That does make sense, doesn't it? Why even those lost souls stuck between life and death have something to offer, why interacting with multiple people creates such a large amount of this energy. We're all here from separate realms, so our paths wouldn't normally cross... That's true.

As for the Emperor versus the servant who dies young, I think that's clear, as well. The former would have more opportunity and ability to live a long life, make many choices, take many paths. The servant would not, whether from poverty, from lack of freedom, or from the short life.

This is extremely useful information, so I'm taking notes myself now.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-15 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
First, that dog is talented enough in a number of ways to mean that his existence can certainly influence others... But wasn't it in one of those messages, that some players have more importance than others, or something? I'll have to check my notes.

Perhaps it's because I'm familiar with magic that works along these lines, but it makes sense to me. Fate is often described as something beyond our control, but it's more like a metal, malleable with the right force. Intimacy... I would think sex is an easy way to facilitate it. It causes lust, causes romantic feelings, can cause anger, jealousy, hatred, betrayal— all of those things are relevant in creating changes in fate, too. I think.

I think 52 is arbitrary.

But to use fate is a concept I have to consider. If only I had access to some of the books from back home...
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-18 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't sound like it's about doing great things or not. It sounds to me like those who have a higher potential for... changes? Connections? Opportunity? Just from my understanding of magic involved in similar concepts, anyway.

Keeping that in mind, it makes more sense why someone like you would still be here. It doesn't matter how much you try to fight it, or what sort of things you do or don't do— it matters that others are going to meet you here, perhaps?

Sex does seem to be the main catalyst for transferring energy, though, so I'm still trying to think through it. Well, for now, I feel like we at least have a direction.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-29 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
Of course. To be perfectly honest, I don't exactly care to get back "home". But that doesn't mean I can't recognize that others certainly want to, and the path to the way "out" leads to many other interesting things along the way.

I get to practice my magic, I get to learn things.

Anyway, knowing how the House works also means I know how to start looking at it. Like how knowing if your patient was a human or a dog would help you in surgery.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-30 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Then let me reassure you with this: I'm not afraid of gods, and I don't intend to attempt training or reasoning.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-07-31 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
( NO ONE BELIEVES HE CAN FIGHT A GOD!! HE ATE A GOD!!! )

Thanks.
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-25 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ This morning Jun awoke much earlier than usual, but there’s a good reason why. Why you might ask? It’s Hiyori’s birthday, which means it’s an even more special day! Starting with his first gift of the day, which just so happens to be breakfast in bed.

Breakfast is the most important meal of the day, so what better way to start the day by having breakfast while being comfortable in bed!

He hopes not to wake Hiyori just yet, not while he’s sleeping and very cutely, too. With their makeshift kitchen, he manages to keep the noise down (or so he believes) not wanting to wake or disturb the sleeping princess in the next room. For good measure, Jun carries in the tray first, placing it on their nightstand while turning down the quilt. And sitting on the trays filled with breakfast food are plates of pancakes shaped into a design of the sun, French toast, a mixture of fruit and croissants. Rounded off with a pot of tea, teacups and edible flowers placed around the tray.

In the middle there is a single red rose, which has “apparently,” been removed of all pollen. (As per the shopkeepers words.) It’s romantic, cheesy and sweet. And all of Jun’s best intentions on display, wanting to show off his love and affection to his special someone. * Not as if Jun needs to display said love only on Hiyori’s birthday, he can and will provide him with enough love to last a lifetime.

Now’s the time to rouse the sleeping princess, or if he’s awake due to the noise, which Jun is no longer being discreet about. He’ll lean in close, closing the distance between them and planting a soft, tender kiss against Hiyori’s soft lips. Brushing their lips together for a moment, while smiling from ear-to-ear. ]


Happy birthday, Ohii-san.

[ All while placing the breakfast tray on top of his legs; pouring a cup of tea. Well, not before placing a soft towel underneath to catch any crumbs. (Don’t ask what time Jun woke up for this. And the day is much more important, anyway!)

He’s fairly pleased with himself, also hoping Hiyori enjoys the meal while not having to worry about a thing all day as Jun has it covered. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-26 01:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He can't give away all his secrets, but he did have this planned for a little while. With their newborn chick, things were thrown into perspective, afraid she'd blow his cover. But even though she's asleep, much can be said about how thankful Jun is for that. Despite her keeping them up all hours of the night! (It seems she's more than inherited Hiyori's love of talking.)

It wasn't easy to keep this a secret, considering Jun's usually an open book. But despite the odds, and Hiyori's warnings of curses, he wanted to make a nice breakfast spread for his birthday.

After posing the question, he nods, watching Hiyori as he takes in the tray, showing a bit of surprise. ]


Yeah, that was all me ♪ I'll tell you it wasn't easy keeping it from you or her. I was sorta afraid she'd make a racket before I got your breakfast sorted.

[ And honestly, it doesn't seem as if Ohii-san's cursed. But perhaps it's too early to tell! He never saw Rinne when he was cursed, so if Hiyori is, it might show up later. But the hope is Hiyori isn't cursed and they get to have a fun day as partners hanging around, doing something enjoyable. ]

I'd prefer you didn't, Ohii-san. Only 'cause you'd be wearing it, and I just poured your tea. But I appreciate you wanting to hug me, anyway! Just keep it in mind for later ♪

[ He smiles at the thought, wanting Hiyori to enjoy himself and not worry about a thing on his special day. Now it's strange to think how their days would go back home, spending their birthday in a Q&A session, a private concert or a company birthday. Not today! Perhaps next year Hiyori will be spending his birthday doing any one of those things, or the photoshoot. ]

... also, sorry 'bout waking you! I wasn't gonna shake you awake, so I had to improvise.

[ He also doesn't sound very sorry about it, because he's not! ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-27 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
She’s fine, Ohii-san. Think she finally tired herself out from chirping all night.

[ Last Jun checked she’d been sleeping, which even had surprised him. Though, for the current them, it helps she’s asleep and not making a racket for attention. It’s cute seeing how doting Hiyori’s become of their little bird daughter, bringing a fond smile to his face.

Or perhaps their little chicks thought they deserved some privacy? Jun had woken up fairly early, but even then she’d been sleeping soundly in her makeshift nest. Whatever the case may be, he’s glad for the chance at silence. Hiyori does look tired around the eyes, something he acquaints with their chatterbox, but Jun also thinks Hiyori looks as beautiful as ever. ]


Mhm, I’ll keep it in mind ♪ ‘Cause seeing Ohii-san’s pretty face each morning makes me wanna give him a kiss or two, or maybe even three ♪

[ He smiles, watching Hiyori’s cheeky smile mixed with words fill him with warmth. Though, it’s a little tricky to fulfill the promise with a tray between them. Currently, the tray seems to be their biggest obstacle! Kisses are very important, so he’ll just have to move it! Also, he wouldn’t want Hiyori to miss out on birthday kisses and wear his breakfast. ]

Hey, I’m gonna move the tray ‘cause if you wanna kiss, I don’t want you wearing it. ‘Sides, the teas pretty scorching and last thing I want is you burning yourself.

[ And he selfishly wants Ohii-san kisses, not that he’s alluding to it. The tea isn’t too hot, it’s only an excuse! And a fairly good one, if he does say so himself.

Though, he does effortlessly pick up the wooden tray, placing it back onto the side drawer beside their bed. This way they both receive what they want, so it’s a win all around.

He looks pleased with himself, taking the initiative to lean forward and softly press his lips to Hiyori’s. Yep, kissing is much easier without a tray in their way. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-07-28 12:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She is She is growing so fast that it can sometimes be challenging to keep up with her eating habits. After discovering more about their chick, it's surprising how quickly she's growing up. It is related to the House and its "magic," or due to her parents caring for her. Jun likes to think it's the latter, not wanting to thank the House for anything. Even now, she's quiet, likely snugged up warm inside her nest and having delightful chick dreams about worms.

Despite Hiyori's annoying or outlandish demands, Jun is determined not to complain today. This is a rare occurrence, considering he struggles to go a day without voicing his grievances. But today, he's trying!! And Jun finds Hiyori extra adorable this morning, even though he seems under the weather and a bit haggard. No matter how he looks, Jun will always find him to be beautiful, cute, pretty, and all those other lovely words. That's the very essence of true love!!

As the ever-devoted partner he portrays himself to be, Jun ensures he tells Hiyori exactly that. Even if Hiyori doesn't feel his best, Jun will always seem as beautiful! That's just how it works for them.

After parting from the kiss, he smiles happily. He brushes their noses together, almost pleased that Hiyori doesn't feel cursed yet. Instead, he feels pleasantly hot! But to be sure, he's going to ask. ]


Maybe you need to kiss me again, Ohii-san! Y'know, just to be sure. It's pretty important to make sure you're not cursed ~ ♪

[ Yep, setting aside the tray was a smart move! ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-01 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ He can't keep the all-knowing smile hidden, knowing Hiyori sees right through him and picks up on his not-so-subtle pick-up line. Honestly, even if Hiyori's curse hadn't been triggered yet, or if a kiss from "true love" could break the curse, he would still crave kisses. More and more of them!

... he wants to touch Hiyori; of course, he does. Whenever the kisses start, it's not so straightforward for them to stop. The familiar warmth But to avoid any interruptions now, they'll need to ensure their bird daughter remains undisturbed. He can't risk her incessant chirping, drawing attention from her "preoccupied" parents. That'd kill the mood! ]


Mmm, can ya blame me? Kissing you always feels real good.

[ It's true; he doesn't need an excuse. But pretending as if he needs one is fun if only for the way Hiyori's eyes light up.

As they kiss, his hand trails up to the hem of Hiyori's pyjama shirt, fingers tracing along the hem. His finger half-hooks into the buttons, ready to unbutton them. They're quite loving with each other, but that's not a problem! Recalling Hiyori's earlier mention of the curse and the food they've stockpiled, he figures they have nothing else planned for the day.

With a gentle touch, Jun's thumb caresses Hiyori's cheek, pressing lightly against the bags beneath his eyes. His hand then glides upward, fingers threading through Hiyori's tousled hair. Though the locks are tangled and look like a bird's nest, Jun tenderly brushes through the tangles, savouring the intimacy between them. And regardless of Hiyori's dishevelled appearance or apparent lack of sleep, he'll remain breathtakingly beautiful in Jun's eyes. So, they can easily spend all day kissing!

The illusion shatters when there's a sudden knock at the door.

Reluctant to break apart, the persistent knocking becomes a little frustrating. A louder knock would awaken their sleeping chick! They'd then have no alone time. Opening his eyes, he drinks in Hiyori again, leaving an open-mouth kiss as he nudges their noses together. ]


Want me to get the door?

[ He asks, breath hot against Hiyori's lips. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-02 01:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The familiar warmth blooms in his cheeks as his body heats up again. A week may have felt long in retrospect, but amid their preoccupations, no one else should be bothering them today. Whether intimate or not, Jun considers himself the luckiest, waking up beside Hiyori and seeing his handsome face each morning. Given the circumstances, Jun has no grounds to complain about Hiyori rightfully not being in the mood.

Hearing the familiar, sweet sigh is like music to his ears. It's only a little (a lot) frustrating the knocking continues right as he wants to continue slipping fingers right underneath Hiyori's shirt. If this is how Hiyori wants to wake up every morning, he'll make a mental note to do it every morning. He'll be good like that, greeting Hiyori the way he should be every morning.

Brow furrowed in confusion, Jun listened to the voice on the other side of the door. "Delivery?" the voice called out, but Jun knew he and Hiyori hadn't ordered anything. Besides, Hiyori had warned him about potential curses, advising against letting anyone else inside. And so, the unexpected visitor clearly isn't a welcome one!

Lastly, a curse shouldn't be something tangible. But if the House is finding new ways to send off their curses... ]


That's pretty cryptic, Ohii-san. But I'll tell 'em!

[ After kissing Hiyori's forehead, Jun climbs out of bed, padding across the room to the door. Where a delivery person quickly hands him the box and leaves. He hadn't even glimpsed the package before they left! But upon closer inspection, the box doesn't appear too suspicious, so he figures it's safe to bring inside.

A soft chirp echoes through the suite, but it's not overly loud. Perhaps she's still sleeping! He carries the box back into their room and partially resumes his position in bed. ]


.. uh, d'you know anyone who'd send this? I dunno what you'd call shady, but the guy shoved it in my hands and walked off. Anyway, it's gotta be for you ♪

[ Since it's his birthday! Jun hands off the box, curiously wanting to know what's inside. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-07 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's learned a lot from their brief time together, and his selection for the Bridal MV was no accident. Now, he's determined to show the person he loves just how deeply he cares.

When the expected deluge of chirping doesn't materialise, he breathes a sigh of relief. And then another, for good measure. Thankfully Hiyori accepts the package without fuss, though Jun can't deny his curiosity about who dropped it in the delivery person's hands.

"JMM?" Hiyori's words stump Jun, who hadn't looked at the card, considering the package wasn't for him. As Hiyori opens it, he leans in for a closer look, revealing exquisitely handcrafted clothing. The kind they might wear on stage back home!

Even Jun can tell the craftsmanship is beautiful, glancing back and forth between Hiyori and the box in awe. At least it's not some cursed item from the House! ]


It kinda reminds me of outfits we'd wear back home.

[ The suit jacket is already twice as beautiful, and he notices the intricate embroidery and details. The large box suggests there may be more inside, and sure enough, there's the matching suit pants. It would look awkward for Hiyori not to have the full suit ensemble. But there's something else inside that Hiyori likely hasn't noticed yet. ]

Ohii-san, looks like you've got another set of clothes underneath. It makes sense 'cause it's your birthday! But looks like whoever it's from went above and beyond ♪

[ He says all with a cheerful smile, wanting to know if it's the same suit or different embroidery down the lapels. It's all pretty exciting, he just hopes whoever sent it, didn't sew in a curse. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-10 01:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ I believe in you!!! I'm sure whatever you pick will look great.

Even though he knows it seems like your average suit, it is the first thing that comes to mind. The stitching is incredible, though, and it is really lovely. Jun cannot help but think that Hiyori will look charming in it. He has a natural talent for wearing suits, which Jun thinks he lacks.

Or so he thinks!

The shirt and slacks match perfectly, even the shirt needlework looks exquisite. Whoever sent over the gift has beautiful handiwork, even Jun can admire it. He watches as Hiyori draws out the remaining clothes, turning and looking back down once he mentions the suit being for Jun. ]


For me...? But it's your birthday.

[ He sounds a little bit in disbelief, wondering why someone would give him a suit. It makes sense for Hiyori, it's his birthday, and the gift was delivered to his door! Jun can't get his head around it, glancing down again as Hiyori lines the two suit jackets next to one another. ]

I mean, yeah, they match but... I dunno if it's for me.

[ Besides, wouldn't Hiyori look good in blue? Jun tends to think he looks good in anything, but he might be a bit biased in that regard. He still can't believe it, there must be a mistake, even if the other suit jacket does look a tiny bit different. Maybe for the ~muscles~! ]

Wait.. who're you talking 'bout? Ohii-san, who's "she"?

[ Who knows their measurements?? He's curious about what Hiyori could mean. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-15 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It kind of reminds me of the Eden trip suit, but nicer! The picture works well for an idea. Hopefully she hasn’t been eavesdropping on their conversations, that’d be embarrassing! If true, it’s no small wonder she knows about them!!

He still can’t wrap his head fully around what Ohii-san’s saying. Jun hardly knows Jin, only seeing her from the times Eve dined in her restaurant. Perhaps she saw them, knowing from the get-go they were shackled up. It makes zero sense for her to handcraft another suit for someone she knows from a distance. ]

She sent ‘em? Woow, I never woulda guessed… Not is she talented at running a restaurant, but she’s got a talent for suit-making.

[ Or needlework in general, she’s likely crafted a good number of garments over her time here.

But as for their sizes, it confuses him just as much. Jin could be that talented with a needle and thread, knowing from glancing at someone. It makes him think, knowing it’s true, she has only ever seen Jun from a distance. ]


Sounds like she’s just that talented, Ohii-san. But I’m still sorta confused if that’s one for me. Why’d she do that? It’s gotta be for you!

[ Jun didn’t run around the resort in hopes of finding memories, nor has he spoken to her at great length.

Once Hiyori removes the suit, it’s not lost on him how there’s no second shirt to go with it. It might be true, you could wear the shirt with both suits, it does seem as if they’d make a perfect match!

It seems Hiyori has another idea, only to find that it’s not something Jun would suggest. He turns at Hiyori as if he’s grown a second head, eyes narrowing as he takes it in. ]


You’re not serious, Ohii-san… Why’d she do something like that? And I dunno where you got that idea from. I don’t always wanna show off my muscles! You know it sounds sorta crazy, right?

[ And when he would like to show them off, he’d rather them be for Hiyori’s eyes only. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-18 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Now that's a relief! Having anyone eavesdrop on them, especially during their maze adventures, is almost an invasion of privacy. ]

I guess it'd make sense, yeah? 'Cause you saw her close up! Makes me wonder if she does, though...

[ Although Jun only saw the woman from a distance, he couldn't help but notice her impeccable outfit. If she did indeed make the clothes herself, that would be an impressive talent. Hiyori seems to think that's the case, even when Jun has doubts about how the suit should be worn.

However, Jun had other questions on his mind. He was curious about the suit, why did it not come with a shirt? Did she know about his passion for fitness? Had she seen him at the gym, or even at the beach, where he'd been known to parade around shirtless? These were questions that Jun knew Hiyori would not be able to answer. ]


Well, if I'm gonna give in and say that's true... how'd she know that? It's not like we're being embarrassing 'bout our relationship. And I'm not gonna lie, you still sound a lil' insane. Just 'cause you're "always saying" I'm your possession, doesn't mean I am? Or anyone else is gonna know we're one another's other halves...

[ Hiyori's logic sometimes seems a bit crazy to Jun, but if his logic ever made sense, it might be even crazier. But they are "two souls in one" and "two hearts beating as one," or anything lovey-dovey term used to describe them. That's something Jun can hardly refute, it makes him all warm inside instead.

But Jun isn't really sure what Hiyori told her! Could it be she detected something was going on between them? Just as Ibara and Arashi assumed? Well, whatever the case, if Hiyori's theory about the blue jacket is true, then it's flattering to own such a well-made garment. ]


Well, I'd say she's pretty smart!

[ Especially if she gleaned something more from Hiyori's words, given that they are beloved partners. He wouldn't want anyone else by his side! But the question remains: how would they both look in the matching suits?

This isn’t the first time they’ve worn coordinated outfits, and it likely won’t be the last! ]


If you're sure 'bout it... That'll be the only way we're gonna know for sure. And I doubt it's gonna be some big reveal like Cinderella, Ohii-san.

[ His hand smooths over the jacket, it feels expensively made, or the fabric feels expensive in quality. ]

We can just try 'em on here! It's nothing I haven't seen before ~ ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-21 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ No wonder why people had the idea they were dating before they were. It’s all Hiyori’s doing! (And partly Jun’s!) ]

But from far away, Ohii-san? She’s gotta have pretty good eyesight to tell from across a room. Well, whatever! Guess she knows without being told.

[ No comment on the body language part. Sometimes Jun catches himself staring at Hiyori with a big, goofy grin which might be classed as him saying “I love my partner.” And other times he looks at Hiyori fondly. Maybe their body language gave them away, after all!

It wouldn’t be the first time, or even the last.

And it’s true, Jun could have seen anything due to them being roommates back in Reimei. But he lets it slide, nodding his head as if to say he won’t spoil the grand surprise.


With that out of the way, he shrugs off his shirt, letting it fall onto the bed. Reaching for the pants, he’s pleased to find they fit perfectly. Next he slips on the suit jacket, smoothing fingers down the lapel and across the embroidery.

Despite feeling slightly exposed with the jacket left unbuttoned, the fabric feels comfortable against his skin. His muscles don’t quite spill out, but there’s enough chest and abs on display which might stop someone in their tracks. ]


Hey, I never said I was ready!

[ Well, it hardly matters now because he was basically ready. Anyway, he turns around to face Hiyori, tugging on the sleeves of the jacket.

Hiyori, dressed in the sleek, green suit, looks as if he’s stepped straight out of a magazine. Even if his hair isn’t done, the bags under his eyes are as clear as ever..! But if Jun’s being honest, he thinks Hiyori looks as beautiful as ever! Continuing to drink in the sight, a fond smile curls at the corner of his mouth, taking a deep breath in. ]


You look beautiful, Ohii-san! The colour really brings out your eyes ♪

[ Not that Jun knows much about fashion to begin with… ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-24 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hopefully she wasn't watching them like a hawk! (She could be bored and people-watch in her establishment. Who knows at this point!)

Hiyori usually does, which Jun's made fun of numerous times before. But this time he took a little longer to put on the suit. He's still in disbelief this suit was made specifically for him, where it fits snugly and comfortably against his muscles without feeling too tight. He can even stretch his arm out without the fabric straining. But what's more, is how Hiyori thinks he'll look in the suit.

For now, he'll leave it unbuttoned, wanting to let his muscles shine. He hopes it looks nice, and Hiyori likes the way he looks. He half-grins, allowing Hiyori to look and take in the suit however he likes, taking in the returning smile. ]


I'm learning, Ohii-san! Can't keep giving the same compliments, 'cause I gotta keep ya on your toes ♪

[ And he needs to step it up, because when he looks at Hiyori, especially like this and truly thinks about it... Well, he does look beautiful and the colour does bring out his eyes! Maybe the suit's power doesn't affect Jun because he's already in love and completely captivated by the person wearing it. ]

Just "pretty good"? Yeah, I think you've got that right 'bout our charm! Our fans would probably wanna see us in 'em. Long as you think I still look "classy," I won't feel bad 'bout wearing the suit out ♪ And yep, it fits pretty snug! I dunno how she knew our measurements, but she seriously got it spot on ♪

[ Which means Hiyori's assumption is correct! Though Jun was sceptical, Hiyori's extensive knowledge from looks alone surprised him. The fact he could discern so much from looks alone leaves him feeling impressed. ]

Mhm, let's go! I wanna see how I look and I wanna see what we look like together ♪ Well, you're the one thinkin' it's a couples outfit, so... I dunno what a couples outfit looks like, Ohii-san.

[ But perhaps when they're side-to-side, looking at one another in the mirror, it'll all become clear. He flattens out the lapel, nodding towards the bathroom.

He tugs on Hiyori's hand, pulling them both into the bathroom and staring into the mirror. The flowers do seem to match, and the colours complement each other, but Jun, not being as fashion-savvy as Hiyori, is still a bit puzzled. ]


... so, what d'you think? I'd say we complement one another pretty well ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-08-29 01:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It would defeat the whole idea of creativity, but he rolls his eyes with a smile. Besides, giving away what he's going to say in advance makes the other compliments moot. And with that in mind, he doesn't need any help! He'll figure it out, come up with new compliments and cherish Hiyori even more.

Even with Hiyori bragging, no one needs to hear him praising himself today. ]


Well, I thought you'd say something else. It's not like I'm fishing for compliments, I'm just saying... I’d rather not be called that if you don’t really mean it, Ohii-san. But, thanks ♪

[ But Hiyori's hunch is right, he expected something other than "pretty good." And maybe, deep down, he hoped he might be called handsome, or anything else. He still doesn't know that Hiyori thought he was beautiful, but would he get a big head about it? Well, probably! He'd probably think Hiyori bumped his head again or drank something strange. Either way, he'll take the handsome compliment and smile.

Is it just because they're Eve? Or is it something else? Sure, they've worn numerous matching outfits before. It's just how life is as an idol! But this feels different, having them stand shoulder-to-shoulder, bathroom mirror showing off both of their matching suits from top to tail. Something feels right, despite Jun's scepticism from earlier, he realises now Jin did mean to tailor him a suit. Watching through the mirror his heart feels full, knowing even when they haven't been shouting their relationship to the rooftops, it's still known to someone here and doesn't seem too much of a liability.

It is something beautiful, their relationship, and their love for each other. Jun never knew love could feel this intense, and it's something he never wants to squander. Despite where it's blossomed and bloomed, his eyes soften feeling Hiyori's fingers brush against his. ]


Yeah, it's nice, really nice.

[ He breathes out, giving the hand in his a squeeze back. ]

Huh, what didja mean by that?

[ Genuinely curious, Jun wonders why Hiyori would have that particular thought about them wearing matching suits now. He hadn't realised they'd moved past that point, even though they had discussed it extensively before.

... Or to the point where they'd come to a mutual understanding. ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-09-01 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He wishes it were easier to come out and say what sort of compliments you’d like to receive, but Jun’s not that sort of person. With the confirmation he does look handsome, his chest bursts with warmth, having Hiyori say something and say he does mean it, makes Jun the most happiest person in the world. Wearing a suit isn’t usually his style! But as he looks back in the mirror, glancing between himself and Hiyori; something is abundantly clear! They do make an attractive couple, and Jun’s so happy, having what it seems like their love being recognised.

Hiyori articulates it in words better than Jun could, which is exactly what he’s been thinking. Here they are, in a shitty casino, being forced here against their will… but all throughout it all they’ve had one another. It’s the most comforting feeling waking up each morning seeing Hiyori’s beautiful sleeping face. It’s a comfort to Jun more than anything, more than Hiyori knows. ]


It’s like you’re reading my mind, Ohii-san.

[ Which means they’re on the same page! But being partners they usually are, aren’t they? Besides his heart doing a little flip, his thumb presses into Hiyori’s palm, rubbing circles. Really, Jun isn’t quite sure how to explain it either, but it’s exactly how he feels. Why else would someone in the resort go to the effort? ]

I’m not the sorta person who gets sappy ‘bout it, but it feels really good.

[ More than really good, but if he continues, he’d only be rehashing everything Hiyori’s already said. Though, it’s true! They don’t need anyone’s permission to love one another, or matching anything. It’s still nice to have, isn’t it? Maybe love made Jun soft, but it goes to show even he can experience a feeling that intensely and still be the same person.

What Hiyori’s proposing only makes sense. It’s Jun’s last string, too, but what else makes sense is how they’re still connected to one another. It may not be the red string, but who needs it? The House just gave them the wrong string, that’s all.

It’s not exactly what he had planned for Hiyori’s birthday, it’s definitely different. But the idea of having this, on Hiyori’s birthday, sounds nice. But one thing! ]


The thing ‘bout that… I don’t wanna get ‘em for the strings sake. Just for fun, but if you’re thinking it’ll count… Guess it depends? What’s “giving ourselves” really mean, anyway? We’ve done all that, and whoever’s deciding what counts is probably having a good time watching us fumble it.

[ Hearts or the House, who knows at this point! ]
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-09-06 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Maybe it's not.

Jun has realised now they don't need a silly, little red string to prove their love. He understands connections can form through the string, and it doesn't always have to be romantic. Besides, Jun doesn't have deep, romantic feelings for anyone else! After being afraid of intimacy for so long, finally he's grown comfortable enough for this. Sadly, Jun doesn't share this intense connection with anyone else, as his bond with Ibara isn't at the same level. Ultimately, there's no one else Jun would allow to have "all of him" the way Hiyori does.

It makes sense, doesn't it? If he has to wait his entire life to possess Hiyori, he just might. Honestly, it's not as if the string bothers him despite giving himself to his partner.

His head tilts, squeezing the hand in his tighter. ]


I just—had to be sure, y'know? 'Cause I know we kinda did, but I still don't wanna get ahead of myself, Ohii-san.

[ He knows there's nothing to be afraid of, and he shouldn't when Hiyori's been nothing but accepting. All in all, Jun should know better. ]

Good thing I’m not gonna let you become some brainwashed resident. And remember, we promised we’d stick together! We’re getting outta here and head back to Mary, Nagi-senpai, and Ibara. Maybe we can still perform in SS? Who knows, maybe time's stopped back home, and we’ll return to win! But I want that, 'cause you already have mine, and I'd be lying if I said I didn't.

[ His heart feels full hearing all of this, knowing Hiyori truly means it. They've already spoken about much of what they'd like to do back home, even before they were together! But he'd be lying to say he didn't want all of Hiyori's future, just as he's giving him.

When Hiyori turns serious, he knows it's real. Sure, Ohii-san is fussy, and needy and demands all of his attention, but as he's said before...! Jun could have tapped out at any time. His expression softens, a warm, fond smile spreading across his lips as he gazes at Hiyori filled with affection. ]


Don't really care what Hearts has in mind, Ohii-san. What we do shouldn't matter to 'em! But I get it, 'sides knowing shopping is your favourite hobby! And for your birthday, I wanted to pick out something nice, but guess it’s not really a surprise anymore, huh~?

[ It sounds like the "best idea" to him, too. Not because of the game, nothing ever has to do with the games this place throws at them. Jun wants to do it because he loves Hiyori, and wants to continue giving his best self every day. ]

I've got another lil' surprise for you, so you'd better be ready for it! ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-09-14 10:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hiyori never has to worry about their future; he truly means it. It's not just a comforting statement for Hiyori or himself. When he looks at Hiyori and reflects on all they've been through, there's no one else he wants to share his future with. Even back home, he had been ready to commit to Eve and Eden. What Jun was uncertain about years ago, now completely certain of.

"I have faith we'll win someday." Hearing these words make Jun feel a comforting warmth, as if everything will be alright once they return home. Regardless of the circumstances, their fans would still want them to win SS, even if they knew about their time in a sex casino. Jun wonders if time has stopped back home, or if he's only avoiding the thought of how Ibara and Nagi-senpai are managing without them. Eden would likely need to go on hiatus, something he's sure Hiyori wouldn't want to think too deeply about. Perhaps Ibara and Nagisa are performing as Adam, keeping the excitement alive for Eden and, by extension, Eve, ensuring that fans still talk about them. ]


Right, you'd better keep your eyes closed ♪

[ It's nothing extravagant, especially in a place where you can buy almost anything. But it's something Jun made himself—simple yet heartfelt. He steps away briefly, retrieving the gift from its hidden spot in one of their drawers. With a warm smile, he hands the package to Hiyori. Though Hiyori can't see the fondness in Jun's eyes right now, he’ll notice it once he opens the gift. ]

Made it myself, so dunno if it's good... But you can open 'em now!

[ He'll move to place the gift in Hiyori's hands, waiting for his eyes to open.

And as for what's inside the wrapped package? Well, it's a hand-knitted blanket. Not that it's necessary in a place where everything is easily bought, Jun intended to offer Hiyori a touch of extra comfort. The blanket is near the shade closest to Hiyori's image colour, with some uneven edges. It's not perfectly knit by any means, with a few gaps near the bottom, but it reflects Jun's most recent efforts in relearning sewing and knitting. (With thanks to the Ugly Duckling University!) ]


You know how we sometimes cuddle on the couch together? Well, I sorta figured it’d be nice to have this. And I didn't wanna buy anything, 'cause I think this'd show off my feelings better ♪

[ Of course, he’ll wait until Hiyori unwraps the gift, but he’s excitedly waiting to tell him all about it. ]

It's even got a lil' 'H' sewn into the bottom, 'cause it's all yours ~ ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-09-18 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ Back home, many things were different. Of course, he still managed to gift Hiyori something, but what could you get someone who has everything? Back then it made Jun nervous, and now it makes him even more nervous. He wants the gifts to be useful, something Hiyori likes, just to be certain he knows his partners' preferences. Even more now, where not only does Hiyori occupy his thoughts, but also his day-to-day life.

That's why there's a hint of nervousness as he hands over something he made himself. He's not a professional at all, the stitching isn't perfect, with the "H" being off by an inch or two. But it's brimming with love and care, reflecting Jun's personality just as much. (Besides, he had been thinking about buying them rings, and he can do that any day he likes!) But this was the first big project he had worked on. While knitting something Mary's size was easier, this took time and effort, and he wanted to put in the effort to see it through to the end. ]


Yep, all my handiwork! Pretty proud I got it done ♪

[ He seems prouder, chest puffing out a little as the motivation behind his actions becomes clear. Knitting from scratch hadn't been easy, there were times when he wanted to give up, thinking the project was bigger than planned. But wanting Hiyori to enjoy the gift, something filled with love, made the blood, sweat and tears worth it.

Jun looks a little confused by Hiyori's wording. Did he miss a letter? Nope, the H is right there! Unless he should have added a T for his last name!

Oh, that's what Hiyori meant.

He pulls Hiyori closer, rubbing their noses together as he feels the blanket around his shoulders. When Hiyori moves his head down, Jun moves his head down a little, pressing a short, soft kiss against his forehead. ]


Seems like I've got more sewing to do ♪ Though that'll hafta wait, 'cause we got a blanket to break in first! Well, I mean at least Ohii-san wants to share the warmth.

[ A blush blooms on his cheeks, feeling the shared warmth radiate between them. It's nice, having this, and wanting more. ]

You're welcome, Ohii-san. I'm glad ya like it ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-10-07 02:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's good affection comes naturally to him now, wanting to plant a kiss or two wherever he can. Better yet, Jun has realised this is precisely what it means to be in a relationship, and that accepting affection from others is welcomed even.

His thumb caresses Hiyori's soft cheek, wanting to bring further warmth to his body, which seems to be the only way Jun can. Realising the depth of those words, his smile grows wider, manoeuvring downward, placing another kiss flat against Hiyori's temple. It serves as a reminder that despite the suffering Hiyori's been through, the cold, pain and nightmares, he'll be here forever. ]


That's what you've been thinkin', huh~? Well, good thing I've just been thinking just the same thing ♪ But until a lil' while ago, I thought I was relyin' on the poster for comfort, so turns out I got the feeling all wrong.

[ Funny how things work out, through it all they've become one another's security blankets. At first, Jun believed it was the reason for his anxiousness, why he couldn't sleep without the comforting presence of Jin watching over them. But those sleeping patterns changed, whenever they shared a hotel room, and here a bed.

It's a rather good thing he won't hold it to Hiyori, with the shoe on the other foot, he's feeling fairly smug about the turn of events. Feeling wanted and wanting to be wanted are two different matters, and wanting to be guided through the dreary, dark alleyway has turned out for the better. ]


We promised already, didn't we? We'll spend all our time in the real sun, seeing all sorta new things together! Not to mention whenever I'm with you, it feels like my dreams bein' realised in all sorts of ways.

[ But truly, he's sick and tired of the artificial sun, the artificial view of the world. This wasn't part of their shared dream, not the sort of view Jun had mentioned to Hiyori during SS. He looks back into Hiyori's eyes, a line of pink dusting his cheeks when bringing up their aforementioned promise rings. Maybe it's something he should have gifted Hiyori with, after their conversation, but he still hadn't wanted to jump the gun so soon after. ]

And here I'd thought Ohii-san forgot all 'bout 'em ♪ Jokes aside, maybe we should. I mean, it woulda sounded cheesy months ago, not gonna lie. But now? A wedding vow sounds like a mighty fine idea.

[ A promise one day, whenever said day might arrive. It's something he would've vetted and complained about months ago, but having the person you're willing to spend the rest of your life with is a commitment worth committing to. ]

And on top of that, it's gonna be my promise, too. Sorta like a mini-proposal for life ♪
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[personal profile] blundering 2024-10-20 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I was thinkin' the same.

[ He hums happily against Hiyori, nodding after. Seeing him as a security blanket is what Jun means, a comfort when things are bleak. That's the sort of person Hiyori's become to him.

But life sometimes hits with so much uncertainty, he'd been met with so much before finally coming to terms with his feelings. From then on, Jun can't begin to explain how drawn he's become to affection, a feeling he once thought he could never embrace. Despite the reservations, Jun finds it almost too easy, realising he can no longer live without Hiyori. He'd be afraid of admitting the truth, but something tells him Hiyori feels the same.

Maybe it's how Hiyori knocks their foreheads together, mentioning it's still cheesy, and speaking in a rush. His heart stutters, for only a second, while still thumbing his finger across Hiyori's cheek, grinning. ]


We're not like "some people" just doin' it for some game, are we? And I'm not sayin' we should, just 'cause everyone else is. But, well, we sorta are already there, aren't we?

[ But something about Hiyori announcing it, has this feeling even more real. They'd been dancing around the subject a little, since the first time it came up, hadn't they? And there's Hiyori again, saying more eloquently than Jun ever could. ]

Nothing's stopping me from goin' out and getting one right now, Ohii-san. If ya wanna, dunno... make it official? But I'm pretty sure proposals are meant to be some huge secret, something you're not supposed to know yet! Or maybe it'll just be our secret right now! And, well, I'm not 'boutta show my hand so soon ♪

[ The words haven't sunk in properly yet, feeling closer to a high than anything else. Hiyori accepts his mini-proposal, and Jun hugs him tighter, pressing their noses together. ]

But one day we'll have a proper, real wedding—whenever ya want! So how's that sound?

[ Ideally, when they're back home in Japan with friends and family, Jun doesn't care whether their careers are declining. It's a promise for their future, so there's never any doubt he's not all in. ]
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delivery.

[personal profile] conspecifics 2024-07-25 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
( happy 24th of july. as promised, a small birthday gift is dropped off by resort staff, sometime in the afternoon: a small tin of about a dozen small cookies. the tin itself is clearly a product of the resort, something grabbed from a souvenir shop— as if there would be any way for them to bring a souvenir back home— but the cookies are homemade, buttery and flavored with earl grey.

a piece of paper taped to the lid appears to have just been torn off the complimentary pads provided in the more generic suites. written on it in a hand that is certainly not that of an illiterate man is a list of ingredients, nice and normal and not spiked in the slightest. at the bottom, it merely reads happy birthday, followed first by a half-hearted, heavy handed scribble, then by kirma's name in a fancy script, decorated with a drawn pawprint and ears. it is impossible to say if he had any part in the creative direction of this.

all this to say: happy birthday to his favorite (and only) "coworker." hopefully you didn't get too cursed, buddy. )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-18 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
What has you so miserable? Someone troubling you?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-18 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
Right, well, that's not quite what I was picturing from the feeling that crossed over. Forgive me for bothering to reach out in the first place.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-18 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
( ..............

He feels like the "friend" answer would be yes, but he's trying so hard to think of what that's in context to and struggling to come up with it. )


Maybe you should remind me, anyway.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-18 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
( It's strange, to feel a pang of sympathy. One that he hopes isn't as noticeable as he feels like it is, with how foreign it is for him. But even with that, he's... terrible at comforting others. Is the best way to deal with something like this... offering a solution? )

I have herbs that can prevent dreams, if you find yourself having too many nightmares.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-18 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
Someone must have helped you through your troubles last night, right? I can't imagine you'd ignore me and feel better by simply being alone.

So, there are people who will listen to your worries, too. I guess. To prevent them from overwhelming you.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-18 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
( Mild jealousy leaks into his thoughts, though he tries to push that down. )

That is good to know, actually. So it's not a permanent death sentence, or anything.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-18 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
( It's not up to you. But he decides that that wouldn't be a very encouraging thing to say right now. )

Of course. It's just reassuring to know that if it were to happen, there's a way to bring him back. Or anyone else, for that matter.

Is that all that's been bothering you? You were upset before. Some time ago. I thought it best to leave you be.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-19 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
So, let me get this straight. Your largest troubles are the words of others, my pain, and a pet keeping you awake?

Did you know that I can't fall asleep once I've been woken for the night?


( like, say, for example... by crying fits?? )

Do you realize how selfish your complaints sound?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-19 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
( Anger and defensiveness spike. )

Who says I don't have anything like a partner here? Just because I'm not obtusely refusing to play this forced game doesn't mean that. You don't know anything. My concern for him is none of your business, either.

I don't know what you're trying to say with that last comment, either. Of course it was for the string.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-20 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
( AAAHHHHHHH )

There is nothing to congratulate, stop that. Stop assuming things.

( Is he ignoring the direct call out, too? Yes. )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-20 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
Actually, I said "Who says I don't have anything like a partner here," which doesn't necessarily mean I have. A partner. You don't need to be speculating on who's close to one, either.

In any case, I don't see why you're going on about any of this when if I did the same to you, you'd deflect and change the subject even more aggressively. Should I admit to my feelings, just for you to say "okay!" and move on like they're nothing?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-20 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
( Urgh... This talk is making him so nervous he feels nauseous. It's disgusting, it's not like him, it's true, in some ways, and he doesn't want to admit his feelings, doesn't want to be vulnerable in any way that can leave him to be hurt—

Even his anger is struggling to come through with the intense fear of abandonment he has twisting in his gut. )


When it's all you've known, you become used to things like that. It is more difficult sometimes than others.

( He doesn't even know what to say to address, or dodge, the other stuff. Feels sick just trying. So, he leaves it as that. )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-20 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
( Ugh. That sounds horrible. The image of Dabi singing him a lullaby earns a laugh out loud, though, despite the anxiety inducing feelings surrounding everything. He scrubs his face before he replies. )

No one has ever sung me a lullaby, and I'd hardly want it now.

I only have so much time left. In the end, my feelings are nothing. I don't care about that.


( Yes he does. )

I suppose I'm happy for you, though. It must be nice to have the support. Has he helped you through this? If I've made you grow a little closer, I deserve some credit, you know.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-20 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
The House isn't the only one who can bring people back from the dead. But it may be the only one who doesn't have to face any consequences for it.

My body can only take so much, and I've become well aware of its limits.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-22 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
I don't trust the wish. I'm not fully playing so much as idly amusing myself and earning money along the way.

Do you think the House can stand against the gods cursing me? I'm not so certain. I'll carve my own way out, to wherever I do want to go.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-26 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
( ...sure! )

It's not quantifiable, but... If we were incompatible, the link wouldn't have worked so well at all. For it to last this long, too, has implications of similarities at some level.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-08-28 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
( Haha. So Hiyori doesn't want to admit he's like him, huh? Esikko can't even blame him for that. But he is annoyed, anyway. )

Are you so sure about that? Well, but the magic doesn't spell it out for me, so perhaps you should sit down and think about it for a while if you're so curious.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-04 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
You're certainly not wrong that we're opposites in certain ways. I believe that's called a foil.

If we're choosing flowers, I'd much prefer to be loosestrife. However, I do enjoy them all in their own ways, so I'll take that, thorn and all, as a compliment.

Who is it that can see your soul in that way?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-10 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
( HE DOES MEAN THE PURPLE KIND. HE KNOWS. )

You were able to learn some type of magic like that after just one meeting?

Well, I am curious about that, now. So. We should finish it up.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-13 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
People may have their special little names for things, but magic is magic. This sounds like a type of it. Too many worlds equate "magic" with something unreal or fantasy-like, despite their own methods being based on the same concepts.

Anyway, let's meet in the gardens. There's a number of benches there.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-15 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
( Luckily for Hiyori, Esikko knows exactly where flowers like that are, after his own gardening experiences. So, he sits on a bench that faces a nice view of the flowers, but from a respectable distance, near a nice little gazebo and water feature that he's currently watching. Eyes follow the trickling flows of water as he plucks at his own fingers and the strings that remain, including the one attached to Hiyori.

It's when he's close enough that he recognizes the string reacts differently to his plucks, shortening in distance. So, he glances over to him, stuck on that dramatic coat for just a moment before he pats the spot next to him. )


This spot works, doesn't it?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-16 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
( Already, Esikko lets out a rather heavy sigh. For the most part, his emotions feel deadened somehow, in their link. Tired, muted, barely there— it's a coping mechanism. Hiyori, though, earns a little spike of annoyance before Esi listens and leans his head down to the side.

Well, the coat is fluffy and comfortable, at least. )


The more you make this sound like a business transaction, the less I like it. Just so you know.

( He doesn't know what he'd prefer, but he knows this is just awkward. )

Alright, let's see it.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-21 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
( When the aura begins to form, Esikko finally slips out of that tired looking frown and into a small little smile. Maybe whoever taught Hiyori this said it wasn't magic, maybe they don't consider it such, but— he reaches his free hand out to run through the sparkles, useless in everything except gesture. Like pressing a hand through a ray of sunlight itself, and just as warming. )

This is most certainly magic...

( His voice is soft, though, fond, and he lets his hand rest back down, the other one still nestled easily in Hiyori's hold. )

To me, anyway. Magic varies from person to person, so it makes sense that any sort of projection you create would be unique like this. Hmm, what does it use... Does it take some energy? A little bit of stamina, perhaps?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-23 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
...Then that's magic, I would say.

( It's unusually soft, coming from Esikko, but his suit has been flaring up off and on, and his emotions are in knots. Knots of feelings that have always had the capability to show themselves, but have normally done so in far more unhinged manners. This resort is simultaneously a whole new expanse of worlds opened up to him, and a gilded cage.

Right now, there's this strange juxtaposition of sadness and relief that he can't explain. He doesn't know why it's coming here, with Hiyori, in response to some foreign magic that's nearly wholly useless. It's showy, it's... warm, and it's nice, and it's almost comforting. Useless...?

His heart aches with loneliness even as a small, genuine smile persists, his eyes closing from his own exhaustion. Like this, maybe he can pretend that he's with anyone that he wants to be trying to share warmth with him, with any of the backs he's been chasing for one reason or another. But Hiyori is one of those too, in a way— the false idea of a "friend" that doesn't quite seem right. Familiar, in a way, to one or two relationships from home, to people close to him physically, but only out of obligation.

He thinks that, maybe, he needs to start showing his own worth a little more, to make sure these scraps of company don't vanish completely. )


But your music at the beach was like that, too, you know. ( Kind, from him? His voice is barely above a whisper. ) It felt a little like magic. Not anything like when you speak.

( A light jab, all things considered, to offset the oddity of his kind words. )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-09-24 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
( At the dazzle comment, Esikko just breathes out a little laugh. It's not denial, even if it's also not agreement— but that should be enough, right? He's already said enough of a compliment. Eyes still closed, he at least hums in agreement at the next part; music certainly is a language of its own. )

I do enjoy it, when I can. Could, really... I wasn't allowed out of the palace very often, but music travels a fair amount of distance, so I could hear it from the window during celebrations or festivals.

( He also hums sometimes, when he's writing in his journal, when he's alone, when he wants to focus, or get his mind off of something. But never in company. )
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-10-11 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
If I showed you some of my magic, would you give me details about Fuuta crying?
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-10-11 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Right now detailed information about that is the only thing you have that I want.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-10-11 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
You can scratch the last part since I don't do attachments and he has someone else he relies on.

Either you give me the specifics and I give you a demonstration, or we're done talking.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-10-11 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
You already know what he's like. He wouldn't share it unless under physical threat, and I don't plan to do that.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-10-11 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
If you're not going to give me what I ask for then this conversation is complete.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-10-12 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
The only time I ever cried was after my father's funeral, so that wouldn't be a problem for me.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-10-12 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Careful there, idol boy. You'll start sounding like those guys saying, "hey babe you'll look better when you smile."]

Anyway, good luck finding something else to bribe me with.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-10-12 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
Not happening.

Bye.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-10 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[Previously...]

The new arrival is my sister, and I want you to refrain from talking to her about magic as much as you can feasibly manage. If you promise to do this I'll show you my magecraft.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-10 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Mine, or suggesting that she should be involved in magic. Technically she was adopted out to another mage family because their bloodline was dwindling, so in essence we're not "sisters" but rival families.

It's incredibly complicated, but she wasn't properly raised in the craft, so don't rub salt in her wound. I do that enough by just existing in the same space as her.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-10 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Whatever. Anyway, with one loud mouth down and a couple other to go...

Let me know when you have time to meet me in the large open athletic courts. I'll show you one specific type of the craft, but it requires space.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-10 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
What would I be trapping you into? Are you afraid of me?
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-10 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
You had it right the first time, sunny, it's for keeping your mouth shut to my sister.

[It's not, really, but it's a good excuse.]
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-12 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Tohsaka will be waiting at one of the large, oval shaped tracks. It's a nice open space without a net to get in the way. As Hiyori arrives she'll be pulling her thick, dark hair up into a high ponytail. Her outfit matches that of the area: a light t-shirt, athletic shorts, and moisture wicking leggings underneath so she can still walk about the resort without feeling too much of the autumnal chill that settled in when the monsters were running about and having their fun.]
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-13 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
Oh no, [She laughs while closing the distance between them. Her hand gestures — rude, and beckon. Like one would a dog.]

You're not going to want to sit for this. You may end up being unable to dodge if you're stationary. What if some stray debris came after you?
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-14 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I might ruin the court a bit. Here—

[She raises her left arm, and he'll see blue marks start to glow. Hard-edged geometric patterns appear from her wrist to her elbow. Her family's crest encompasses the entire arm, but she only needs to fill certain pathways with magical energy for what she's doing.]

This is a Crest. It is both an archive and an organ that gets handed down from heir-to-heir in a mage family. The longer the bloodline lasts the more extensive the crest. These markings hold spells that need only magical energy. Because of this Crest there are spells that I can use without circle or incantation. The spell I will show you today is gandr. Originally a low-level curse meant to cause minor physical ailment in its target to weaken them. However, if you condense and layer the curse you create something much more... dangerous. Now I have great aim, but it's not a precision spell. You shouldn't put yourself in the potential splash-zone.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-16 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Isn't the point here for me to pay it forward — therefore solidifying your compliance with my request? Or do you feel we're uneven? Are you scared because something you may have said might bring about karmic retribution on you? I don't think there's anything I should currently be cross with you about. Unless you'd like to fess up to something?

[He still hasn't risen from his folding chair, so Rin takes the liberty of standing next to him. A hand settled on the metal backrest as she waits for his reply.

He's not aware of her martial arts prowess, either. So he can't possibly know that if she doesn't like his answer she can just yank the chair from under him, and dump Hiyori on the ground like a rag-doll who so rudely stole her spot in musical chairs.]
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-18 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Nothing to fess up to he says. That ends up being her tipping point. If he at least confessed something perhaps she would have been able to play along a little longer, but since Aak was distressed enough to tell her directly rather than Rin finding it herself she feels like something should be done.

So the hand on the back of the metal folding chair grips it with some force, and she yanks it up and tilts it to force him to fall out of the seat. Dumping him like a bag of unwanted spare parts.]


Nothing? Truly, nothing? Oh, why don't I jog your memory then?

[It seems like she's ignoring question in favor of her own round of grilling him.]
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-18 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
Oh? You haven't? Because I heard that you think sleeping with fully sentient beings that happen to have some anatomical differences is the same as laying with a beast. And by saying such things you both demean that person, and place implications on those who may have slept with them.

[She smiles in his direction, but it's the same smile she'd give to her fellow schoolmate Makidera when the girl would talk shit about her. The kind of smile that serves more as a glare. The kind of smile that's sharper than daggers piercing the skin. A threat.]

Oh, and I'm glad you're finally standing.

[In a flash she has her finger pointed at him. A dark, roiling mass forms at the tip — its wavering outline glowing red. When she lets the magic fly it hits near his feet and scorches the ground. A small bit of smoke rises from the spot showing that she could have blasted off his foot if she wanted to.]
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-18 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
A little birdie [kitten, actually?] told me that you said sleeping with someone like Aak is akin to bestiality. That's pretty rude, isn't it? I think that's the kind of language PR teams have to clean up after they go public. And since you don't have a manager here to complain to, I think I'll do the clean up myself.

[She aims again. The curse developing at the tip of her index finger once more. This time she holds it. Waiting for his reaction. She wants to know if he'll hold his ground or retreat.]
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-19 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[She aims closer this time. The shot blasts a small chunk from the floor, and singes the edges of his shoes.]

Oh, I don't care what he may have said. My problem is that your statement made a judgment call not about Aak himself, but the people who happened to have been with him before. You really don't consider what you say before it comes out of your mouth, do you? I'm not surprised he made comments about your boyfriend. Someone needs to teach you a lesson about what comes out of that mouth of yours.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-19 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd come up with a better insult. But what does it matter? I've had enough of your mouth even without that comment.

[Tohsaka begins closing the distance between them — her ponytail swaying behind her with every step.]

Perhaps instead of chasing you with magic bullets I should be melting your mouth shut. That's not as serious as murder, right? I'd just get a slap on the wrist. Maybe a sternly worded... what is it called? E-mail? "DM"? Either way, you're going to have to entertain me until I'm not as pissed anymore. Got it? And I'm showing you my magic at the same time! We both win~
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-11-23 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[He tries bringing out the sunshine, but instead of ruining her fun she just lets a sinister smile cut across her lips.]

By entertainment I mean this: you screaming for my mercy while I toy with you. Scurry about, little bug! I'm about to take out my frustrations on you ♥

[With a flourish and flick of her wrist she sets off another magic bullet. The condensed curse whizzes by Hiyori, singing the tips of his hair, before barreling into the far-off wall and creating a small hole. A bit of smoke rises from the scorched bit, and some people start leaving the courts close to the running track to avoid becoming injured bystanders.]

I'm giving you a chance to run, but if you don't I'll just have to catch you and find another way to play.
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[personal profile] erbe 2024-12-05 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Is that right? I don't want your limbs or your blood. I just want a little of your humiliation. Why refuse to make a girl happy?

[She considers her options. What else could she do to him that would be harmless, yet fun? Perhaps she could blast a hole in the floor and watch the shock on his face when he falls though to the room below? Or maybe she could alter his gravity just enough that he flies off into the ceiling like a lost balloon, and have him beg and scream to be let down again?

Tohsaka frowns as her blue eyes give him a disappointed once-over.]
juhua: (san lang | thinking hard)

@sanlang / text, in the absence of any santa prompts

[personal profile] juhua 2024-11-25 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ first, an attachment: a photo of one of the "nonspecific holiday gift man" figurines that seem to be decorating every inch of the public spaces of the resort all of a sudden.

then, a text: ]


what is this??
juhua: (san lang | is this just fantasy)

[personal profile] juhua 2024-11-25 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's a compliment! hiyori seems like the kind of guy who Knows Stuff. ]

i have additional questions. who is santa, and what is christmas? is december the ice month of the year?
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[personal profile] juhua 2024-11-25 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ a romantic holiday... it's all coming together. ]

so this fat man in a red suit travels the entire world to give children presents? and he does it all on one day? he must have a considerable level of spiritual energy to be able to use distance shortening arrays with such frequency. even for a ghost king such as myself, to travel such distances would be taxing on my reserves of qi.
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[personal profile] juhua 2024-11-26 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
i see...

[ well that's disappointing. hua cheng had thought he must be a powerful being indeed, and now he's hearing santa isn't even real! ]

no, yes, yes, no.

holidays and traditions vary somewhat between the realms, but in xianle and in the realm of the dead we have no holidays ending in "-mas." we do celebrate the coming of the new year, but i am beginning to understand that the yearly calendar as i know it is different from this place.

time passes the same way for an immortal as it does for a mortal, just for longer. i remember every one of my eight centuries of life.
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[personal profile] juhua 2024-11-26 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ a moment later: ]

ah, well, not exactly life. you understand.
juhua: (hua cheng | gege)

[personal profile] juhua 2024-11-28 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
yes, a lunar calendar. many of our holidays and celebrations were timed with cycles of the moon. here it seems more arbitrary.
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[personal profile] juhua 2024-12-01 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
i do not. or, perhaps i do, by experience here in the resort if not by name... it has now been a full year since my arrival, if my calculation is correct. what is valentine's day?
juhua: (hua cheng | lord of ghost city)

[personal profile] juhua 2024-12-02 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
so valentine's day is for girls to give men chocolate... and white day is for men to give girls chocolate. and what do you do if you're married to another man?

[ not that it matters, since xie lian is gone, but as a matter of curiosity... ]

i remember something like that, a long time ago. the time that many of the new arrivals found themselves married to each other, no? is that a normal celebration of valentine's day?
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[personal profile] juhua 2024-12-03 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it is indeed confusing, but he's sort of used to being confused about idol life thanks to rinne, so at least the experience is familiar. ]

why does a wedding need a season? and what manner of bridegroom training would an idol need if he did not intend to marry?
juhua: (hua cheng | mildly happy)

[personal profile] juhua 2024-12-09 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
...i think that your culture and mine have different ideas of what constitutes wedding rites

there was no cake at mine. although i think gege would have been happy if there was 哈

we wore traditional robes and performed the rites, bowing to each other and his parents and the heavens, and then we ate the ceremonial foods and drank the ceremonial wine and it was done.

not much training required of us!
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[personal profile] juhua 2024-12-15 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
i think e-ming would be enraptured...

e-ming being my sword, of course. it cares for gege nearly as much as i do, irritating creature. i'm sure it would jump at the chance to cut cake with him.

i'll suggest it to the both of them, if i remember it when i return home.
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[personal profile] juhua 2024-12-18 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
"talk" is the wrong word to describe what it can do... it is a spiritual weapon, forged from my body. it can communicate with me, but it has no language or words with which to speak
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[personal profile] juhua 2024-12-21 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
i cut my right eye out, and i used my magic to create a sword forged from my own flesh and blood, so that it will forever be bound to me and me alone

[ and for that reason, technically, e-ming does have an eye... ]

as such:

[ he sends a drawing of e-ming, a much rougher sketch than the link but it should at least give hiyori an idea what the scimitar and its eye look like! ]
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[personal profile] juhua 2024-12-21 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ sometimes... hua cheng says things forgetting how horrifying they sound to mortals. ]

yes, terribly, but i had no choice. i was acting in defense of a group of humans being threatened by monsters... it was either that or let them meet their dooms.

my husband loves humankind and would have wanted me to protect them, so i did. it's why i wear the eyepatch.
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[personal profile] juhua 2024-12-22 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ hua cheng, who has literally never once cared about getting anything in e-ming's eye, says, ]

i suppose i could be mindful and cut with only the frontmost part.
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[personal profile] juhua 2024-12-22 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
my curiosity has been sated, for now

:)
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-12-08 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)


Location: My current 10th Floor Suite.
Please RSVP and feel free to bring a plus one.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-12-08 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Actually, I am 1059 this year, but close enough. Besides, that doesn't roll off the tongue quite as well, does it?

I do hope your partner Jun will be your plus one? I have been hoping to meet him. Assuming this is you accepting the invitation.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-12-08 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I am actually still rather young for my kind. My father was about 5000 years old when he passed.

I am so glad you can make it. I am very much looking forward to meeting Jun.


[That would not surprise Loki at all!]
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-12-09 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
Well it is at least the lifespan of the Aesir and the Jotun. There are some others who seem older, but I never bothered to check to see if there was a difference for them.

Hopefully only good things!

Oh, you do not need to get me anything. Your presence is plenty.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-12-10 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I admit I am happy I have made such a good impression then. As you know, any time you need help, I will be happy to oblige.

[Loki, of all people, would definitely understand that and will only mention it if Hiyori brings it up first.]

Well, if you insist, but I really wasn’t expecting more than a chance to spend some time with my new found friends here.

I am not familiar with those, but I will take your word for it.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-12-22 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ooc: Look, if I had a penny for everytime I did the exact same thing, I'd be rich. Either way, Loki probably wouldn't know what it was.]

If your mistake bothers you too much, might I attempt to make you feel better by saying I do not know what a party popper is either?

If a party popper or partner is as you describe, then you are definitely the man for the job. I suspect you will be the life of the party.

Oh? Well I admit you have peaked my curiosity. Come find me when you are ready to ask.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-12-24 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I see. And glitter, that is that brightly coloured confetti that gets everywhere, yes? One of humankind’s greatest inventions. The pure chaos is quite lovely to see, even if it is nearly impossible to clean up.

[In fact, that might be precisely why Loki likes it so much.]

I am sure you always do your best.

I am not busy at present. I am currently in my suite.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-12-28 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh yes! They are delightfully useful when causing chaos. It is also quite good for annoying people. The fun one could have with such a product is boundless.

I will see you shortly.


[Knowing that Hiyori doesn’t always have the best sense of direction, and that this isn’t his normal suite, Loki gives him a few minutes before poking his head out of the door to see if he can see his friend.]
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-12-29 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I will definitely keep you in mind if I have someone who requires a pranking. I will consider you my number one source for glitter.

[Hiyori should be careful about what ideas he gives Loki then. 😉

Loki smiles as he spots Hiyori and stands back to allow him to pass into his suite.]


Yes, for now at least. I doubt very much I will be allowed to stay here.

[Though Loki hasn’t been obtaining from sex, he’s hardly done what he believes is necessary to gain the requirements this place requests.]
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-12-29 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[Loki has been taking full advantage of the suite, but mostly with the bathtub. He doesn’t mind showers, of course. And he’s always thankful to not have to use the bath house to clean himself regularly, but there is nothing better than a private bath.

Being able to hold a proper party has its only pluses as well. He probably would’ve let his birthday pass without notice if he were still in his 5th floor suite.]


It really is a shame that they would let us see how the other half lives and not let us keep it. Though it wouldn’t surprise me if it is an attempt on the part of the House to convince us to be more active in Game 52. It is one of the few ways we can work our way up to better rooms.

[Loki watches Hiyori as he looks around, waiting to see if he’ll bring up his true reason for being there or if he needs a push. After a moment, Loki can’t help himself.]

I do not believe that you came here to speak of our suites though.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2025-01-02 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
You go moved down? Yes I suppose they would’ve had to move people both ways. I am sorry to hear that. I hope have not ended up too low down.

[He thinks of the suites on the second floor that are much too close to the basement and hopes Hiyori isn’t down there.

Loki merely raises a disbelieving eyebrow at the comment about his suite. Though there is probably some truth there, Hiyori is fooling no one. His expression evens out as Hiyori finally gets down to the chase and it is immediately apparent why he did not start with what he really wants. Loki would understand perfectly if Hiyori never wanted to think about that day ever again.]


Yes, I recall.

[Loki manages to keep his tone neutral, but the truth of it is, he also doesn’t like thinking about what happened that day.]
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2025-01-04 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[If Loki didn’t already know Hiyori, he might be a little surprised by the marshmallow comment. As someone who, except for more recently, has been on the fifth level for the entire year he’s been at the hotel (has it really been almost a year already?) he’s never had the marshmallows. Though from the way Hiyori acts, he’s going to start trying to get them now.]

I am sorry you are missing your marshmallows. If this happens again, I am sure I could obtain some for you.

[And yes, by obtain, Loki means steal.]

It must be quite handy, being able to share your suites like that.

[Loki has a few friends that have offered to let him use their suites on occasion, but on the same level Hiyori and Jun have. It sounds like a nice option, but one Loki doesn’t assume he’ll ever have.

Whatever he’s expecting Hiyori to say next, it certainly isn’t this and the surprise is evident on Loki’s face. It only takes him a moment to recover before he clearly starts considering the question. He thinks about Sylvie, and how they had combined their magic to tame Alioth together. It’s true that could’ve been different because they use the same magic, but still…]


Yes, I think it is possible. I would have to meet this person and we would have to experiment, but it is definitely something that can happen. As for involving others, I am sure there are many here who have abilities. Perhaps we could get together some of the people from the Showcase and see what might work together.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2025-01-07 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Thankfully, Loki no longer cares very much for these things. If they happen, he enjoys them, but he’s learned to live with less over the last few years. At least here he has access to his magic.]

Oh, I have no issues getting what I need here.

[Loki sounds a little mysterious here, but he’s sure Hiyori can extrapolate. He could shapeshift, or go undetected, or simply use his telekinesis to take what he wishes. It is, in fact, what he’s been doing most of the time while here.

Loki chuckles good-naturedly.]


I am sure he is just as appreciative of you as you are of him.

That would be appreciated. I know you must have met many people here.

[Loki too has befriended many people here, but surprisingly few of them have been magic users. At least so far as he knows. Besides, Loki is well aware that Hiyori’s charm must help for things like this.]

I have actually, though I do not profess to know him well. Is he a magic user as well?
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2025-01-11 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
I have really only come across him in passing. And it has been some time. I guess it would have been more accurate to say I have heard of him.

[He’s sure he knows that name and has spoken with him on the network at least, but he cannot recall speaking about magic with him. Though really with how this place tries to make them interact with everyone, it’s hardly a surprise that he can’t always remember details.

As Loki listens to Hiyori though, he wishes he had paid more attention to this Esikko before. Frowning in thought as he lets the details sink in.]


Yes, I think I would like to talk to him very much. I am ashamed to say I have not made it so far in any of my own research and I would like to hear more details on what happened with him. [Loki doesn’t even acknowledge the punishment part. He’s no stranger to that and he’s pretty sure he’s endured much worse than anything the Hotel can dish out.

Though assuming in this place has gotten him into quite a lot of trouble before.]


I will happily discuss this with him and everyone you think might be helpful. When do you think is the soonest we could organize getting everyone together?
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2025-01-14 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Loki hums non-committally. It’s not that he doesn’t want to, or even that he’s worried about the House might do, but he’s starting to be concerned with how many people he’s dragging into this. It does sound as though this Esikko is already in for a pound himself, but every once in a while, Loki starts to revert back to his old ways of trying to do everything alone.

He’s even less sure about starting a team. Reasonably he knows that Hiyori is right, that it’s a good idea, but Loki in any kind of leadership position does not typically go well.]


You may tell him I would like to talk to him. I can speak with Baizhu myself. You are such a natural leader though. I could see it with how you got the Magic Showcase together, and you do seem to have all the contacts. Perhaps it would be easier for you to get everyone together?

[There, that sounds perfectly reasonable. Loki wouldn’t want Hiyori to think he’s afraid or lacking confidences, but as it turns out, this place will grind anyone down eventually. He does look a little relieved when Hiyori mentions the Red Cardinal though.]

Yes, that would be the perfect excuse. The House will not suspect if we simply all get together for that reason. And it would be easier to speak with everyone at the same time.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2025-01-30 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, that will work. I will message Baizhu shortly and let you know what happens. [He’s only just begun to get to know Baizhu, but he thinks he will agree to at least speak of these things. Hopefully he’s correct about that.

Loki also thinks more and more that it really would be a better idea for Hiyori to be in charge of organizing all of this. Despite the cheer in his voice, Loki can hear how serious he is about all of this as well. His charm and way with people in general will do them all good. Loki’s attempted leadership enough in his life to know that he is not suited to it and to know when someone else is.

What Hiyori says next has him intrigued.]


Okay, what is it you need from me?

[Loki is pretty sure he’ll say yes to whatever it is. He knows all too well how much Hiyori has helped him out and doesn’t foresee saying no now, but the way he asks has Loki a little worried.]
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2025-02-04 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[It becomes evident rather quickly that whatever it is that Hiyori is about to ask him is rather serious. He can see the other man is trying to keep up his usual peppy spirit, but there’s a sadness there, just lurking under the surface, that he can see and understand. A lot has happened since they had become friends and Loki doubts the other man has been unaffected by it all.

Though his first instinct is to jump in, start talking, Loki manages to reign himself in and just listen. It’s something he’s gotten better at in recent years, not just distracting with words, but actually listening to what others are saying to him. Even when it’s something hard to hear. And what Hiyori is saying is very hard to hear.

Loki understands though. He had also been friendly with Rinne and had been horrified when he’d seen his statue. Helping Reign move the statue to his suite had been one of the hardest things he’d had to do since arriving at the Hotel. And Rinne certainly isn’t the only person he’s lost. Scott might have come back in a younger form, but he is not the friend Loki once had. All that Loki has of him is his old visor. Something he has yet to tell his younger variant.]


So we are clear, you wish for me to take the information about the Hotel that you have gathered as well as letters to those you care about and make sure they get where they need to go, in the event that you suffer the same fate as some of our friends who have left abruptly?
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2025-02-09 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[It makes a lot of sense, actually. Loki wonders if he should do the same, write up some notes for those he’s become closest to here, but what would he even say? What would make any sort of difference to those left behind? Does anyone here even care that much for him? Loki definitely has friends, he knows that, but it isn’t like he has someone the way Hiyori has Jun.]

I do not mind at all. Though I hope I never have to hand them out. I would much prefer we figure out how to properly get home, but yes, I will do this for you.

[Loki comes up short then, frowning slightly in confusion.]

One for me?

[That is unexpected.]
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2025-02-14 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
[It is the least he can do, really. Loki doesn’t like the thought of things going wrong and needing to hand out those notes. He would completely understand Baizhu’s reaction as well, but it seems to him that despite how much he doesn’t want something like that to happen to Hiyori, it doesn’t mean it won’t. So he will do what he can for his friend.]

You are most welcome. I do hope none of us come to the point where we feel we need to give up. I would not want to see any of us become like the more long term residents here.

[Loki has met some of those people and he is glad they are all working so hard, but he can admit, if only to himself, that he has not been putting his all into figuring this place out with others. It has mostly only been Hiyori pushing him along. It seems Loki has fallen back into old habits by trying to figure this place out on his own, at least for the most part.]

Ah yes, manners are everything. I had the same lessons drilled into me as well.

[Even if he didn’t always keep in the habit, as it were. He’s only glad Frigga didn’t see most of those times.] Well then, thank you. I appreciate you thinking of me. But really, I would have to say that it is you who has done much for me.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2025-02-22 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Loki can’t help but smile fondly. He would like to believe that too. That they will come through this with their minds intact no matter how long it takes for them to get out of here, but seeing how the long term guests are and knowing his own past issues, he is not overly optimistic. It just makes him more convinced that they need to figure this out as quickly as possible.]

Yes, I tend to stay out of the casino as well, though that is only part of the reason. Mostly I just do not care so much about gambling. Even when not actively working to get out of here, there are much more pleasant places in the resort to visit.

[If anyone knows about how dark you can go in desperate times, it is definitely Loki. He is also the one who would know about how to come back from that. He also has no intention of ever letting Hiyori fall like that, nor any of his friends. No matter what happens here, he will do everything he can from preventing such things, Hiyori need not worry about that.]

That sounds like a wonderful plan. We should do that soon.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2025-02-28 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
That is a wonderful idea. I am sure they will all appreciate that. Really, I think all of us could likely use a real vacation after leaving this place.

[Even Loki, though he can’t imagine anything will have settled down enough for him once he’s home. Probably the exact opposite. It’s nice to dream though.

No matter what, Loki plans on fighting to the end. He didn’t give up at the TVA and he’s not about to give up here either. He plans on doing whatever it takes to get him and all his friends, Hiyori included, out of here and back home, no matter how long it takes.]


Excellent. I look forward to it.
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( 12/25 ) — xmas ding dong ditch (to jun, technically, but also for hiyori)

[personal profile] juhua 2024-12-25 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ on the morning of december 25, which hua cheng has come to understand is christmas day, a knock on the door will herald the arrival of a gift. it's nestled in a box and wrapped in paper of his signature crimson and tied with a gold ribbon, both very auspicious colors for such an auspicious(?) holiday! it's also addressed to both jun and hiyori, but it's getting delivered to jun because hua cheng can do a lot but he can't be in two places at once.

the box contains a short length of red thread that flashes just slightly gold in the right light. when touched, it seems to resonate with spiritual energy, and it lengthens or shortens according to the distance between them when each of the ends is held.

along with the red string is a brief note from hua cheng, in his neatest and most legible handwriting. ]


Jun & Hiyori —

Affix the string to a finger of your choosing and make a vow to one another. When imbued with evidence of your affection, the string will from that point forward always lead you to each other — no matter how far separated you may be by space or time. The string will not always be visible, but the connection will always be there.

It can be removed, but only at a cost. Be certain.

— Hua Cheng
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― 12/25

[personal profile] swordpour 2024-12-25 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
(on the morning of christmas, hiyori will find two carefully wrapped up packages. no card, but there is a note: buon natale, hiyori & jun. ― texas.
p.s. give him (jun) his for me.

it's a pair of matching necklaces for them!)
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12/25

[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-12-26 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
( A staff member will knock on Hiyori's door some time this holiday to deliver a few potted sunflowers along with a bag of tea and a note.

Normally, sunflowers can't live for long without the sun. There are methods to create an artificial sun, of course, and I'm capable of doing that with magic— however, I tried something different while growing these. Try singing them a song.

The tea is a blend of other plants I grow that will help soothe the nerves without any additional drowsiness. It tastes rather floral, but sweet. Enjoy.

- Esikko


The sunflowers, he'll find, will treat Hiyori like the sun itself whenever he sings. Singing will keep them alive, blooming long past their season, all year round— and they'll turn to him if he moves. Slowly. In a plant way. )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-12-28 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
A question? What is it?

Also, thank you for the chocolates.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-12-28 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
( I sure hope he enjoys this answer )

All plants have souls.

They're not as important as say, human souls, of course... But, you know, they are alive, and they do have less complex little souls with impressions of desire and such. Those sunflowers were raised to be encouraged by music in replacement of sunshine, so they've taken a "shine" to you, I imagine.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-12-29 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
Is it a lot? I thought it was obvious. Yes.

Well, those children could live with any music, not just yours. You're fine to have others babysit them, for example. But they likely prefer your voice, since I brought them to life with you in mind.

You're like their mother, now~
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-12-30 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
( This is why their souls were magic compatible! )

It is cute, isn't it? Enjoy, then. You're welcome.

By the way, the little date went just fine, I think.


( banging counts as a success for what Hiyori wanted, he assumes, anyway )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2024-12-30 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
( Hmm. Actually, he has a question, though. )

Does he tell anyone who will listen that he might fall in love with them? Or should I be flattered?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-02 09:20 am (UTC)(link)
( That can't be right, right... If he says "I love you" to lots of people, then it must just be a warning that came with the right circumstances! That and plenty of other excuses flood Esikko's mind to make up for the strange jumbled feeling that comes along with Hiyori's reaction, and in the end...

He has no idea what to feel. Special? Or in doubt? A little of both. )


His suit mark wasn't exactly pale, so perhaps that influenced his words. Well, it doesn't really matter. I was just curious, since he's rather unique.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-04 09:23 am (UTC)(link)
( HRMMMM #doubt )

Whatever you'd like to think.
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un: wildflower

[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-14 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
( Have you ever pulled up someone's contact information and sat there with an open message for hours because you can't decide what to say, or how to say it?? Esikko is getting used to this feeling about now, but this is the first time he's left evidence behind when he's closed out and "given up" on the idea of trying to speak in any serious way to Hiyori about his gloomy feelings right now.

So, strangely, the only message sent is this silly little bracket that he hit send on while trying to back out. )


]
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1/2

[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-14 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
( URK )
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2/2

[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-14 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I must have hit something on accident. My apologies.

I was just, you know, clicking around in boredom...

Did you have a nice time over the holidays?


( since when does he ever ask things like this? he's trying, okay )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-15 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
( IS IT THAT OBVIOUS?? He's going to crawl into a hole. He takes a long time to get back to this, typing and erasing along the way. )

I don't think that I did.

And it's strange, because it's never stopped me before this place, and I never cared, and could never see it, but hearing you talk about your fun... I mean, I don't want to cover the sun with clouds. That sort of thing. You know?


( struggling with his words... )

If I vanished suddenly, or turned into a statue, would you care? I don't mean saying "that's so sad" and taking a moment before moving on and never thinking of me again, either, I mean, would it trouble you in any sort of lasting way?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-16 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
( Both of those outcomes might have been preferable, is how he feels right now, but. This is nice to hear (read) all the same. Is it a false comfort, to be eased a little by something like this? He hasn't figured that out yet. )

I'm afraid I've troubled both of them with it already, but my health is worsening. I don't know how much longer I have.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-16 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
Kirma still hasn't come back.

( Another thing that's bothering him, without any of the acknowledgement of his other comments. He'll get there, eventually, he'll explain it's not that simple, maybe... But right now.

He doesn't know Kirma is, in fact, alive now! Because he normally always comes to see him, to tell him. And he hasn't this time. )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-16 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
He was there for an unusually long time. I don't check often, or anything, just when I'm passing by and think of it, you know... Or if I'm getting supplies. This latest time, no one seemed to know where he was?

( he literally cannot fathom being forgotten or ignored by him )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-17 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
There's a registry? Where?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-18 08:38 am (UTC)(link)
What?

So that means... he must be somewhere? You're absolutely certain? He's somewhere and he's ignored me? He didn't come let me know?

He's never once listened when I told him to stay away, you know?


( his mood is not improving, as it turns out. he might be spiraling! live over text!! )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-19 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
He's not honest, either. It doesn't matter. He'd harass me for it.

It doesn't matter.
( he's said that twice now, but is it true? )

It's fine. I was a fool for thinking he'd be the same after finding that man, right?

I troubled you unnecessarily, so I'm sorry.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-20 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
( a very long pause )

Don't bother contacting him if you wouldn't normally. I don't want to know anymore.

Ice cream is fine and all, but it's not out of pity, is it?

Also, I should warn you my declining health means I'm a little bandaged up right now.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-21 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
That does sound like a nice flavor... My birthday passed recently, you know, and the House made it so no one would leave me alone when I went out in public. So I didn't get to enjoy any little treats like that.

Anyway, I can move around just fine. I'll be there.


( Just because he can move around doesn't mean he should, but unlike at home, he doesn't have anyone here to follow him around and nag him into resting. )
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-01-28 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
I wasn't sure when it would be on this calendar, either, but apparently. The 11th. I'll see you.

( Esikko doesn't take too long to show up. He's got a more floral scent to him than usual, thanks to the bandaging covering a large open wound on his back, but it's all bandaged, and clean, and he's dressed over the top of it, so it's not any sort of visual issue. So, he's presentable! Thankfully.

His steps are a little slower, is the only thing, as he approaches, but he tries to detract from that with the way he reaches out to poke at the pointy hat with a dubious sort of stare. )


What is this...?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-02-03 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
( We are going to pretend I didn't mess up horribly, yes, and roll with it... Because Esikko is so charmed by this horrible little hat and the emoji that follows that he almost forgets how much pain he's in. He stares at his Watch as Hiyori explains it, and then with a little reluctance, speaks. )

If you brought an extra hat, and that's what's normal, I suppose I don't mind... ( tsuns gently... ) But you're right, I'd rather avoid the noise.

I've only had things like soup lately, though, so I've been wanting something sweet.

( He's grateful his overly floral smell isn't an unpleasant one, at least, so he doubts he's poor company from the hidden bandages alone. But he moves to walk near Hiyori as they head for ice cream, eyes tracing briefly back up to the hat on his head before moving forward. )

If I remember correctly, there are all sorts of flavors here.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-02-08 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
( You know, he was expecting to like the ice cream, yes. But he wasn't expecting to be blown away by it. But that? That little scoop of lovely colors and little flower shapes, so expertly formed even at such a size?

That has his eyes focusing with an intense sort of brightness, like a cat that's trying not to appear too impressed by a treat. )


Okay, you are right. I do want that flower one. It's cute...

( His eyes still scan over the variety of other flavors, making a mental note to come back here on the daily as soon as he's feeling better. If he ever does. )

Do you have these sorts of flavors and variety where you're from?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-02-10 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
Phone?

( The word is a little foreign. He's heard it used, here or there, and he thinks he remembers the gist of it, but he still turns like he's surprised. )

That's that thing a bit like the Watches, right? How did you get something like that?

( He does want to see, though, and the amount that he does surprises him a little. Because it's not as if it matters to him, it's not as if he'd meet any of these people, or care about them, right? )
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To make it official - backdated to ???

[personal profile] senku 2025-01-30 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Once Senku knew which homemade pepper spray formula fit Hiyori's needs, the only thing he needed was a suitable container. After a bit of trial and error and consideration of what he might want to carry with him, it doesn't take him too long to decide on a perfume spray bottle. He soon leaves the spray at Hiyori's door, with a helpful note attached.]
Edited 2025-01-30 04:26 (UTC)
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[personal profile] senku 2025-01-30 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
My drawing skills are made for creating schematics and roadmaps, not fine art.

I hope you never have to use it and all my hard work is for nothing.
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[personal profile] senku 2025-02-15 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
You can have that one back. I was talking about art in general, not calling you fine art.

[On the surface, that's a strange thing to get mad about.]

You were talking about an animal person, weren't you?

Don't test it out by getting up close and personal with a monster. The concentration you asked for isn't at bear spray levels. But I don't have even a millimeter of knowledge of alien or magic creature biology. It works on the mucous membranes, so find a slimy enough creepy crawly and it might hit them harder.
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[personal profile] senku 2025-02-16 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
All right. Sorry. You're a delight to at least three out of the five senses.

[He has no plans to lick Hiyori anytime soon, and any casual touches on the arm and such they've exchanged are not enough to pass judgment in that area.]

Sounds like Aak. He's a lot like me with fur. Maybe reason enough on its own not to sleep with him, but I don't think of him as an animal.

Let me know if you ever think of anything else you need. If I can make it, I welcome the challenge.
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[personal profile] senku 2025-02-18 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
He can't say he's a human because he's not a homo sapiens. It doesn't matter to me either way if you would hypothetically bone Aak, but that's just science.

[It raises the question whether all of the "humans" here are technically homo sapiens or if there are different evolutionary paths in their own worlds.]

Maomao was trying to create antidotes to the drugs that end up in the food and drinks. If she ever found anything effective, she's kept it to herself, but she'd be the best person to ask about that.

An antidote to the suit effects must be ten billion percent impossible.

Sounds exhilarating.
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[personal profile] senku 2025-02-19 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Also

Feline = 😼🧪
Human = 🤢 or 💦 or 😶‍🌫️ or 🫠 or

I ran out of emoji that say "Aak makes weird compounds in the lab and he's probably not the best guy to get in a feud with."

Never thought I'd be counting on the magicians to come up with something useful.
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-02-28 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
hiyooooo
i have a super important question for you
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-02-28 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
do you have any interest in cyphers? not the boring kind!
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-02-28 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
booo
i was just thinking that a musical cypher would be fun!

because then you could hide things in a song in more ways than metaphor, you know?
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-02-28 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
nah, but mama is a sneaky guy who does neat things like that! isn't he great?????

though i'm gonna have to punish him for not telling me about that! we could've been sending one another messages our entire friendship, how dare he not let me, huh?
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-02-28 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
he's a good guy regardless of how dangerous he is! i guess i might be biased since we're besties though. mama was the one who dragged me out of my room back then, you know? and he's gotten me out of hot water since.

but anyway, yes! there are actually already musical cyphers that exist, based on assigning meaning to specific notes so you can cobble something together, but wouldn't it be fun to make one that doesn't exist already? i bet there's a way to do it so that it doesn't sound all discordant if the rules are flexible enough with some filler things...
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-02-28 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
it's my job to get into trouble! other people don't need to help me with that really?

[ Sound less proud about it maybe?????? This is why Knights is in shambles half of the time. ]

i think we should make a new set for spring! i wanna sing about flowers and warm weather! and layer the meaning in over and over again. hey, you probably know flower language better than i do, right? that would be a huge help! i know some but pretty much whatever i picked up as i needed it for lyrics.
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-02-28 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
i miss the weather so i wanna sing about it anyway!

but what's your idea? this is a group project always, you know!
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-02-28 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
since it's like that, wouldn't the best kind of hidden message be one from you to nami?
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-02-28 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
i guess it works better if you find it fun to say things behind other things? remind me to pitch it to rittsu when we get home. i bet he'd love the annual love song i have to write for trickstars' magician!
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-02-28 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
i do still kind of want something secret...what if we weave in some messages to people back home if i figure out a code? or is that too depressing
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-03-31 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
i think about the things i'd like to say all the time, so it's easy! it'd be nice to get to say them.
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[personal profile] discomposer 2025-04-01 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
yeah, no worries~ even i can write lyrics, it's just that melodies come easier! for ruka-tan it's the exact opposite by the way~!
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[personal profile] riskybeenus 2025-04-29 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ooc: Continued from here.]

[It's strange to be told these things to his face, like how one talks about a late loved one who had not been given a just life. Was it injustice to talk poorly of a version of himself that he's never known, but everyone else has? Is that even someone he could really be.

It's weird to hear it. To be told things that were true and things that could be true, but they were also things that can't be true, because he's never experienced it. It's a strange thing to see Hiyori working himself up in a stupor, voice slowly escalating in volume even in such a strange environment. It's easy to forget where they are at the moment, and what they were wearing-- or well, what they lacked wearing. Like a discussion they should be having in the privacy of a room and not here, in a paintball war in near nakedness.

It's so strange to hear all that, so much so that Rinne isn't sure how to react.

And he might not even realize he's smiling the more Hiyori talks about him, not truly understand the way his heart aches fondly, even if Hiyori was practically a stranger. Or perhaps it's also because he was a fellow idol, and hearing someone speak highly of him after everything he'd done... It was a strange moment.]


... The way you talk about me, you'd think I ain't livin' and breathin' right at this moment. You tryin' to write me off as a memory already?

[He starts, the joke falling flat, even as he sighs and leans back. Already, he doesn't care if they get caught and he's forced out naked. Whatever. This was bizarre enough as is.]

If I got you thinkin' that much about me, then I guess I made a mark somehow. Doesn't sound like you ended up hatin' me, so does that mean ya love me now?
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[personal profile] dilettante 2025-04-30 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
✨hiyori✨

greetings to the most talented idol around 🙏 are you busy? I was wondering if we could spend some time coming up with the lyrics to the song we'll be performing. I've recruited a few people to play instruments and robin is also interested in singing too! 💖💖
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[personal profile] dilettante 2025-05-01 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
( in all of her effortless charm and care-free attitude, it really didn't dawn on her that some of the people here had lives— connections and things that tethered them to one another. since her arrival, she had taken a bit of a stance not to get too emotionally attached to the people she slept with but even she was failing at that miserably. she just hadn't thought how she would feel if they left.

so in her careless disregard, she hadn't quite asked or ventured into knowing more about hiyori— so his second response came as a shock, then came the guilt.

she was an idiot wasn't she? messaging him so carelessly when clearly he was struggling. she could just say they can meet a different time, perhaps set this plan aside for another time in the future and yet the people she's become close to here have brought out a more compassionate side of her. she couldn't just ignore this. )


I'm so sorry, I didn't realize. are you going to be okay? are you all alone right now?

( it took some time for her response to come in given she wasn't sure how to approach this but she was at least trying. )
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[personal profile] dilettante 2025-05-01 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
( in a way maybe she was lucky she was all alone here in this resort, with no one from home and no one to miss if they suddenly vanished. it was very saddening to read his words and she truly felt for him, how could she not? they seemed so similar in their disposition so she's sure he's hurting—

yet that last bit of information about having a partner left her stunned. was the resort truly that cruel to bring in established couples?? or did he meet someone here? a million questions but she had to focus. )


oh I'm so sorry, that's really tough.

I'm glad you're not alone but you know maybe I don't seem reliable or something like that but if you feel like venting or just need a distraction...

I'd be happy to help.


( the non-sexual kind of distraction of course, she was reaching her own emotional limit when it came to that after all. )
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[personal profile] dilettante 2025-05-12 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
you don't need to apologize, but alright I understand.

( it was still difficult for her to fully grasp and understand how things could be so heavy and emotional for people here, but she was trying. she could sense the pain through his words and figured it was best to just give him some space.

it's the best she could do in the end— but for his next request, she made sure to actually go out looking for the statue even if she didn't find it. that bit of information was given to her by shanks after all and it was still confusing to her. )


oh right, I'll make sure I do. do you...

I don't want to keep bothering you during this difficult time but do you know more about those statues? I was told it happened randomly but I don't know much more about it.
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[personal profile] dilettante 2025-05-14 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
oh? well only if you truly want to....

( as a woman who often ran from her troubles and walled herself up away from the world, she understood what it was like to want to close everyone off and just sequester yourself in a cocoon of pain and emotions. she wasn't going to push for him to do anything he didn't want to—

yet much like himself, she often felt lonely and strove to be in the company of others as often as she could. she was getting better at not burdening others here too much with her issues but even she was starting to fall prey to using sex to fill up the hole within her heart.

so even if she said he didn't have to force himself, she immediately sent him her location— the smoked egg. )


i'll be here, waiting for you if you do decide to come.
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[personal profile] dilettante 2025-05-15 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
( deep within the spaces of the smoked egg, reira sat at her own booth, sprawled across a layer of pillows with a pipe in her hand. it was very rare that she ever smoked, but long before her arrival here, her nights were often filled with the scent of nicotine from her former young lover, a westwood lighter orb dangling between the two as they promised to keep in touch despite the obstacles that came with both of them being in rival bands. her desire to linger in a place like this came from a need to reminisce over the past and mull over some of the mistakes she's made, but really she's just lonely and bored. there's only so much that could be done in her suite, only so many people she knew who she could call upon to spend time with her, and only oh so much sex to be had.

for her things were starting to slowly becoming repetitive— and so an opportunity to comfort someone, even in a place like this was something she looked forward to. even if she had insisted he needn't push himself so hard for her sake.

still when that familiar voice came rolling in through the cloud of smoke and soft jazzy tunes, she peaked her head up and offered a relaxed smile to hiyori. the smell of vanilla tobacco filled the air as she sat up and offered the seat next to her for him. )


No, all yours. Sorry I was probably hanging around the worst place imaginable when I texted you, so we don't have to stay long. Come sit—

( with a playful tone, she patted the pillow and encouraged him to come forth. )
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[personal profile] dilettante 2025-05-16 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
( the restless chatter surrounding them doesn't quite escape her, but given that she had been used to such buzzing from her time being a celebrity back home, it was easy to drown out the sounds without much effort. in fact her own attitude made it seem she couldn't even hear it— opting to relax and focus on her guest. his comfort and happiness mattered to quite a bit in this moment, especially because she understood what it was like to be in pain over losing someone. )

I'm glad, and don't worry it's not a habit I partake in often.

( especially because she had to keep her voice in prime condition— or rather she did back home. wasn't she free from that here? those pressures? she wasn't sure anymore but for now she smiled once they got to eye level, putting the hookah pipe she had in her hands onto the table before them. )

Apparently this is more unique way of enjoying tobacco. I've actually never used one of these before but apparently they're all the rage. Smells nice doesn't it? Anyways do you want to order something for yourself? I'll cover it.
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[personal profile] dilettante 2025-05-22 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah back home I had to follow a lot of little 'rules', not just for my voice but also for my appearance. You know what that's like right?

( he certainly didn't have to answer that question because she assumed he did— she didn't comment on it, but his appearance clearly suggested he took good care of himself or rather had to. if she had to guess, they both probably avoided the sun for the most part, even if those trivial worries didn't matter much in the end here.

still with the looming threat of learning more about this place and the need to bring him something for his company, she focused on the task at hand, eyes wandering around for a staff member before she stood up. cherries being erotically fed to each wouldn't do, but she could get him something for himself in the meantime. )


Alright, I promise not to get you anything too weird and hopefully...um well you'll forgive me if it's laced with anything weird.

( she might have been a bit silly and careless for the most part, but she at the very least knew about how things here could be laced with aphrodisiacs to send them all towards that little goal the resort had.

with a smile, reira nearly bounced off her seat and walked off to speak to a staff member, placing an order for their most basic snacks [chips, pretzels] and a few sodas to keep things light for now. once it was settled, she came back and returned to her previous seat and smiled at her companion. )


So it sounds like you know quite a bit about this place. I feel like the more I learn....the less I understand anything at all. I thought if I just went with the flow of things, I'd be alright but it does seem weird things happen regardless, fully outside of our control. I mean that cupid from before was something.
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[personal profile] dilettante 2025-05-30 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
( despite all of her beauty, charisma, and general assertiveness when it came to demanding her emotional needs be met by others, truthfully reira was a bit clueless when it came to things. hiyori's comment about just asking the staff to serve her non-tainted food left a puzzled expression on her face and the comments her bandmates back home have made about her began to ring in her mind. 'her only talent is singing, she's useless, she doesn't know the true harshness of reality'— all little words and actions that left her truly coddled her entire life. now that she was here on her own, she was still trying to get used to doing things for herself. there was no assistant to fetch her food, no ren to cry to when she felt particularly emotional, and no takumi to solve all of her little problems.

yet despite her own flaws, she took his advice and even began to make a note of it in her watch, typing away quickly before nodding. )


I guess you're right, I should have....thought of that. I'll do that next time.

( there's a slight blush that creeped onto her face, mostly drawn from embarrassment. wasn't she the older one here? yet she felt so useless. she was rich and famous back home and yet when she thought about it—

she was mostly treated like a singing machine. whatever she wanted she couldn't ever really have without pouting and throwing tantrums like a child. here it was different wasn't it? she could actually ask for what she wanted from the staff.

for now though she simply opted to lower her face a bit like a scolded child before he moved onto the next thing. )


Humiliations huh...I thought if we just did what they wanted they would leave us alone.

( yet another example of how naive and sheltered she was. )

Oh that, yeah I did want to know more about it. My friend Shanks told me a bit but I'm still pretty confused on how any of that works.
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[personal profile] astraisborn 2025-05-01 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ooc: Continued from here]

Hmm... So we only get the basics if we don't do anything too risque, but we can't have any luxuries? Then doesn't that mean you can live comfortably without finding a partner?

[Though actually...]

Do you have a choice whether or not you can do it? They're so vague with their instructions, I feel like they can trick you into doing things you're not ready for.
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[personal profile] astraisborn 2025-05-03 01:08 pm (UTC)(link)
It does, it does! That's a lot of good things to know.

[Oh wow, he sure is passionate about this. It's so nice to hear someone so concerned about her wellbeing enough to warn her of the ways that she could be tricked, and even the mention of consent! What a kind young man.

Would he be disappointed to find out that the warning was unfortunately a little too late.]


... It must have been a really hard battle for you and your friend. So he's still keeping that up?

[Man must really want to keep his dick dry.]
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[personal profile] astraisborn 2025-05-18 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[His expression was an odd one considering he was delivering what one might consider as good news. After all, being forced to have sex when you're not feeling it sounded dreadful, but if people can leave (and often too!) then that means good things, right?

Right?]


I'm not sure I'm following... Isn't that a good thing?